so, this is a post i never thought would happen this soon & one i never wanted to HAVE to make. as most of you might have noticed, our activity not only on the main but the dashboard as well has been on the decline. i will take responsibility for me not being able to be on as often as i would have liked. real life things happened that have caused my motivation to plummet. ( aka being house ridden for almost a month now because of my toe & a few other things ) as of right now i'm not in a good place in general to be an admin & ya'll deserve someone that can be far more dedicated and active than i can be right now. so even though it breaks my heart, i have to close kumiho.
i want to apologize to everyone because i feel like because of my lack of activity & whatnot i've failed ya'll & you deserved way better than that. i wish i could go back to change a lot of things, not even just my own activity level but at the end of the day, i cannot. there's been a guilt i've been carrying for not being able to be on and as active as i should have been for you guys for weeks now but i thought if i just kept pressing on, things would get better & would eventually go away & i'd get my motivation back. sadly, that didn't happen. this choice is not only for ya'll because you deserve better than to be hoping for a more active admin & i currently can't provide that but for my own mental / physical health as well. i'm hopefully going to be going back to work soon which means i have to take on as many hours as i can to make up for the weeks & weeks of pay i've missed & i know that'll drain the life out of me and cause me to be even more inactive than i already was.
hopefully once i get back on track with bills and hours & get back into the swing of things at work, i'll be able to reopen this baby up because when i tell you i don't want to HAVE to do this, it's one hell of an understatement. not only because i will miss it because ya'll have literally been the best group of muns i have ever had the pleasure of writing with. you're all so kind, understanding & patient with me and that means the absolute world to me. i might have come up with this concept, but it was ya'll and your overwhelming amount of love and support that kept it alive & i will never be able to describe to you in words just how much that makes my heart swell. thank you, from the bottom of my heart for not only showing the rp itself love & support, but for being amazing human beings in the process. i just think that right now, it's a busy time for everyone & perhaps not the best time in the world to try and keep things afloat. i am sorry i had to come to this decision and trust me, if it wasn't the only opinion i felt like i have left right now, i wouldn't be typing this at all. however, i do think i just need to take some time away from being an admin & whatnot & i hope ya'll can understand that.
of course, if ya'll would like to keep in contact with me feel free to send an IM to the main & i'll give you my personal or my d*scord because i would love to continue to build friendships with each & every single one of you ! thank you for making the past little over two months some of the best months in my life, i love you all & hopefully will be seeing you again in the future.
