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[kyxworld]

hiii, you can call me kay.

she/her

on my journey to realize self completely (thought it was a journey, not anymore. you already perfection bc self/ “ ” is perfect). ngl i’m a complete novice just to add my two cents to things to posts i see about AV/ND. went through the whole saga from loa to void to finally choosing peace. i’ve not read much books or anything just got pointers from blogs i love:

@infiniteko

@vesora

@iamthat-iam

@beesfairlyland

@i-amyou

@realisophie-deactivated20240125

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“there’s nothing to do, just be”

[kyxworld]

why do I suddenly have an influx of followers in this blog and my old sideblog 😭

rn it’s a super random blog where I reblog random things because this blog gets niche and amazing posts than my fanfic blog 🧍🏻‍♀️

[i-amyou]

heyy !!!

I'll be honest , I do not understand any of this yet , nor have I seen things for myself yet , so I'm still trying to figure them out ! I'd like to ask , a question you might have heard many times ; how we realize this ? I tried to question myself things , and I end up with no answers that fits or any realization . I either start falling in an endless loop of

>>> yeah nothing is happening>> but why am I still miserable ?>>> there is no such thing as a person being miserable >>>> but it stills appear so>>> yeah but it's unreal I'm the one to claim it as true , so I can just , decide not to . >>> wait isn't that hypocritical of me to say that ?? isn't that just denial ?? I feel bad >>> no one is feeling bad actually >>> but that doesn't make any sense ?? that should come from somewhere !! >>> well it's all from nothing !>>> but why ?? that can't work !!>>> well the mind can't understand shit like this obviously >>> then what's the point of learning this stuff ? how am I supposed to get this thing when the mind isn't able to ?? >>> just be >>>> but how ??? life keeps moving just as before , I must have still not understood this >>> life doesn't move it's just an appearance and you always understood this >>> then why I'm still feeling like this ??>>> all appearances >>> well I don't want to have a bad dream duh !! if things were going to stay the same then there is no point >>> I get tangled unconsciously with the illusion >>> back to square one .

or I start blaming myself since I don't get shit ; something bad happens >> I remember that it's just a story with no truth >>> I feel like I'm forcing myself to say it , knowing damn well that if it was something good , I'd never deny it's existence >>> feel bad for lying to myself >>> feel bad the the bad things that happens to me and the people around because I'm the one deciding and being aware of this .

if anything , questioning things seems obvious and frustrating , somehow I end up with different conclusions , so many things that I don't understand or actually end up with a "I don't know" . I don't know anything , that's the one thing that I know with no hesitation .

I'm writing this hoping that your answer might spark something in Me , even tho I know that you said that no such aha moment will happen , I don't want to lie to myself at least !

that being said , it is nice to have you back , your answers and posts were always a joy to read !!! hope that you will have fun being here again !

This was never about intellectualising the pointers and trying to derive conclusions from them. Notice how you're only ever aware of these thoughts, they come from nothing and dissolve into the same nothingness. Temporary, unsubstantial, empty at their core, they don't come 'to' someone. They don't belong to someone, just appearances.

Look at what they're pointing to, you can't understand what you are, you can only realise that you've always been it.

You can only BE it.

Please don't be so hard on yourself too, relax, watch, be patient, the nature of " " is self revealing just step back and watch!

[iplaycomputer]

nature is beautiful

[kyxworld]

for example, my friend likes astrology, tarot and all that, I do indulge with her on these. Do I be like “oh yea, it’s not real” and just push it all away? No. I just enjoy them because there’s no meaning in them inherently, it’s all illusory.

[kyxworld]

I had a whole bunch of asks, dms what not, and everything points towards “is this real? Can I have what I want in the physical” everything is about the physicality of their “desires”. I’ve deleted them. Everyone is missing the point of what ND/AV is. I’m honestly tired of even repeating or parroting what is already out there by a lot of other amazing bloggers.

It’s all like “if I act like I don’t want it, it’ll come faster” type subtexts I see in all asks/dms. I’m sorry, I won’t be answering. It’s not that deep as you all are thinking it to be. No grand realization, no aha moment. When you’re dreaming, and it’s super “intense” or super “nice” at some point you realize “oh it’s a dream” but it did feel real in the same line you know it’s just a dream. If you “want”/ “need” your desires, there are a billion ways on here. Please turn to that, it’s no issue. Don’t beat yourself up, and “suffer” trying/failing with ND/AV. You’re not.

[kyxworld]

Is everything possible in physical experience? How do we know this? I've read a lot of non-dual writings, but none of them say this. My mind is confused.

What is “physical experience”

you’ve read yet not understood what they are saying.

You’re making a distinction between physical and imagination, which goes against “non duality” which in the name itself says “one”.

Last night’s dream, did you experience it “physically” you’d say no you just experienced it, it’s not real. Then what’s the constant behind all this? Question, go beyond your “senses/mind”.

(Also consuming more info will confuse you. It’s not a grand dawning you’ll have. It’s simple, straight forward and very very normal)

[divatakesontruth]

If you intend to make the characters in the story live better days through 'realization,' it would be better to learn AI technology, learn investment and financial management, or get some skill that will improve your life, rather than 'know yourself.'

'Knowing yourself' is transcendence — it transcends taking the story line seriously, rather than expecting to change or improve the content of the story.

Of course, when you know yourself, your entire energy relaxes, miracles may happen, and everything may seemingly appear different instantly. That is to say, the seeming energetic impressions often reflect how you see yourself.

When you see yourself as infinite radiant energy rather than a pitiable character in a story, your perspective changes, and the storyline may also seem different instantly.

But these are incidental energetic effects; changing or improving energetic impressions is not your aim. If you focus on changing or improving the storyline, this focus is often reflected in the story itself, and unfortunately, your focus becomes stubbornly misdirected. —BeingIsIt on X

[divatakesontruth]

There is absolutely no blockage to break, no barrier to cross, no goal to achieve

When we say that what You define instantly is , a lot of times people tend to see this as a practice to master that will eventually lead them to the instant direct experience of what is decreed

But this analogy perfectly underestimates the nature of Self.

There is no experience except the one You define. Without definition and determinations, how would there be a describable experience? That’s right , there wouldn’t be

That is because everything experienced is Mind, the world is mind, you are of the mind

This is why the only absolute reality is the Self (the indescribable no-thing that gives mind the ability to express)

That means, every single experience is a direct product of mind—this tangible changeable ‘thing’

Nothing in it’s fullness exists outside of Mind (except self but even the current understanding of Self is still a product of mind) so exactly what is developed in mind can ONLY be what’s ‘true’

To rely on ‘sight’ is to take an idea (created by mind) as absolute truth

If you observe the idea of lack and regard it to be a hopeless reality, then that is instantly what is

But to observe abundance and regard it to be a truth then again, instantly that is what is . If you go on to bring in the idea of not instantly experiencing what is preferred, well well well , I’m sure you know how it goes

So what does this tell us? That there is absolutely nothing to be done except freely enjoy the boundlessness of this fake reality

Because it is within reach now , in fact it is already within your grasp. You just have to turn your hand around and look at it

Look at the truth staring right back at you

[suestrellalunar]

“be careful what you wish for” points to the same truth in a softer, worldly way. a wish often carries a quiet undertone, not this is, but this is missing. awareness mirrors the tone of that knowing, not the surface words.

desire is never apart from fulfillment. it is awareness showing up as the feeling of wanting, and the dream moves in harmony with that expression. there has never been a gap between awareness and what appears in it.

when desire arises, say, the wish for x to happen, it is not a sign of absence but awareness appearing as that impulse. the same awareness that appears as the desire also appears as its fulfillment.

there’s nothing to manifest; wanting and having are the same movement seen from different angles of one dream.

if it seems that what’s wanted hasn’t appeared, that too is awareness, appearing as the story of not yet. even that is whole. even that is it.

the dream never needs fixing; it already reflects what’s being known. lack is only another texture in awareness, already complete in its showing. nothing must be removed for wholeness to shine.

when desire arises, the appearance that matches it is already built into the dream; it can’t not appear, because both are the same presence showing up as different textures of you.

“why hasn’t it happened?” carries its own answer. within that question lives the quiet knowing it hasn’t. this isn’t a mistake or a blockage, only awareness showing itself as that flavor of wondering.

seen clearly, even the sense of delay is the same completeness appearing as time. there is no waiting awareness, no timeline to fulfill. only this, unchanged wholeness already appearing as everything.

[anon-i-mus]

“The world (universe) is a reflection of you; it mirrors to you how you see and feel about yourself (your state of being). We are free to experience a life without being ruled by fear, unnecessary suffering and boundaries (becoming imprisoned by our own self-imposed limitations).” 

-Anon I mus (Spiritually Anonymous)

*Subscribe to Anon I mus Youtube channel @ https://www.youtube.com/user/SpirituallyAnonImus http://egoawarenessmovement.org

[kyxworld]

If we cannot be aware of being aware then why everyone in ND says be aware of being aware ?

Uh… you’re clearly confusing yourself. Idk mostly every “ND” blog mixes up LOA. My blog is no concepts. I’d recommend you check out ko’s old posts.

[kyxworld]

I wonder if, without knowing my true self, if I become aware of as awareness what I want in the way I want it, will it appear? I hope you will answer. Thank you in advance.

You’ve overcomplicated the whole thing. If you want to get something -> LOA

You cannot be aware of awareness, you are the “awareness” that or “ ”

If you’re rooted in getting something you want, I highly suggest loa or such, since this is about knowing what was always there, no matter what.

[kyxworld]

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Omg yes how are youuuu

yooo, I’m good. How are you doingggg

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