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It’s tragic Nakyum is Seungho’s last lifeline, the only semblance Seungho has to anything healthy and functional (his own family wants to exorcise him), because Nakyum shouldn’t be dealing with this, but if he decides he would, he should know what he is getting himself into.

The betrayal of trust cuts deep, even deeper than the physical pain, because Nakyum’s truly given his heart to Seungho and had expectations. He wholeheartedly believed Seungho’s promise and it’s fitting that now he is literally pushing Seungho away - the only thing Seungho asked him to promise him not to do.

For the first time ever, Seungho is openly disgusted with himself and scared of himself for hurting Nakyum, as much as frightened that he might have fucked everything up for good. After finding out the truth about the kidnapping he regretted his action, now his self-loathing is clear.

He never apologized for their first time or the rape at the pavillion, blaming Nakyum for it. Even after the kidnapping, he said he is someone who can’t apologize, but now Seungho is accepting all the blame and apologizing sincerely and so inaptly because he doesn’t know how.

Nakyum is the one who’s been hurt but it’s Seungho who is trembling and scared shitless, both of hurting Nakyum and losing him. He looks like a dog who messed up and nuzzles his master’s hand in a desperate attempt to make amends as he begs for forgiveness - the remorse and guilt apparent in every word and body language. Accepting the blame and responsibility and the fact that he is not alright are a huge character development and first steps towards healing.

The perfect precious human being that is Nakyum! Even though he is in such pain, the moment he sees Seungho’s bloodied hand, his heart goes out to him, all his concern for him. This boy’s goodness and love are immeasurable.

On a final note:

Joseon’s Most Influential Personality of the Year - Baek Nakyum.

It seems Nakyum has singlehandedly underminded the entire Joseon society and caste system since 5 of Top 10 most powerful men in Joseon are after him just because Yoon Seungho protects him, loves him and fucks him.

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Seungho enjoys when Nakyum is honest with him and shares with him his thoughts, even his adorable refusal stemming from his shyness. He wants to know what’s on Nakyum’s mind, it fascinates and excites him because Nakyum is no longer that numb shell and sex doll who did his bidding and refused to tell him what’s wrong into which Nakyum turned himself after Inhun left. For Seungho, it’s a sign that Nakyum feels comfortable around him and that he has managed to make Nakyum trust him a little bit more and shorten the distance himself and Nakyum’s heart. He never wanted a sex slave, he has always wanted Nakyum to be his lover and now he’s finally beginning to get his wish.

Seungho moves away Nakyum’s hand with which he’s trying to cover his face.He wants to see his face and his eyes, those eyes that cannot lie and are always honest with him, filled with pleasure he brings Nakyum .He wants to see all of Nakyum and everything he feels and wants to hide from him

Both Nakyum and Seungho has a similar visceral reaction to hearing their names, without any honorifics, whatsoever uttered by their lover - the same shock, the similar pleasure and indentical overwhelming emotions which echo each other. It’s the ultimate endearment and turn-on for them, making them both melt and Nakyum’s tippy-toes curl.

It’s when he hears Seungho repeat his name like a prayer with so much reverence and sees his loving face, when Nakyum stops resisting, gives in to those compelling words and alluring gaze, surrendering to Seungho’s gentle coaxings and seduction, and leans in, begging for a kiss.

After that night in the shed, whatever self-confidence and trust in Seungho Nakyum had had shattered. After that he didn’t dare to initiate a kiss or come to Seungho’s room,unless Seungho made the first step.With his gentle persuasion and care, Seungho has given them back to him after taking them away.

When Seungho notices Nakyum reaching out and puckering his lips to kiss him it affects him deeply, making him flustered. It’s the moment his ears begin to blush and becoming redder with each panel until they are glowing red when he kisses Nakyum , as crimson as Nakyum ’s cheek.

Seungho kisses Nakyum because Nakyum wants that kiss,raising his head in invitation. It’s the only thing he’s asked during their tryst and Seungho’d give him everything. Like with the music box, Seungho can’t deny Nakyum anything. All Nakyum needs to asks or look at it and he will give it to him. At this point, Nakyum has trouble voicing his needs and wishes, being too shy. The whole moment is reminiscent of the time, he grabbed Seungho’s cock, wanting it inside him, and Seungho immediately listened to him and thrusted inside.