Don't speak

"It is too easy being monsters. Let us try to be human." Kim Kibum, 25, Painter, Lover. Take me back to a time when things were simple and we smiled and nothing hurt. [rp only, NSFW, 18+, ]

[kxmkxys-blog]

I’m still here ok I just don’t show my face. 

but Tae if you’re still here...if you want to still be here...please let me know.

[lths-blog2]

the person I reblogged this from is a cute peach

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SEND ME AN EMOJI

👑 - You intimidate me 🌹 - You fascinate me 💙 - I want to be your friend 💚 - You’re one of my best friends 💖 - I have a crush on you 🍦 - Your blog is great 🍰 - I wish we were closer 🍩 - I wish you knew I existed 👡 - You’re pretty 🎀 - You make me smile

💥 - I don’t like you ❌ - You have a bad attitude 🔥 - I wish you would delete

🍉 - I wanna talk to you more 🍒 - I wanna be in your friend group 🍓 - I wanna get to know you better

[taeminihyuk-deactivated20171102]

such a beautiful view ✧* 

[kxmkxys-blog]

I miss kisses and holding hands and staying up all night talking to someone.

help.

[aestheticalspace]

The Andromeda galaxy, the Milky Way core, and a Perseid meteor over Three Sisters Wilderness. 

[kxmkxys-blog]

Rolls in here with a box of strawberries in his hands.

omg are those for me?

stop. Please say yes.

[kxmkxys-blog]

she tucked me in, but that should have been me.

what does that make me, omg

@sonxnaex

[kxmkxys-blog]

sonxnaex:

[/curling right into his chest, her eyes never leave his face and her fingers find solace in drawing patterns along his arm; What am I underestimating? Your ability to wait? No~ [/breaking her pattern, to fix his hair back into place, she pressed a sweet kiss to his cheek; I know exactly how much you love him.  You care about him just as much as I do. Your guess is as good as mine though.. I wonder who it is this time.. or if its who I think it is.. maybe that’s why he’s hiding– [/she rolled her eyes to lighten the mood, one arm sneaking under the hem of his shirt just enough to find skin and run her fingertips over it; I’m right here..

*he shivers lightly and tilts his head down to let his nose drag over her temple softly as he breathes out* you’re the closest you’ve been in months and I’m loving it. I don’t want to talk about him anymore...he’ll pop up soon enough. What have you been up to these days? What’s up? You’ve been happy-ish, right? 

[rpmememaker]

It's Sexual Sunday so...

send my muse inappropriate questions

flirt with them anonymously or not

try to make them blush

kiss them at random

send me terrible pickup lines 

get my muse hot and bothered 

Pretty much this is your excuse to do what you want to my muse and see if you can get away with it. So go crazy! 

[kxmkxys-blog]

sonxnaex:

Well if it makes it any better.. I didn’t do it on purpose. You started it. [/she nodded as if that helped emphasize her point, barely able to hold back a laugh; With the.. the hand thing. Annd maybe it was. I.. I.. have no comment there. [/covering up the laughter that finally spilled over her lips with her hands, this time she narrowed her eyes; Yah.. Y– [/yelping at the pinch, she threads her fingers through his with one hand and poked at his stomach with the other; I’ll bite your tongue! [/tugging on his arm as the cue for them to find a much more comfortable position, she sighed a little harder this time; Good for each other as.. friends or not. Well I do think he’s happy whenever he sees you around.. you get him in a way that no one else does. Probably my favorite tag team duo.. you and Min. Maybe there just needs to be more time~If you’re willing to wait.

*he looks around before he tugs her over to the sofa, where he takes a seat and he pulls her onto his lap easily* I think you underestimate me, Naeun. *his arm slides around her waist and he looks up at her with a soft smile, his free hand reaches up to card his hair back from his forehead* I’ll wait for him as long as the sun still burns. I’ll probably miss him just as long too...because he’s so caught up in...whoever it is that kills him like this. I don’t know. Friends or not, I’ll do my best to be there waiting for him. What about you though? Will you stick around for me? Just in case he doesn’t show up?

[luvglaceonforevr]

Bubblegum Bitch // Marina & The Diamonds

[yoursenpaidesu]

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sonxnaex:

Sorry. [/she mumbled, immediately pulling away with an apologetic smile; I didn’t hurt you did I? [/her question would have sounded genuine if he didn’t know just how coy she could be. but the tone just as quickly vanished as she tried hard to behave herself. when his eyes opened again, she wondered exactly what was on his mind but when he seemed to instinctively hold on to her she already knew the answer; You two have the kind of history together that doesn’t just go away.. in a way I think you two are good for each other. I think having someone who has seen you through your past.. can help you cope with those things you don’t know yet? If that makes sense. Well the Kibummie  I knew just loved those kinds of relationships was always attracted to those things he shouldn’t have~

*his eyes narrow slightly and he grins* you’re anything but sorry, that much I know. Also...was that a jab at me, miss thing?? I have no idea what you’re talking about~ *he wiggles his brows playfully and sticks out his tongue teasingly* I always made sure the other party was willing, so it’s not entirely my fault then, is it?? *he pinches her side gently and pulls away, taking her hand in one of his as he does* ...honestly...I don’t know if we’re good for each other. Maybe once upon a time we could have been? But there’s too much damage between us. I mean it’s been healing, we’ve been working on it...but it still feels like too much, plus I’m not in the habit of waiting around for someone to love me back...he is still hanging onto a ghost. I can’t do anything about that. 

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sonxnaex:

[/her nose wrinkled up at the ticklish sensation, her giggle muffled by the back of her hand;  I would love to see that~ Do you think you have it in you to not hug him first second he comes back? [/returning the light kiss to her nose with one to his, she’s practically grinning; Ooh yes.. super patient. It’s your middle name as they say~ [/her hands end up clasping at the nape of his neck in the end seeking just a bit more of his warmth; That’s something I have to work on .. being more understanding. I guess.. it just breaks my heart to watch you and him torture yourselves like this. Being miserable isn’t um.. and I’m much more fun– maybe? [/covering up her reddening cheeks with her bangs, her nails bit down into his skin just slightly; Mm.. for the life of me I can’t remember that– and well it’ll take a whole lot more to get rid of me from your life, Kim Kibum.

*he couldn’t help but hiss when her nails scraped over his skin, but his eyes fell closed as goose bumps rose over his skin* nae...please be careful with those nails of yours. *he looks at her again and purses his lips in thought. Could he refrain from pouncing on Taemin if he showed his face in the near future? History dictated that it wasn’t possible. He cursed his weakness before he looked down again, only to pull her closer again* I’ll do my best but...he gets to me in a way no one else can. Even if I’m livid, or completely cross I can’t stay that way. I just want to hug him and make everything in the world go away. How foolish of me...you’d think I would have learned over the years, huh? I guess it’s...good that I’m consistent?

[kxmkxys-blog]

sonxnaex:

I know that somehow you got this weird idea that I hated you.. after everything we’ve been through the only thing I wanted was for there to be peace between us. Ii never had to think or be someone else when I was with you. And I knew you didn’t see me as anyone or thing other than Nae. [/the thoughtful and sweet gestures were more than enough to bring back memories, her expression distant for a short period; You two are more a like than anyone thinks [/laughing under her breath she knew a certain someone would beat her up for even thinking that. Definitely stubbornness is a shared quality.. you refuse to admit when you want help when its clearly right. there. waiting. for you to take it. [/her pink lips curled up in  some sort of feigned snarl before pressing her ear over his heart; I think we should both wait until he feels like talking. He will come back.. he always does. [/she peeked up to catch him when he sought out for her, the emotion prompting her to cup his cheek and lead his face down so she could re meet his forehead; Don’t worry too much, he can take care of himself.. at least enough to drag his butt right back here so we can kick it for leaving– and then cuddle him, of course.

*he snorts and tilts his head to brush his lips over the tip of her nose softly* you’re right, I would like nothing more than to kick his sweet ass right about now...but I have to be patient *he scrunches his nose and whispers* and you know how much I like being patient...*he shakes his head lightly* all that stems from past trauma, I assure you. I wish...asking for help came easily to me, or to him. I don’t want him to struggle this much but I can’t do anything if he doesn’t want it, you know? *his thumbs brush over her hips and he lets out a shaky breath* and honestly...I think there was a moment when I was trying to disappear and I said some pretty terrible things to try to push you away and I shouldn’t have but...I was really trying to make it so you hated me instead of letting you miss me. I don’t...think I had any intention of coming back, if you get me...

[kxmkxys-blog]

sonxnaex:

 [/he’d always made it difficult for her too look away.. afraid she’d miss even a moment of those beautifully shaped eyes.. and the curve of his button nose and a smile that made her weak. she was at a constant battle with herself not to get lost in the lines of his face and focus on his words; He.. ah he came back for a few minutes a couple days ago but.. before that I hadn’t seen him for like a month. [/with incredibly fond eyes, she forced them closed as she leaned into his touch– a little desperate sound slipping when he kissed her skin; You think? I’m glad.. you like it. [/it was the tone of his voice that made her open her eyes, her hands loosening and finally letting go of his shirt to fall and rest on his chest; I think he might be going through something but I don’t know what. He hasn’t talked to me in so long, I’m out of the loop. As for me.. some days are easier than others. I find trouble still. But you’re here now.. and hopefully I can help you stay here. You and Min are a lot alike. I know there is a reason you guys leave for a reason just.. I wish I could go with you or something.

Talking to you like this makes it easier to stay, I think...*he smiles and brushes her hair back over her shoulders before his hands drifted down to her waist* and, you know...this is probably the first time he and I have ever been compared like that...usually we’re told how different we are. *he purses his lips together and looks away briefly* I talked to him about a month ago too...but it was short and...there is definitely something going on, I just don’t know what. *he looks down at her hands as they rest on his chest and he sighs* it worries me. I...want to help him, I always want to help him but I’m starting to feel like I’m more of a burden to him than anything. I shouldn’t...bother him. I should just wait until he comes to me, right? *he looks at her again, the vulnerability in his eyes was the brightest, but as he looked at her, he couldn’t stop this sense of calm from washing over him* I don’t know...what do you think I should do?