Let's run through The Meadow and never look back

dark academia, book obsessed, ENFP, ravenclaw, aries, coffee and cigarettes

[kuptemikravu]

late night poems

I loved her

and not just because she was there for me everytime I needed her

not just because she made me smile and cry and laugh and feel

not just because she was cool punk rockstar with blue hair and arms full of tatoos who just wanted to be held and adored for her cute and soft side, the side that wanted to run through meadows and braid dandelion crowns 

I loved her because she adored me

because she saw the best in me

because after months she finally gained my trust

because in the dark of a night I shared with her my deepest secrets, things I was so ashamed of, so terrified to say out loud 

I loved her because she worshiped all parts of me

because in my own eyes I was just broken peace of a person, someone too demaged to be loved, too intense, too rotten

but even after all those nights 

in her eyes i shined as bright as stars on the sky

[kuptemikravu]

late night poems

I hoped it was you, who can pull me out of the well I jumped into

I wanted to collect my lost hopes and dreams

nobody else can save me

it's you who I am ruled by

[kuptemikravu]

late night poems

you gave me so much hope

so much hope that it covered me whole like a big orange cloud and I was left to walk like a blind man guided by the sound of your voice, by the smell of your perfume, memory of your touch

[kuptemikravu]

late night poems

during this neverending winter,

sometime during all this pain,

during the gray days,

I fell in love with you

and if there is nothing else to count

at least I loved you right

[kuptemikravu]

and the thing is

I would beg you to hug me if I just knew that you want it too a little bit

and the thing is

I could get the hug if I just asked

but I never ask

because I crave it way to much

and then I cry myself to sleep

[kuptemikravu]

i'm not able to ask for things that I want

not because I don't want them enough

but because I want them too much

[kuptemikravu]

late night poems

she mistook my love for friendship

and now I'm breaking her heart in a completely different way than how she breaks mine

but with the same ugly ferocity

[kuptemikravu]

late night poems

i love her

but my love comes out of me in a waves of pure terror

because I love her without hope

and love without a hope is a tragedy

[welivetodream]

James giving Oliver a "not so brotherly kiss": YES GO!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY! FINALLY! MY SHIP HAS SAILED!

Charles giving Camilla a "not so brotherly kiss": ........WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS BOOK

[quynhorlose]

siblings versus the inevitable

doomed by the narrative (@thisisallthehattersfault) / the hunger games (suzanne collins) / grow as we go (@quynhorlose) / avatar: the last airbender / the tragic beauty of the final agni kai (sagesrain) / crimson rivers (@mayzarbewithyou) / your other half (jovana rikalo) / richard siken

[ye-olde-trojan-horse]

Oh to be a version of regulus, in any universe.

Afraid to fall in love for so many reasons.

But most of all

because you know they deserve better,

than you could ever give.

[maniccherrygirl]

[ur-daily-inspiration]

“We need solitude, because when we’re alone, we’re free from obligations, we don’t need to put on a show, and we can hear our own thoughts.” ― Tamim Ansary ♡

[hamoodmood-deactivated20250309]

[kuptemikravu]

I have slept in your hoodie because I was anxious and you weren't around

I made playlist with songs that you love so there was something to resemblence your presence when we aren't together

I text you every day, smiling when I see your reply

I know what I want to give you for your birthday that is four months a far

I want to hug you all the time, to fall asleep in your arms

I want to make you smile, to make you laugh

I hope with everything within me that you breathe a little bit more freely when we're alone together, that I help you relax in the overwhelming world around us -

because that's how you make me feel

held, loved, adored

like I'm enough just the way I am

there is a very thin line between our friendship and you being the love of my life and I cross the line every time I look upon your gorgeous face, every time I feel the beauty of your soul

[what-iz-life]

Being with someone who wants to learn about your past history, not to punish or hurt you, but to learn how you need to be loved

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

"I am destroying myself so other people can't," she said, "and it's the worst kind of control but it's the only form I know."

— (via sofijasofia)