keeping myself numb as if it’s the solution to being suicidal

if i look back, i am lost
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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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@l0st-hope
keeping myself numb as if it’s the solution to being suicidal
I want to kill myself
I need to kill myself
Ugh
Ugh, I mean… yep..guilty.
Im here to die
Wish I could scream as loud as I can to the top of my lungs and show how hurt and broken I am deep inside, instead I stand tall and keep smiling at whatever the fuck is coming at me
Im so pathetic fml
spending my saturday alone, crying in my room
Sounds about it
nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words
And often when you finally have the words you’re being dismissed and called crazy😊
My case worker called the cops on me at my work… and I was escorted to the hospital… Thanks Stephanie, I surely don’t want to kill myself anymore… thanks a lot- you made my day :/
I finally made a plan :)
I just want to REST IN PEACE ugh
Ever since out of the womb
i lowkey don't wanna tell anyone what's going on in my life anymore.
Same here but then for some reason I always seem to lol
i am sorry... but i think it's time for me to just go. i hope i don't fail this time. i mean i am alone at home so the chances are low, but still. i hope i don't open my eyes this time. not this time.
I’m sorry too and I feel y’a
I want to kill myself
I need to kill myself
Ugh
i don’t know how to express that i just don’t see myself having a future
I’m so fucking tired. I can’t do this anymore.
I need to go