Tia nodded slowly, her face pressed to Kris’s chest as she did so. It wasn’t that she was sad, it was just the movie that brought up so many inner conflicts that she never even thought of herself. She look in a breath, pulling away from his chest enough so she could look up at him. She reached up a hand so she could cup his cheek, gently running a thumb across his freckled complexion; she didn’t know what she’d do with herself if she never saw that face again. Just imagining a world without Kris scared the living shit out of her. She was his and he was hers, and that was something she didn’t want to change. “Um,” she started to say, clearing her throat, her voice raspy from the tears. “I’m sorry, that movie…I just…” She stopped for a moment, shaking her head and attempting to get the words she wanted to say functioning in her mind. She mostly knew what she wanted to say, but in regular Tia fashion, everything she was feeling came out as a giant, rushed rant. “I’m fine, really, I just don’t want you lose you, ever. I know that’s a lot to ask, cause obviously, to put in the most grim sense of terms, we’re both going to die one day, just like every single human being on this planet will, although I’m really hoping you and me both find each other in the afterlife and stick together there as well, but…I don’t know, I love you. I love being with you, and…I guess I’m scared that could suddenly change.” Although she was still in her teary state, she let out a soft laugh, mostly laughing at herself. “I’m such a mess, I’m sorry. See, this is why we still haven’t watched The Notebook together either, man.” Out of words in that moment, she pressed herself back to him, her face against the material of his shirt. “Does that make sense, sort of? I don’t know, I don’t think that 90% of what I say makes sense, but I just wanted to check, you know?”
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