k’s thoughts

[columbusswift]

[krsaeokae]

His account and mine. I miss you so much, Je.

[krsaeokae]

I miss you, Jeff.

[mournfulroses]

Robert Desnos, from Essential Poems & Writings; "No, Love Is Not Dead,"

[thoughtkick]

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”

— Sylvia Plath

[krsaeokae]

The line " Dito ka na lang habang buhay" on the song Bawat Piyesa by Muni-muni really hits different for me. When I hear of that line it really hurts me. I always think about the night that I begged someone to stay with me. The way I cried as I asked that person to come back to me. It really hurts because I remember it all too well.

The bridge of this song also hits different. " Huwag kang bibitaw, huwag kang mawawala." and the " Anong gagawin kung wala ka?" AAAAA it hurts my heart. I want to scream as I hear those lines echoing inside my head. I wonder, what if he stayed with me, will I be happy? I always ask myself that question.

I really love this song because I really feel the emotion that this song holds.

[krsaeokae]

We're here sa cemetery then i saw some of the puntod were not cleaned, yung halatang wala nag visit. I wondered if I'm the one who died tapos ganon siguro I'll be really sad eh pero siguro sa iba understood naman yon na siguro yung family nasa ibang bansa ganon. But I'm really really wondering if I die, will someone visit me often and talk to my grave.