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I have a lot of fics that'll be released in the coming months. I don't have any titles for them yet, due to them being unfinished and unpolished.
Soooo, my crush didn’t actually reject me. I thought he did but he was deflecting at the time, to process what I said.
Basically the other day, we had a whole ass movie moment in the hallway at work, where we passed by each other walking the opposite way of one another, and we got about six feet apart and turned our ENTIRE BODY to look at each other one more time, AT THE SAME EXACT TIME??????!!??!!?
Gonna post a few Opiemas fics this weekend. I wanted to earlier this week but I started new hours at work, hence the delay. I’ll be posting them starting tomorrow. Planning on posting 3 each day.
pairing: opie winston x female!reader
tropes: fluff, comfort
setting: late 2000s. charming, california. december.
words: 3.8k
warnings: none really. just a feel good, hallmark sort of style fic.
a/n: i loved writing this one. in fact, it's the first one of the series so far. i will never get enough soft!opie because it was hardly seen on the show itself. i feel like given the trajectory of the prices of everything going up and up and up, this fic might be a feelgood thing for a lot of people hence why i wrote it :'). light christmas fic, but hammers home the whole christmas miracle vibe, yanno??? there is a scene in this fic that is wholeheartedly inspired by this gifset.
tag list: @daryldixonpls @secretlysamcro @tinyshyteacup @bellaxgiornata @ravennaortiz @glxsyy-itza396 @samcroplayground @rideandruin
The bell over the bakery door chimed with a sound that used to make you smile. Now it just echoed off empty tables and the too-quiet hum of the refrigerator case.
You wiped a streak of flour across her apron and glanced at the clock on the painted brick wall. 4:45 p.m. The late afternoon slump — still hours away from closing, already too late to make up for a slow morning. Again.
The “Open” sign flickered in the front window, and you grimaced. You’d need to replace the bulb soon. Add it to the growing list: replace the bulb, reorder flour, fix the mixer that made that weird rattling noise, find the money to pay this month’s rent. Statistically, bakeries failed within five years. You were barely two in.
The bell chimed again. A tall man filled the doorway, a broad frame blocking out the last of the sun. He pulled off his sunglasses, and when his eyes met yours, you felt a small tug of relief. Not because she knew him, but because he wasn't just another looky-loo taking photos of the pastry case and leaving empty-handed.
He didn’t say anything at first. He just nodded, that quiet sort of acknowledgment that came from someone who didn’t waste words unless he meant them. He walked up to the counter and tapped the glass lightly, looking over the rows of scones, cookies, and hand pies.
“You got any of those blackberry muffins left?” he asked.
“Just two,” you said, already reaching for a bag. “They’re fresh. Came out of the oven an hour ago.” You boxed them up, slid them toward him, and pressed a few buttons on the register. “Five-fifty.”
He fished out a ten and set it down, but didn’t take the change. “Keep it.”
You blinked, elated and appreciative of the gesture. “That’s… really not necessary.”
“I insist,” he said simply.
You didn’t respond. Just gave a small, tight smile because that was the best you had to give for the day.
He picked up the bag, nodded once, and headed back out the door.
The next morning came early, as they always did. You were in before dawn, unlocking the front door and letting yourself into the quiet space that still smelled faintly of butter and sugar from yesterday’s last batch of Danishes. The mixer rattled its same tired rattle, the coffee machine gurgled awake, and the empty tables stared back at you, waiting.
You stood there and stretched your neck, tied on your apron, and tried not to check the cash drawer. Rent was due in a week. Flour and sugar prices had gone up. The math was no longer mathing, not without help.
By 7:45, you’d already gone through a pot and a half of coffee and dusted your cheeks with enough powdered sugar to qualify as stage makeup. The first customer of the day came and went, leaving a crumpled five and a polite smile. Then, barely five breaths later, the bell over the door chimed again.
Same broad silhouette. Same leather kutte. Same unreadable eyes that somehow saw more than he said.
Opie Winston stepped inside like he wasn't sure he should, like stepping back into this place twice in two days might count as suspicious behavior.
“Morning,” you said, trying to sound more awake than you actually felt.
He nodded back. “You got coffee?”
“Always.”
He set his hands on the counter, scanning the board behind her. “Black. Whatever size.”
You poured it, slid him the cup. “On the house,” you said, surprising yourself.
He arched his brow. “You sure?”
“You gave me like a fifty percent tip yesterday. Let me balance the scale.”
He didn’t argue. Just took the cup, wrapped both hands around it like it was worth more than it cost, and took a sip before leaning a hip against the counter. Today, he didn’t look like he was in a hurry.
“You run this place alone?” he asked.
“Pretty much,” you admitted, wiping down the glass case just for something to do. “I have help on weekends. Sometimes. At least when I can afford to pay for help.”
He nodded once, like he understood more than she said.
“You bake all this?” he asked.
“Mhm. All of it.”
He paused for a beat. “Looks good.”
A small, honest hum of pride bloomed in her chest. “Thanks.”
He took another sip, eyes scanning the chalkboard menu, the walls, the empty tables.
“Have you ever thought about doing wholesale?” he asked. “Supplying to other places?”
“I’ve thought about it,” you admitted. “Not sure I have the time or even the help. Or the gas money to drive deliveries.”
He stayed quiet long enough that she almost regretted saying it. Too real, too quick. But instead of retreating from the awkward, he anchored in further.
“You need hands?” he asked simply.
Her eyes flicked up to his. “Are you offering?”
“Don’t know yet,” he said. “Depends on what you need.”
You let out a soft huff of disbelief. “You don’t exactly strike me as a bakery guy.”
“Maybe not,” he admitted. “But I know a thing or two about fixing things. Moving heavy shit. Keeping my mouth shut.”
A slow smile tugged at her lips. “That last one is probably the most important.”
For the first time since stepping in, he gave a short, genuine laugh. It was low, quiet, almost private. Like he didn’t remember the last time something snuck up and amused him.
She leaned against the counter now, mirroring him. “Are you asking for a job, Opie?”
He tilted his head. “I’m asking if you could use someone who doesn’t need to be taught how to carry a forty-pound bag of flour without complaining.”
She grinned. “You got boots that don’t mind a little sugar dust?”
“Sugar’s fine,” he said. “They’ve seen worse.”
You glanced around her empty bakery, the soft morning light spilling in through the windows like it still believed in something.
“Alright,” she said softly. “Let’s see what happens.”
He finished his coffee and set the cup down. “I’ll come back tomorrow. Early.”
The bell chimed behind him. The smell of coffee lingered, and for the first time in a while, the pressure in your chest eased just a bit.
You had no idea that “help” meant more than hands or money, but you were about to learn.
Opie had been helping you out for the better part of two weeks now, mostly with the home improvement side rather than the baking part, but it was help that was needed nonetheless.
“I can’t believe Christmas is a few days away.” You casually spoke, rolling out some freshly made Cinnamon Roll dough. He was behind you a few feet away, fixing the rattly mixer that’d been on the money backburner for the better part of several months.
“Yeah, same.” Opie affirmed from behind you, situated on a step ladder and tightening a bolt on your old, well-loved industrial sized mixer with a soft grunt. “This fuckin’ thing–”
You glanced back over your shoulder for a second, watching as he stood on a step ladder, his muscles flexing as he torqued the wrench again, tightening the bolt completely. When he glanced down at you, you looked away fast.
You began smearing the cinnamon, brown sugar, and sugar filling across the flattened dough, spreading it across the entire portion. He grunted again out of frustration, which you looked back again and then back to your dough. “Do you need help?”
He gave a grunt of acknowledgement like any man does when they’re not about to admit needing assistance because they got it handled, which was man code for they’re about to lose their goddamn mind because they definitely didn’t have it handled.
“You can come back to it, you know.” You expressed, cutting the slices and placing each one neatly onto a baking dish like it was second nature, because it technically was. “Go have a smoke break.”
He muttered something as he torqued the wrench again, harder this time, stubborn to the bone like he always was. That’s when it slipped and skidded out of his hand, bounced off the edge of the mixers bowl with a sharp clang, and hit the floor with the kind of sound that made your heart drop.
You set the knife down and stepped to the side to grab the wrench, but the moment your hand touched it, the entire mixer lurched–one of the legs jerking off the floor like it was about to tip forward.
“Opie!” You yelled and he moved faster than a man his size should’ve been able to.
Still situated on the ladder, he threw his weight back, one hand shooting out to grab the top of the heavy mixer before it could crash. The ladder wabbled dangerously beneath him. His ankle twisted as he braced, his boot skidding on the tile.
He caught it and your breath caught. The mixer slammed back with a metallic thud, steadied by only his grip and a low, pained groan he didn’t try hard enough to hide.
“Jesus,” you murmured in a whisper. “Are you okay?” You stepped a little closer, your hands held up like you weren’t sure if you wanted to touch him to soothe or try to help hold that mixer in place in some way.
He stayed still for a beat, jaw clenched, with his hand planted on the machine like he was physically holding the world together. Then, through gritted teeth, “Think the mount is shot.” His eyes casted downward toward you without moving his head, “You alright?”
You nodded, “I’m fine.” You paused for a beat, “Opie, you nearly fell face-first into my dough.”
“That’d make one hell of a unique filling.” He rumbled, keeping a straight face like he always managed to when making an attempt to lighten the mood, but then he shifted his weight to his other ankle and winced. Not loud or anything to make it obvious, but you caught it.
He tested his weight again and the slight wobble told you everything his stubborn mouth wasn’t. “Opie,” you said carefully, “sit down.”
“I’m fine.” Classic Opie response. Low, gruff, and absolutely full of shit.
“You definitely aren’t,” you countered, crossing your arms as he stepped off the ladder with a grunt. He pretended not to favor his ankle, but the tiny shift in his gait was painfully obvious. “Just sit. Before you make it worse.”
He shook his head, already reaching down to grab the wrench. “Got work to do.”
“Yeah, and you can’t fix anything with a busted ankle.” You stepped in front of him with ease, blocking the ladder and mixer. He stared at you and you stared right back.
It became a silent standoff. Baker vs biker. The stupid thing was, you were winning. Finally, with a put-upon exhale, he muttered, “You know, you’re real bossy for someone who’s five feet tall.”
You corrected him automatically with your actual height, hands still crossed tight over your chest. “Sit your ass down.”
He cracked the faintest smile before easing himself onto the prep table, his jaw tight as he lowered his weight. You grabbed the first aid kit from the bottom cabinet, sidling through a few packs of bandaids, a few tubes of antibacterial cream, Tylenol, and burn gel.
“Boot.” You instructed, reaching for the sole package of elastic bandage. He hesitated of course, his eyes meeting yours like he hated the idea of being taken care of. Then he sighed through his nose and reached down, untying the laces slowly. When he pulled the boot off, he winced again but tried to hide it, and failed completely.
“Uh huh.” You murmured, “Totally fine. Very believable.”
“Shut up.” He warned once in a soft, no-bite tone. “Don’t start.”
You rolled up the cuff of his jeans, revealing the swelling that was already starting. He watched your hands the whole time, quiet and steady, like he was studying the way your fingers moved.
You wrapped the elastic bandage gently, snug but not too tight, your fingertips brushing his skin now and then.
“Hurting?” You asked gently, wrapping the final loop.
“Only my pride,” he muttered.
Your eyes shot up to him, “You’ll live.” He looked at you then and you both smiled at each other. He huffed a laugh, low and warm, settling back on his palms. The kitchen felt smaller suddenly, quieter, like the air itself was leaning in to listen. When you finished, your hands smoothed over the wrap once, testing its hold. “There. Better?”
He looked down at your hand, still resting on his ankle, then up at you. “Yeah,” he said quietly. “Better.”
Opie had finally sat down on a stool behind the counters and till. You’d insisted he just rest and take it easy, which in his own way he was. He was going through your junk drawer, fishing out every odd screw, nail, and bolt, cataloging them with ease by type and size. Every few minutes you’d catch him narrowing his eyes at a particular piece like it had done him wrong somehow, probably because he couldn’t pinpoint what equipment it belonged to.
“You know, organizing my junk drawer doesn’t count as actual work,” you teased, setting the cinnamon rolls in neat rolls to proof.
“I didn’t say it did,” he countered, holding up two nearly identical bolts. “These shouldn’t be in the same bin.”
You rolled your eyes but smiled, “If it keeps you from getting on that damn ladder again, sort away, big guy.”
He just grunted, focusing on the drawer again.
he bell at the front door jingled.
Before you could even get out a greeting, a sharp, impatient voice called, “Hello? Anybody in here?”
Your stomach dropped. Opie paused mid-sort, glancing toward the doorway like he could recognize the tone alone. You stepped out of the kitchen and into the front shop area, wiping your hands on your apron.
“Morning, Mr. Landry,” you said, voice trying, and failing miserably, to sound pleasant.
He looked the same as every other time: too-big coat for his small frame, slicked-back hair trying too hard to hide the grays, clipboard tucked under one arm like it was a weapon. Landlord of the whole strip; your bakery, the antique store, the boutique next door.
“You’ve been ignoring my calls,” he said, not even bothering with hello.
“I haven’t been ignoring them,” you said evenly. “I’ve been busy.”
“Busy doesn’t pay rent,” he snapped.
You swallowed. “I told you I’d have something for you soon.”
“You’re already a month behind,” he reminded you, his sharp voice cutting through the silent shop. “And the longer this drags on, the harder it’ll be to justify keeping your lease.”
Your throat tightened. “I’m doing everything I can.”
“Everything clearly isn’t enough,” Landry articulated, “If you can’t pay by the end of the week, we’re going to be discussing termination.”
The word hit hard, because despite Landry’s faults, he had been giving you leniency by granting you a few weeks to scrape funds together. He said termination like it was nothing, like the very foundation you’d built would be gone without as much as a snap of a finger, because it very well could.
Footsteps were behind you now; slow, heavy, the uneven gait of a man with a sore ankle. Opie appeared at your shoulder, silent but towering, and he didn’t have to utter a word for Mr. Landry to take a step back.
“Right,” Mr. Landry uttered, his eyes fluttering down to the clipboard in his hands now, “Like I said. End of the week.”
You crossed your arms, “I heard you the first time.”
Mr. Landry nodded and backed away toward the door. “I’ll be in touch.”
The bell chimed once as he fled out the entrance.
Silence settled again, but it felt heavier this time. If you didn’t come up with the funds by Friday at 5pm, you’d lose this place. You just exhaled, letting the weight of the entire situation finally enmesh itself inside your bones and your head. It felt like a ton of bricks hit your chest all at once; the gravity of it all, right before Christmas no less, hit extremely hard.
Opie remained by your side, his eyes on the door long after Mr. Landry had left. “You late on rent?”
You rubbed your forehead. “Yeah. Flour prices doubled. Sugar. Electricity. Business took a bit of hit the last few weeks, despite the holidays. Everything’s snowballed. I’m trying to stay afloat, Ope, I really am. Just…”
He nodded once, not judgemental or pitying you, just listening. “You’ll figure it out,” he said simply. “You will.” You looked up at him, caught by how sure and steady he sounded.
Before you could answer, he turned slightly, testing his ankle with a cautious shift of weight. He winced but hid it well enough that most people wouldn’t notice, but you weren’t most people.
“Sit back down,” you told him softly.
He hesitated for just a second then lowered himself to the stool again. “You know,” he said after a moment, “that guy comes back giving you shit again… you just tell me.”
You blinked. “Opie, I don’t want to drag you into my shit.”
“You ain’t dragging me into anything,” he said, voice low but certain. “I’m already here.”
Which he most certainly was. In your kitchen, in your problems, in your corner… whether you had asked for it or not.
He didn’t tell you he was thinking about it. He didn’t tell anyone, really.
The idea came to him in that quiet, ugly space between midnight and dawn, when the clubhouse had gone mostly still and he was alone out back, a cigarette burning down between his fingers and the numbers from your landlord’s visit replaying in his head.
Two months behind. End of the week. Termination.
He thought about the way your voice had gone flat when you’d repeated it. The way your hands, which never hesitated over dough, had hovered over the register drawer like touching the cash would burn you.
Opie looked at the bike.
The Panhead sat under the garage light, chrome catching the faint warm glow, tank scuffed just enough to tell stories without bragging. It wasn’t even his first bike. Wasn’t his only way to ride either. But it was… his.
It was a piece of something from before he met you. The one and only thing he could focus on when outside distractions and duties got too loud.
He took a drag off the cigarette and exhaled slow. It’s just metal, Winston. He ground the smoke out under his boot.
“Shit,” he murmured, low and certain.
The guy showed up late. Of course he fuckin’ did.
Opie leaned against the wall inside the open bay at TM, arms crossed, watching the lot like a hawk that everyone had become accustomed to at this point in time. He’d always been vigilant and on alert, especially after his five year stretch in prison. It was something he’d honed into more than before.
A black SUV pulled in, way too shiny for Charming. The driver’s door opened and out stepped exactly the kind of guy Opie had expected when he’d read the messages. Late twenties, maybe early thirties. Designer jeans. Fresh white sneakers. Leather jacket that had never seen a highway. His hair was styled in a way that said he’d spent more time on it than most men spent on anything.
He walked toward the bike, eyes wide. “Holy shit. Man. That’s her?”
Opie pushed off the wall. “Yeah.”
The guy circled the Panhead like he was at a museum. “Dude. This is… this is sick. You sure you wanna let her go?”
Opie’s jaw ticked. “You bring the cash?”
The guy patted his jacket. “Yeah, yeah, yeah. Just—hang on.” He crouched, rubbing a hand along the fender. “She’s, what, a ’59?”
“’59 frame. Couple upgrades,” Opie said. “Told you all this already.”
“Right, yeah, yeah. Just… seeing her in person, man.” The guy stood up, grinning. “You know how hard it is to find one of these that isn’t a total rust bucket? My buddies are gonna lose their minds.”
Opie didn’t answer. He watched the guy throw a leg over, sitting like he was posing for a magazine shoot. Didn’t even reach for the clutch.
“Oh—yeah. Yeah, got it.” He scrambled a bit, steadying himself.
Opie could feel the ghost of John Teller laughing in his head. Clay, too. Selling a Panhead to a tourist.
He shoved the thought down.
“Look,” the guy said, finally climbing back off, “I know we agreed on the number, but given the, uh… market, and I still gotta get it transported back to L.A., and—”
“No.” Opie’s tone cut clean through whatever bullshit excuse was coming.
The guy blinked. “What?”
“Price is what I said,” Opie replied. “You knew that when you drove up from the city. You don’t like it, turn around and drive back.”
A muscle jumped in the guy’s jaw. He glanced from the bike to Opie’s face and seemed to think better of arguing. There was something very simple and very clear in Opie Winston’s eyes: push this, and you’re gonna regret it.
“Alright,” he muttered, forcing a laugh. “Alright, man. No, it’s cool. It’s fair. I brought it.”
He reached inside his jacket, pulled out a thick envelope, and handed it over.
Opie took it, thumbed through the stack quickly. Neat bundles of bills. The exact amount he’d asked. More than enough to cover two months’ rent and buy you time to breathe.
The kid in him, the one who grew up around Teller-Morrow’s gravel and grease, felt a twist in his gut. You didn’t sell a bike like this. You rebuilt it. Rode it ‘til it became bone-deep.
But Donna’s face flashed in his mind. Then yours, standing in that bakery, trying not to look scared in front of a man with a clipboard. Anything worth keeping, you protect.
He folded the envelope, slid it into his kutte.
“You need me to go over anything?” he asked, nodding at the bike. “She’s got her quirks. Treat the throttle gentle ‘til she warms up. Choke sticks if you’re rough.”
The guy beamed. “Yeah, yeah, give me the rundown, for sure.”
Opie walked him through the basics, voice clipped but steady. Showed him the choke, the way the kickstart resisted and then gave. The sound the old engine made when she caught. When the buyer finally rolled out of the lot, Panhead roaring under a stranger, Opie watched until the taillight disappeared down the road.
His chest ached like he’d just taken a punch he didn’t block. He stood there a moment longer, listening to the fading echo.
The bell chimed as Opie stepped inside your bakery, the cool morning air following him in before the door shut behind his broad frame. You were behind the counter piping cream cheese frosting onto a tray of cooled cinnamon rolls, humming softly under your breath, hair pulled up haphazardly with a pencil wedged through it.
“You’re in late,” you said, not looking up at first.
“Yeah,” he rumbled, voice low, steady as ever.
The envelope was tucked inside his kutte. He'd triple checked three separate times in between Teller Morrow and the bakery to be sure.
You turned toward him with a small smile. “Same thing as usual?”
He nodded. “Yeah. Muffin. Whatever’s fresh.”
He moved toward the display case, pretending to look at the pastries even though he already knew what he wanted. You grabbed one of the warm blackberry muffins from the cooling rack behind you.
As you boxed it up, he slipped the envelope from his kutte, fingers brushing paper, and placed it on the far corner of the counter. Quick. Quiet. Like it was nothing. No dramatic gesture. No explanation.
You didn’t notice at first. You were focused on tucking the parchment neatly around the muffin, fingers careful, gentle. It made something in his chest twist.
“That everything?” you asked, sliding the box toward him.
“Yeah.”
He pushed the envelope closer with two fingers. Still wordless. Still simple. Your eyes flicked down, and your hands froze. “Opie… what is that?”
He shrugged. “Open it.”
You touched it like it might burn you. The weight alone told you what it was. Your heart climbed into your throat as you pulled the flap open. The edges of the bills peeked out in clean, crisp stacks.
“Opie,” you whispered, stunned. “No. No, I can’t—”
“You can,” he said, still calm, still impossibly steady. “And you will.”
“T-this is… this is two months of rent,” you said, voice trembling. “I don’t know where you—h-how did you—”
He grabbed the muffin box and turned slightly, like the conversation wasn’t open for debate. “Doesn’t matter.”
“It does matter!” Your voice broke, and the frosting bag in your other hand sagged. “Opie, I can’t let you just pay my—”
“You’re not letting me,” he interrupted quietly. “I’m choosing.”
You stared at him, heart thudding, breath shaky. “Why?”
He held your gaze then. Slow. Intent. Honest in the way only Opie Winston knew how to be. “‘Cause you shouldn’t lose something good over money,” he said simply. “Not if someone can help it.”
You swallowed hard, the hot sting of tears building. “I don’t take charity,” you whispered.
“Good thing I’m not offering any,” he said. “It’s a loan. You pay me back when you can. Or you pay me in muffins. Or you don’t pay me at all. I don't care.” A small shrug. “Just don’t close your doors.”
Your breath hitched. You pressed the envelope to your chest like holding it steady might keep your emotions from spilling out.
He watched you for a beat longer, eyes soft but unflinching.
Then he tapped the counter once. “Coffee is on me today,” he muttered, already reaching for his wallet.
You laughed wetly. “Opie, you just—”
“I said what I said.” The ghost of a smile tugged his mouth.
He turned to go, box in hand, as if he hadn’t just sold a piece of history for you. As if he hadn’t just rearranged the entire trajectory of your life with one steady, quiet choice.
Before he reached the door, you found your voice again. “Opie?”
He paused but didn’t turn all the way around. Just waited.
“Thank you,” you said, barely above a whisper.
He nodded once, slow and warm, like he heard more in it than just gratitude. Then he stepped out, leaving the bell to chime gently behind him, and you stood there with your heart full, your hands trembling, and the envelope that said:
You matter. Enough for him to do this. Enough for him to stay.
