LONG TIME NO SEE TUMBLR
ya ya ya... so i haven't been on here in a while and i dont know, ill use it as a journal or giving insight to people who want to stalk my life.
so there's been some crap going through my head these past days.. and it got worse since last august 2009.. some people know what im talking about and if i didnt tell you about it you better not ask anyone cuz someone's gonna get hurt real bad! but yeaaa.. crap's been getting crappier, it's my birthday today.. well an hour ago.. but yeaa it was alright, yet this crap's still in me... i can't get out of this crap cuz its not that easy. i'm a youth leader and i teach and teach about alot of stuff and i realize that i now have to put what i teach into action. suffering is part of life and i thank God for this suffering, in sharing Christ's suffering yet i say thanks insincerely because im only human and our human tendency is to always be happy etc. but i remember.. like in 'refiner's fire' .. we.. like gold.. will be purified in fire to become what gold is..
Lord God i know through all this crap im going through you will strengthen me by your most Holy Spirit and through the intercession and care of Mama Mary.
Dear world, depend on God always, in each trial AND happiness of life, lean on God for everything, thank HIM for everything.. the world and the people in it will deceive you.. making you think contrary of what Jesus said.. " I Am the Way, the Truth, and the Life." bros and sis.. He IS the real Life.. God is the real REAL. just ponder it..
God is the real REAL.
Ask the Holy Spirit to guide your mind and you will understand it.. and if you do.. let me know because its so awesome to always see the great working of God.. im in AWE of His AWESOME power.. our God is an AWESOME GOD!






