G.

| "living" disaster |

[cupcake-muncher-deactivated2025]

a relapse sounds amazing right now

I'm not sad I just miss hurting myself

[imdeadlysad]

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keeping myself numb as if it’s the solution to being suicidal

[imdeadlysad]

I hate that people are always ranting about the fact that you only live once.

Honestly, I beg to differ: I believe that during everyone’s lifespan, you could happen to die and live countless times.

During happy moments you live, and every single happy moment is life, is living. But during the sad moments, or, if you’re mentally ill like me, during the dreary intervals between those little happy moments, you die. And that can happen, as said, countless times.

You do not only live and die once: you live and die multiple times during just a single lifetime.

[imdeadlysad]

what do you do when you’re to tired to even care about anything really?

[imdeadlysad]

I wish I could take away all your pain and keep it myself; I’d rather live a life suffering knowing you’re happy than let you live in pain

[imdeadlysad]

I'm so sorry for being me, it hurts me too

[imdeadlysad]

can someone please tell me I'm not dead inside? I beg you..

[imdeadlysad]

I'm just a useless piece of shit

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idk man, I feel like hitting my head against the wall till I collapse

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the feminine urge to watch the entirety of Skins everyday 🙄

[imdeadlysad]

and if we'll decide to die, then let's please die together, as we promised each other. I love you too much to let you go alone or to live without you.

I know you're tired, so am I, but please stay at least another day with me. You matter.

I don't know how, but we will be ok, I promise you.

[imdeadlysad]

evil me be like "I love myself 🤪"

[imdeadlysad]

why can't I just die?

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non mi sopporto. mi viene da vomitare per la rabbia e per l'odio che provo nei miei stessi confronti.

[imdeadlysad]

I wanna commit suicide lol

[imdeadlysad]

Smiling hurts so bad.

I just want to lay in my bed and keep pouring or I better die.

[imdeadlysad]

fr I had missed a lot the feeling of cutting myself on the arms. this is the first time I do it on my arms in months, all this time I forced myself not to go over the waist and atm having it done on my arm is so freeing istg.