░ Shallow breaths ░ ʜ&ғ [AU]
░ — His feeling about this meeting had been atrocious from the beginning. Suspicions widely raised and as in many other cases he hadn’t been wrong. He knows to trust his gut better than anything, yet in the end he had ignored his own advice for the possible, beneficial, outcome this could mean. Not only for himself but for the entire group. And when it really comes to it, the well-being of the squad weighs heavier than any sense of wrongness that he might have. Because if he had been wrong about it and backed out, the consequences could have been dire. Which they are slowly turning out to be now as well, when he’s practically throwing himself at the ground to avoid flying bullets. And he thanks his maker for being skilled enough to take care of himself, while the thought of Cheolmin still lingers in the back of his mind.
Arata knows, that he cannot turn his gaze away from his current target, no matter the situation behind him. He has crouched, lunging forward with teeth sunken into his lower lip and eyes trained sharp on the one he’s aiming to take down. Gun in hand, he’s almost fearless as he pulls the trigger: once, then twice to seal his kill. To make sure the male is indeed lifeless by the time his body hits the ground. Shoulder first, forehead second. It is a simple policy, and one they all follow. To make sure they leave no witnesses behind, nobody who can tell of their existence or origin. Because in the constant game they’re playing, with their lives as the highest stake, mistakes aren’t something they can afford. No matter the resources they do have, they can’t run from everything forever. And the can definitely not run from death. As it is the one common enemy they all share. Sooner or later, each and every one of them will lose themselves to the reaper’s enveloping darkness. But Arata is not ready to let his life slip away today. Never.
He gets back up on his feet, scans his surroundings for a mere millisecond before he’s firing off another shot. Missing his target because of the distance and constant movement. But he’s not slow, legs carrying him swiftly across concrete flooring at considerable speed. He aims another shot, bullet passing through flesh of the male’s upper arm. Though at great cost, as he is hit himself. In his shoulder. There’s a pained groan slipping from his lips, frustration evident in dark hues as his lead is lowered for less than a second. It has been years, since his last gunshot wound and it is as unpleasant as he remembers it to be. Although it does not stop him, His aim is poorer, having to use his left hand rather than his right one, it is a bit more difficult but shots are still fired, and landed. Though not with the same finesse as usually. As soon as his last target falls to rest on concrete flooring — red blooming beneath his body in swirling patterns — there is suddenly an echoing quiet. His own breathing is the only sound he hears, together with the rushing of his blood in his veins.
That is when the real pain settles into his system and he ends up dropping his weapon to clutch at the lingering penetration wound the bullet has left behind. Stupid, he reckons but he can’t help it. They’ve taken them all down either way, he should be fine. Should. He breathes heavily, inhales and exhales paced as he turns around to look for Cheolmin, hoping he’s still standing too. As soon as brown hues settle by his familiar frame, there is a sense of relief, untying the knots of worry in his chest and erasing the tendrils of fear from the pit of his stomach. Because Cheolmin is still alive. They’re both still alive. So there is the tiniest hint of a grin crossing his lips when he begins to move.
His feet feel heavier than they usually do, hand still clasped tightly over his shoulder, blood seeping through his fingers and staining his complexion with pretty shades of sanguine. But he tries not to let the pain bother him all too much, not now. Not until he actually can let his guard down entirely. Little does he know what awaits in the shadows, and by the time the gunshot resounds within the walls of the empty warehouse, it’s all too late. It’s all too late, by the time Arata’s eyes grow wide and his entire frame racks with the force the bullet brings with it. When red spreads not only over his back but over his chest too. Where his heart rests. It takes a few seconds before his body is growing accustomed to the shock itself, yet he still tries to move. Tries to approach the solitary glimmer of hope he still holds, now when he’s starting to realize it’s all slipping through his fingers. It’s desperate, the way his body moves. The way his steps falter further and further as his body fails it’s own weight and he soon ends up caving to the ground.
Blood slips from his lips in a pained cough, trickles down his chin and dripping onto his shirt as eyelids grow heavier for each second. The pain is fading into numbness and spots dance before his eyes as darkness approaches from the corners. He doesn’t want to die. Arata doesn’t want to die and he’s putting up a futile fight — one for a life that is already lost. Because he doesn’t want to go like this.
It’s getting colder. Cold enough that his frame feels as if it’s shaking while in reality he’s perfectly still. Eyes leveled with the ground and breathing shallow as fingers scramble over the unforgiving floor. It’s hazy, it’s all so hazy. And he doesn’t know if he’s alone or not anymore. Doesn’t know whether Cheolmin is there or not but he can’t help himself as there’s wetness to his eyes and lips part for words that can barely be heard.
It’s a mumble, so faint that only complete silence could ever allow it to be heard. And as his chest finally stops heaving, and his body gives up the fight, there is the tiniest of melancholic smiles curved over paling lips. Eyes still open and fingers lightly curled, arms stretched out in the direction of where he had last seen the one man he trusts with everything. The one he loved so intensely. Loved, with every fiber of his very being.
Now washed away by blood and greed.