My Heart Shaped Box: A Kurt Cobain fanfic

A Kurt Cobain Fanfiction.....All the chapters here - https://kurtfanfic.tumblr.com/chapters

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Very Sad Day News- open dialogue

As you all probably know by now the passing of Taylor Hawkins.  The foo fighters have had a profound impact on my life and their music was there when I needed comfort the most.  His abilities made an impact more than he will ever know and my condolences go out to all of his loved ones.  I know that I haven’t posted on this blog in forever but this felt necessary and I hope you guys are still out there.  If you need to talk you can inbox me or we can talk on insta about all the emotions.  this is bringing back a lot of past feelings, who knows maybe I’ll start writing again if enough people are willing to read and enjoy it.

Fly High T Hawk, We love youuuuu

I know I have said this before but I truly want to go back to this fanfiction, it has reminded me of the community that we had and the joy it brought me. much as did taylor hawkins! If theres something you want to see in the future chapters please let me know in my inbox, i’m going to re read the chapters now because its been a while LOL and then get my butt to writing.  

[kurtfanfic]

WOW

Hey guys...... it seriously has been a long time.... going through my old posts has brought back these nostalgic feelings on how happy writing this really made me.... and to see what was going on in my life at the time.  I have seriously been through a lot, but haven’t we all!

I want to start writing this story again but i’m not sure that any one would care anymore lol

please if your reading this, reach out and let me know! i would love to have like a co writer too to help me get back into this! 

i seriously missed you all!!

also i think im gonna be posting this stroy on Wattpad if anyone is interested!!

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Wordless

hey guys..... i have no words to describe how shittty i feel that i left you guys hanging the way i did... i feel so bad about it and i can’t find any other reason other than life drowning me in what seemed to be dark depths.  

it all seemed to be great when my boyfriend Mark moved into the sober living community and i thought it would be the path in the right direction.  however on August 28th, 2015 it was like any other day... however when i got that dreaded phone call my world began to fall apart... Mark lost the battle and i felt like i didn’t do enough... so that took a huge tole out of me... i lost my better half and it took me awhile to come to terms with real life first before i could even come close to putting something good for you guys.  i realize that Mark saw how happy writing this made me and he’d want me to try and feel like that again so it led me back to where it all started.  

if theres even anyone left out there that wants to still read this then I'm back and business and trying to get my shit back together lol.  

Mark knows how much kurt means to me and he'd want me to keep doing this, he'd kick my ass or putting it off for so long lol.. SO ITS OFFICIALLY BACK.

BUT I NEED YOUR HELP. if you have any idea or tip you wanna see in the story or where you wanna see the story go then inbox me asap! 

you know how much i love you guys XOXOXO SAM

[kurtfanfic]

Please update!!!!!

im working on ittttttttt

[kurtfanfic]

I am sooo excited that you're gonna update you don't even know 😄 I am in love with the fanfic and I'm so glad your boyfriend is on the way to recovering and that you're feeling better also ❤️❤️

aww thank you sooo much it really means a lot to me to hear that people still care about this story and all that its been through these past couple monthssssss…. love you guys with all of my heart:) XOXOX

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PLEASE UPDATE IM DYING!! Love u 💜💙💜💙

LOVE YOU TOO XOXOXOXOX

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Hey I love your fic! Kind of inspired me to write my own!

ahhh omg really? ill have to check it out if you don’t mind… kurt stories are super hard to come by…. im honored that my story inspired you to follow suite:P

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Greatest news I've heard all day! I knew you hadn't given up :). Welcome back, girl!!

ahhhh thanks for being the best seriously! XOXOXOX

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Love you girl!!!! 💚💛💜💕

love you babe

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I hope you've had the time you needed for fresh air. And that everything is good, missed you Hun! I've been going through some things but I'll get through it somehow.☺️

thank you sooooooooo uch for sticking it out for me and not giving up hope that i would come back eventually…. i missed you guys too! if you ever need to talk my inbox is always open! XOXO

[kurtfanfic]

ATTENTION

heyyyyyyyy guyssssss! i missed you guys sooooo much and after all this time i truly realized how much i needed this part of my life and how much i care for all of you guys…. this was wayyyyyy over due and im soo sorry i made you all wait this long for another update… 

sooooo i won’t bore you all with the personal issues but my boyfriend just moved to a sober living facility close to the house so moving him in there has been stressful but i believe that this situation has made us bond stronger.. in the begining we decided to take a break from everything but thats honestly what i needed.. it was like coming up for a breath of fresh air! 

Anyway……. so as i had this breath of fresh air i whipped out the laptop and started typing away for the new chapter. i just have to put the finishing touches on it and then itll be finito!! 

but i alos have this fear that you guys have given up on me and have forgotten this story so maybe you can do me this one favor becuse if i get a lot of feedback.. the faster ill post the new update. All i ask is that you answer this one question.. “how have YOU guys been?”

XOXOX Sam

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one month too long... I assume you gave up the story? Im very sad, i loved your story and youre an amazing writer it was sooooooo good i was in love. Thanksfor the chapers so far, it was the greatest pleasure to readit. Im kinda upset? Anyway sorry for whatever made you stop writing.

don’t you all worry i have not given up on this story and i hope you all haven;t given up on me?

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omgomgomg that baby has to be kurts right!?!?! i mean the doctors can easily find out by the age of the embryo. com'on don't do this to me i will cri :'( ---- love your fic btw, its the only one i check, and is worth checking updates for. hope you're well :)

whoooooooo knowwwwwwwsssssss?;) maybe it is? maybe it isn’t?;)

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Hey, I hope you're doing alright. Remember you're a great person and we love you!! Sucks being an emotional wreck but, you can get through it!🌸

yeahhh its a horrible feeling when you can’t figure out your own emotions.. but this experience only can make me stronger so im hopeful… thanks so much for the love and im sorry for keeping you all waiting so long

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Hey swettie , how have you been ? i hope everything is better :-) if you want i´m here for you . You ara such an AMAzING writterhope you update soon but dont worry if you cant ,love your story !! love, Greeneyesgrungie

thank you so much for the love and concern.. im actually on the road to recovery and feeling much better

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Hey, how have you been? I started this story a few weeks ago and I'm caught up on all of the chapters. I LOVE what you've written do far and can't wait to read more :) Have you watched the new documentary on Kurt called Montage Of Heck yet? Some people loved it and some people hated it, I thought it was just okay. The trailer made it look better than it actually was

I’ve been feeling a lot better thanks:) i actually have watched montage of heck and i can honestly say it was so-so….. it was nothing that i didnt really already know so that part of it made it kinda boring… and plus dave wasn’t in it and he always brings that “it” factor as well. i know this might upset some people but im not a courtney fan at all. so i feel if we keep giving her the spotlight for it the more shes gonna keep using it to her favor when they were only married a couple years and kurt was his own person… what did you guys think?

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Hope you have a great weekend!!💗

thanksss girlie;P