of course i'm not unafraid.

kim taehyung, aka 'V'. part of BTS. a GOOD BOY and expert at not flinching. NOT THE REAL TAEHYUNG.

[ktaehyvngs]

[ktaehyvngs]

Happy birthday, you beautiful human being! ♡

thank you for already making it one to remember. you're more important to me than you could ever know. ♡

[hcyeon]

“Dear Taehyungie,

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hyunjinhq​:

yes! i thought we were going to have to learn how to survive out there after we started loosing hope about finding the trail gain. nope! i didn’t tell anyone and i’m just glad i wasn’t lost out there alone for a little bit. i probably would have cried… i am doing much better since getting home! staying warm, at least. i love that seoul greeted me with snow when i got back. 

it was too close! i know we’d survive in elaborate tree houses we'd build like the lost boys from peter pan until they found us years later, but i’d really miss panda express and some other things about society. i’m glad i wasn’t out there alone either. anybody who’d say they wouldn’t have cried would be lying. i love that it’s been snowing since we got back too. were you out in it or inside watching old christmas movies like me?

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pcrksooyovng​:

i might have slipped in the snow already and hit my head. please don’t judge me. / @ktaehyvngs​

i’d say i’d never, but there was that one time i slipped on my ass down some stairs, and i swear i saw you laugh for a second before being concerned about my wellbeing. still hurt. but on a scale of 1 to 5 how much do you think you can assure me you haven’t got a concussion?

[ktaehyvngs]

pcrkmvchi​:

If you told me, I never got no message from you, I found out because of your Instagram. I guess I can still love you. Yes, we can still hangout, whenever you want to and not doing something, we can hang out. Well, I’ll gladly come see your mom and stay for dinner, go into a food coma then hide away from you. I’ve been good, slept for a bit and now my sleeping is back on track. 

you’re right, i’m realizing i forgot to say a word. but... i had innocent intentions to tell you so you can’t be mad! well, i mean, please don’t be mad? perfect, i’d love to hang out! are you doing anything for new year’s eve? hoyeon wants to do something in new york, so if she hasn’t asked you already, you should come. it wouldn’t be much of a new year’s eve without you. uhh... hide away from me? what are you saying? that i’m too much, jimin? i was thinking we’d play video games and you may as well sleep over. but fine, go hide away and i’ll go cry to tan. ah, it’s nice without the jet lag anymore, yes?

[taehyung-bw]

“and the road not taken looks real good now… it always leads to you in my hometown"

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𝐦𝐬𝐬𝐠  ￫  𝐲𝐞𝐨𝐧

Yeon: Really? Even after not speaking properly for sometime, I still have the most dirt? Yes!!! Jimin wishes he was me right now. 😉 By the way, you now have years worth of secrets to spill to me so we need to have a proper chat so you can tell me everything. Thank you for trusting me so much. I'm lucky that you do. We could never lose that, I think it's a life long thing we have with each other. There's no need to be jealous of either of us. Don't act like myself and Yeontan wouldn't drown you in affection too. You're pretty irresistible so we'd share you. Does that sound fair? 😊 Would you really share him with me? You're going to make me cry. I've always wanted a dog but my parents would never let me when I was younger and now I'm always worried I'll get called into a job while I'm in New York and wouldn't be able to take a pet with me so I've never got one. 😔 How could you get me so emotional like this? I'll be free tomorrow night. Sounds like a plan. I'll get all the blankets for myself and some popcorn. You know I've always been a sucker for your rosey cheeks.

Yeon: Surly anyone else would surprised by you wanting me to tattoo that but I was actually expecting you to say yes. Should I just get 'Taehyung's number one fan' or something? Of course I remember that! We were so close to doing it too but your mom called and then you got scared she'd find out and kill us. I still think it was a cute idea. Me? Plans? Oh, they don't fit in the same sentence. 😂 How many times do I have to tell you that you're not intruding? I'd love to have you in New York for New Years Eve. You can even stay in my apartment if you want? It has a pretty amazing view. She seems excited but she's also complaining because she thought I'd be in New York so she didn't buy a place setting for me. I told her it didn't matter but you know how much she adores everything matching. 🙄 I'm glad I'm here too and I'm especially glad we can meet up and exchange gifts. Come on, I know you like the back of my hand. Lucky for you gift giving is my love language. Do I go over board? Remember that one Christmas I brought my brother thirty two gifts and he was literally five?

Yeon: No, I would have spoken to you. It just might have taken a little longer but I was going crazy without hearing your constant rambling. Think I was having withdrawal symptoms. My dad probably doesn't remember it, but I'm glad he spoke some sense into me. Poor you? It was only food! 😂 You could have just ordered more but no, you and your stubborn nature refuses to do the rational thing. I'm glad you made up with him. The two of you are inseparable. There's not a world where the two of you aren't best friends. Please don't feel any pressure to tell her. Things between us are great now but I understand that us talking is still pretty new. Take your time. She'll find out when the moments right. By the way, I did catch you saying I mean the world to you and you should know that the feelings mutual. I just wanted you to know that.

Yeon: Don't say that. It really wasn't, Tae. We were so young and I'd never place any blame on you for what happened. Thank you. You know how protective I am over you and hearing you say things like that doesn't sit well with me. I've always felt like I was the one undeserving of your company, not the other way around. I guess you are pretty amazing, aren't you? Yeah, I've finished for myself but I think I'm going shopping with Jimin. He needs to get some last minute gifts and I'm tagging along as moral support. Hopefully I don't lose him in the crowd. That boy moves faster than lightening! 😂

tae: you did always have a way of knowing me better than anyone. jimin absolutely, one hundred percent has no recent dirt on me, so you shouldn't ask him. 😂 hmm, i'll tell you some recent secrets, but only if i'm trading them in for some of yours. we'll make a night of it. have some wine and catch each other up on the things we've missed. as long as you and tan were still drowning me in affection, then i suppose that'd be okay. 🤔😊 actually, it sounds like the perfect arrangement. mhm, i'd share him with you, and just know i barely share him with anyone, so it's saying a lot. i know you always wanted a dog when we were kids, and trust me i understand about a busy schedule getting in the way. tan already has to spend too much time away from me then i would like. but i'm lucky my parents can take him. i wouldn't get you so emotional if i wasn't going to come through. so really, come and see him as much as you like. 😊

tae: hmm, 'taehyung's number one fan' would be cute. i'm just surprised you don't have it already. where is it going? no taking it back now. 😉 i think your parents would've killed us, too. but maybe one day we'll still do it. we're partners in crime, after all. i'd love to see your apartment, and i don't doubt it has an amazing view. i bet it has a hoyeon touch to every surface, and is it weird that i'd find that the most interesting thing? but if you don't have big plans and you'd like me to be in new york, then of course i'll be there. i can't think of a way i'd want to spend new years more than with you after these last few years. i already know gift giving is your love language, and you're extremely good at it. i don't think i've told you enough how obsessed i am with everything you got me. the lamp is a permanent fixture in my apartment and i'm living in the shirt. thank you for knowing me so well. and thank you for not forgetting tan! you do go a little overboard, and i don't quite know anyone like you. i'll never forget the excited look on your brother's face when he saw the sheer number of presents.

tae: well, i was having withdrawal symptoms not having you to aim my ramblings at. but "constant"? i'm hurt. i have a lot of insightful things to say. 😐😂 "only food"? that phrase isn't in my vocabulary. i was hungry after filming and wanted to eat before we learnt choreography. but jimin said i should wait because it was rude towards the others. i understand his side now, but at the time i was very angry. i'm just glad he agreed to make up in the end too, and i'm glad we didn't fight for weeks over it. 😂 i know, i didn't feel any pressure to tell her. but i did tell her tonight the hotteok recipe was for you. she said she already had an idea, so maybe i just can't hide anything. but i was right. she talked for more than half an hour afterwards about how much she missed you, and wanted me to tell you that. she also wanted me to pass on happy holidays to your family, and i can't remember the last time i've seen her smile so much. i'm glad the feeling's mutual. i promise i'll never let us fall out of touch again.

tae: i know we were so young, and it's kind of you not to place any blame on me. i can tell you sincerely mean it. but i can't quite agree. and i think we can agree to disagree. i just wouldn't have done things the same way then that i would now. but i know that's completely the point of growing up and learning from past mistakes. anyway. maybe we'll finish talking about this on new years? please don't ever think you're the one undeserving of my company. it's such a crime against everything you are, yeony. how did christmas shopping with jimin go? did he get everything he needed? i was hoping to make sure he was going to take security with you both, but it seems like you made it through okay. jimin is way too fast, i've lost him more times than i can count. luckily he's always good at showing up again, though.

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𝐦𝐬𝐬𝐠  ￫  𝐠𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐞

george: my logic is undeniable here! and i'm okay with cooking! still trying to learn a lot of it, but i've some dishes and baking i can make relatively well. i do try to cook for her at times, though. what about you, how are you in the kitchen?

george: you know me well enough that it's likely i'm worrying about something, but i digress. though i promise i'd call you if i felt like it was out of control, how's that? and what, how dare you team up with her to make fun of me?! the trust between us, it just evaporated. you never team up with siblings, it should be some sort of rule!! 😂 in that case, you've just made asking your sister about all your embarrassing moments fair game. as for mine, she remembers nothing.

george: maybe! i do have that going for me, admittedly, so maybe that's why he likes me. oh gosh, why are you not the only person who's said that about us at the halloween party? i guess we're a little obvious. the teleportation would be fantastic, yeah? going to any corner of the world so easily and being able to work anywhere and sleep in your own bed at night. our schedules have coincided for such a long stretch that it'll probably be a shellshock when we have to be apart, but i'm sure you're right that we'll work it out somehow. thank goodness for facetime.

george: that's always a little rough for perhaps not quite knowing what will come out of it, but it's a good thing you're processing them now, yeah? and i'll admit this is only my observation, but you've known her so long that there's that trust between you two even despite the time not talking, i'd imagine. so the words don't have to be perfect, you know? it's not crazy, not when it just...sounds like you've a lot that's unresolved when it comes to her. do you think you've been talking long enough that you can venture into some of it, perhaps?

tae: that's sweet you cook for lily sometimes! not sure if it's accurate, but i'm imagining at least a few somewhat elaborate dishes up your sleeve. i'm not the best in the kitchen, so i have to make up for it in charm. 😉 really though, i'm not sure i ever would've eaten so well if it weren't for the other bts members being better cooks. maybe i'll try more this coming year.

tae: you at least promising to call if your worrying was out of control is a compromise i'll accept. as long as that's definitely a promise. me making fun of you is how you know i truly see you as a friend, it's an honor received by few. 😂 my sister would spill my life's story worth of embarrassing moments to you within a half hour even if it wasn't fair game for you to ask. ah, interesting. that doesn't seem to make sense, but i suppose there's no use in me asking her then. 😉

tae: i'm sure that's one of the reasons lily's dad approves of you. that, and not to get too sentimental, but you're one of the most decent humans i know. and while there're a lot of people with a good heart in the industry, there are some that aren't exactly. so i bet he's glad lily found you. how did it go meeting him? were you more nervous because of who he was, or did that not really factor in? you two are a little obvious, it's truly adorable. but really, maybe part of the reason i noticed is because i know you well, so it caught me how content and happy you looked. it'd be a lot more difficult without facetime, that's for sure. and who knows, maybe your schedules won't keep you apart as much as it might be natural to anticipate? are you spending new years together?

tae: i think you're right that the words don't have to be perfect. thank you for saying it, because it helps to hear it (or read it). i think sometimes she knows me better than i know myself, so i know she'd have a way of piecing together my words if they were a mess. i've been trying to face my own feelings head on and have been thinking a lot in the last few days about what i want to say. so that's a better sign, right? i have a feeling we'll finally talk about all of it when i see her for new year's eve. maybe the timing's right or maybe it's all the thinking it through, but i'm starting to feel less nervous. but really, thank you for being someone i always know i can talk to and for all of your advice so far. i'd have been bottling it up otherwise.

[ktaehyvngs]

📲 Taehyung

Hunter: I heard! Kookie already made me sad informing me you guys had shows here that I somehow missed! An outrage and a half. ~ Are you back home now?

Hunter: Pfffftttt, as if yours and hoyeon's hasn't either? 😏 The cliff notes version is, after having a really shitty time with people for a while and having a devastating experience that led to losing one of my best friends, I'm pretty sure I've finally found my person and I'm pretty fucking excited about it.

Hunter: Alright, your turn. Tell me about all this cuteness I'm witnessing immediately.

tae: you'll just have to make the next one. although it won't be for a while. we could put on a show just for you. i am, yes. spending christmas with my family in seoul! how about you?

tae: okay, but before you hear my cliff notes version, i feel like i obviously need more than the cliff notes on yours. you're one of my favorite people, so i don't want to be this out of the loop when i'm rooting for everything in your life to go your way. i'm really sorry about your friend. what happened? you don't have to say if you don't want to, of course. but i hate that you had to go through anything devastating. it seems like you've found your person, i'm happy for you! i always knew i loved captain america for a reason. the family photos have been adorable, by the way.

tae: cuteness? don't know what you're talking about. 😉 it's a long story too, though. and maybe not the most continuously happy? we've been friends since we were kids and we used to date. then things got difficult with bts and yeon's modelling in the mix. after we broke up we didn't stay in contact much for a few years. i'd known her for so long that it felt like i lost a big part of my life. but hopefully it gets happier when i say we've been talking a lot since running into each other on halloween. and i think maturity has helped us better busy careers now. although at the moment we're just friends. you two have been close friends for a little while too, right?

[ktaehyvngs]

happy holidays! don't worry, you're still my favorite - joy

i won't tell the others, they wouldn't be able to handle it. don't worry, you're still my favorite too. this message was very kind of you, i hope you had the best christmas too, joy.

[userjeongin]

TAEHYUNG BIRTHDAY EVENT & TAEHYUNG BIRTHDAY EVENT

Day 4 - Favorite Traits

DAY 1 - Just Taehyung Things

cr. dwellingsouls, namuspromised and qdeoks

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leeyvomi​:

i feel the same, i miss our late night talks. you’re welcome! you can always ask me anything and gush all you want, i’d even do those things with you in korea whenever we get the chance. haha, you were pretty cool yourself but thank you for the compliment tae. it’s better, not as tired as i used to be so it’s back to prepping for the new show i’m appearing in.

i lucked out. i could’ve had a roommate who couldn’t deal with my late night energy and kicked me out, but thank you for thinking i was just as cool, and you’re welcome for the compliment — it was just the truth. glad to know you offer those things in korea, i’ll surely take you up on it. i looked up your new show, and you already have at least one future viewer. i’m rooting for you to kick some zombie butt.

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pcrkmvchi​:

I see you’re back in Korea and you didn’t tell me? How dare you, I didn’t know if after Aspen you went back to Hawaii or what, you went quiet on me, so I figured you went back to Hawaii, just to see you upload pictures and videos of Tannie, I know you’re home, I am hurt, we could of hung out. I mean, we can still hangout but I don’t know if you’re busy or not. @ktaehyvngs​​

wait, jiminie, i thought you already knew. did i forget to tell you? you know me — i got caught up with tan and painting since i got back and totally forgot about the real world for a few days. i’m sorry — please, let’s hang out! i didn’t mean to go quiet on you either, i’ve just had a little on my mind. you still love me though, right? but i always have time for you. my mom is dying to see you, and i’m dying to see you for christmas, so come for dinner sometime this week, mm? how have you been since getting back? 

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dear yeony, 

believe me when i say i’m the most grateful i’ve been in a while knowing i can prepare you a gift this year and even knowing i can give it to you in person. i’ve missed you terribly — but i hope that much is clear by now. you know i always thought art could express anything. but if i’ve tried to put it into words, lyrics or paintings, i’m not sure it’ll ever do it justice. maybe it’s only for us to know? 

yeontan and i enjoyed watching the grinch with you last night. i know we’re running out of time this christmas month, but let’s do home alone next.

yours,

tae

( @hcyeon​ )

1. nike air adidas the grinch customized shoes

2. nongshim bite sized ramen snacks x24 ( + automatic shipments to her address in new york for the next 12 months )

3. vante design graffiti t shirt ( unique design but similar to above with ‘you make me wanna be a better man’ )

4. chanel coco crush bracelet quilted motif 18k yellow gold, diamonds

[hcyeon]

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