𝗙𝗨𝗖𝗞 𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗚𝗨𝗬!

ꭼꭰꭰꮖꭼ ᏼꭱꮻꮯꮶ & ꮩꭼɴꮻꮇ ꭰꮻꮜᏼꮮꭼ ꮇꮜꮪꭼ ᏼꮮꮻꮐ. ꮲꭼɴɴꭼꭰ ᏼꭹ ꭻꮜꮮꮖꭺɴ. 29, ꮋꭼ/ꮋꮖꮇ.

[fuckthisguy]

𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙎𝙀 𝙏𝙒𝙊 𝙉𝙀𝙀𝘿 𝙎𝙊𝙈𝙀 𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙄𝙊𝙐𝙎 𝘾𝙊𝙐𝙋𝙇𝙀𝙎 𝘾𝙊𝙐𝙉𝙎𝙀𝙇𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂.    please find all my rules and muse information here!    julian (he/him) 29.  

*:･ﾟ✧ JULIAN'S THREAD TRACKER   AKA ' IF IT AIN'T ON HERE , IT'S DEAD '.    all of the threads i'm keeping are now on this spreadsheet.    anything else is considered dropped ,   unless i get a reply for a thread that is over 2 years old and then i'll make a call when it appears in my notifs again.

𝙊𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙍 𝘽𝙇𝙊𝙂𝙎;       @witchered    @viscountbard    @multusmusae    @roguefangs    @cruelsting​    @truelegend​    @snakebrother

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[multusmusae]

#𝐌𝐔𝐋𝐓𝐔𝐒𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐀𝐄. a fantasy multi-muse penned by julian. 30. he / him.

[fuckthisguy]

𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐦𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫. even as he finds the number in his contacts he's tutting about how stupid he sounds , but there's no time to think when lucanis actually answers. fuck , fuck fuck fuck! be cool. he can feel venom almost squirming around in his brain matter in utter impatience.

' heyyy , uh ---- ' voice grates with nerves. strong start , ed. clears his throat. starts again. ' hey , i just , i was wonderin' , if you wanted and i mean it's no pressure if you got plans or you got ---- well , plans , but i just thought maybe we could , we could uh , get dinner tonight? or you can come here , i can cook. not that i'm good at it but i can cook. maybe. '

oh dear god. @demondellamorte

[julianrps]

*:･ﾟ✧🏳️‍⚧️ COMBATTING TRANSPHOBIA IN THE RPC IN 2025 because these are some icky vibes

HEY FOLKS , WE NEED TO TALK! get comfy because this is a long post with important stuff in it , that will briefly discuss examples of transphobia we've spotted in the rpc. just a heads up that this includes some quotes of transphobic things that have been said. as a trans person who is also friends with a lot of other trans people in the rpc , we've been seeing quite the uptick of incidents of transphobia in the community for a few months now. a lot of it has been going on in fantasy fandoms , but it's probably because we're in those most that we see it the most and this isn't isolated to just those. it's an issue that's more prevalent recently , and it's something that we think needs to be pointed out and most importantly actually tell you our suggestions for what you can do to help make and keep the rpc safe for trans people. our rights are being attacked tenfold right now and finding safe places in real life and online is getting harder and harder. please don't contribute to that and try to help us in making it better. i won't be calling anyone out on this post , going into specifics , mud-slinging or name calling. that won't solve any problems or let anyone move forward. the key to being better is giving people room to learn from their accidents , screw ups and mistakes , and reflect on how they can better that behaviour for the whole community to benefit. i won't be taking questions or responding to messages unless it's to chat about moving forward with these intentions.

*:･ﾟ✧ WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON? i'll tell ya!

roleplayers have been fetishising other people's trans characters like they're sexual oddities and not people. focus on a character's genitals , asking if a character's genitals are ' normal ' or not ( heads up , trans people's are as normal as everyone else's ) , treating trans people and muses as if their gender is ' fake ' , or pushing fetishes related to topics like pregnancy or periods on them without their consent. conversely , writing nsfw rp involving trans characters is not always inherently fetishistic ---- some roleplayers have been telling them it is. trans people can be sexy , have sex and enjoy sex , and they should be able to write and discuss this material as openly as everyone else does. implying that trans people just having sex lives is fetishistic and shouldn't be allowed can contribute to the shame that some of us feel about our bodies and us having healthy , normal desires that a lot of people have. roleplayers have been equating gender to genitals in and out of character. not everyone of the same gender has the same genitals , and not everyone with the same genitals has the same gender. neither invalidate the other and phrases like ' she has what every women has ' or ' he's just like all men ' when talking about muses that are cis or trans aren't helpful and can make us feel dysphoric. roleplayers have been openly mocking trans people who have said they don't want to be approached by people who write harry potter content. it's mean-spirited , implies our feelings and boundaries are an over reaction , and doesn't extend any empathy. it ignores the point we're making that we're just asking to not have to interact with material written by an active oppressor of our rights. trans roleplayers have been including rhetoric in their roleplay that reflects transmedicalist beliefs , that trans people should adhere to strict gender roles , and stereotypes that people are trans because they're groomed to be. these are stereotypes that people use to attack us , discredit us , and police our gender expression. our own community isn't perfect and we need to challenge and talk about internalised transphobia as much as external.

*:･ﾟ✧ BUT WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT IT? i'll tell ya that too!

nsfw writing with trans muns & muses. if you aren't sure it's probably best to ask the other mun how their character refers to their genitals and other parts of their body , and what words the mun would like you to use in your prose as well. it may be helpful to ask what the character's body is like and how sex works for them , and some muns appreciate if it's discussed a neutral , informational way. make sure to discuss any kink topics that are to be avoided before talking about them in depth or suggesting scenarios , especially ones that may be linked to gender presentation and reproductive processes. all these things go a long way in keeping your rp partnership comfortable , learning about differing experiences , and avoiding dysphoria for trans muns. harry potter in the rpc. if you write harry potter content the best thing you can do right now is adhere to others rules and give them the space they ask for. with the hbo show being made we see hp content all the time and it can be a reminder that mainstream media do not care about us as people , as well as millions of people spending their money that jk rowling feeds directly into backing anti-trans groups because nostalgia is more important to them than our lives and rights. that's a lot to deal with all the time , of course we're tired and upset. you may want to think about why it is you still write harry potter and if you're really able to separate art from artist. jk rowling's bigotry is baked into the series on many fronts and these videos are worth a watch to know more about it ; one two three. i'm aware that if someone is really determined to write it they will , though those who rush to justify it by saying they're ' reclaiming ' the story doesn't really mean much if you're using the same bigoted material. unless you're writing stories that challenge and dismantle these tropes , are you really reclaiming it? maybe that's something to think about. working on our internalised transphobia. this is something that can be really difficult to deal with when it comes from within our own community and even ourselves. in the times we live in a lot of trans people may have engaged in either passive or active internalised transphobia toward themselves or others , and being on either side of the equation can lead to distress , shame and isolation from support systems. while it probably feels overwhelming when we're working on so many things to keep our lives stable and safe , everyone deserves the opportunity and space to be able to work on it , not just for those around them but for a better relationship with themselves. it can be really complex and unique to every person's situation , and so here's some articles from the counselling directory and the trevor project ( focusing on homophobia from a trans perspective ) to start off. and , lastly ---- if you're feeling defensive because people said they don't want to engage in your content or fandoms because it makes them uncomfortable , maybe you should think about why you feel that way. if you're asking for people to be understanding of your blog content but are then mocking and belittling them with your friends , they're going to be unlikely to take any implied stance you may have on their right to live in peace in good faith. trans people are actively having their rights and dignity stripped away by governments every single day at an alarming pace. soon it might be illegal for me to use basic services like toilets. i've narrowly escaped threats of violence in public twice in the last three months and it will probably happen again. taking the time to mock us online for having boundaries against one of the people that is causing this isn't clever or funny. and if you don't stop even after we tell you it hurts us , then to quote a well known saying , that's some heinous loser behaviour. just be better. i know you can.

[horrorthrives]

𝗦𝗨𝗖𝗛 𝗛𝗢𝗥𝗥𝗢𝗥𝗦 𝗬𝗘𝗧 𝗪𝗘 𝗣𝗘𝗥𝗦𝗜𝗦𝗧— 𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗋𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝗁𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗈𝗋 𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗒 𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗅𝗈𝗀𝗒 & 𝗍𝗋𝗎𝖾 𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗈𝖽 𝗆𝗎𝗅𝗍𝗂-𝗆𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗀. penned by julian.

[fuckthisguy]

general reminder i do not write smut / nsfw in any way and smut blogs will not be interacted with at all because obviously

[sagamemes]

fifty ways to kiss someone.   send me a 💏 and i will randomise a number in order for my muse to kiss yours…

…good morning.

…goodnight.

…goodbye.

…where it hurts.

…where it doesn’t hurt.

…on a falling tear.

…to shut them up.

…in secrecy.

…in public.

…desperately.

…in joy.

…in grief.

…discreetly.

…casually.

…passionately.

…lazily.

…to distract.

…as encouragement.

…for luck.

…on a scar.

…on a place of insecurity.

…in a rush of adrenaline.

…in relief.

…in danger.

…as a ‘yes’.

…as an apology.

…as a suggestion.

…as a lie.

…as a promise.

…as comfort.

…after a small rejection.

…to wake yours up.

…forcefully.

…to pretend.

…to gain something.

…to give up control.

…without a motive.

…because yours is running out of time.

…because mine is.

…because the world is ending.

…because the world is saved.

…out of pride.

…out of greed.

…out of lust.

…out of anger.

…out of envy or jealousy.

…out of spite.

…out of habit.

…out of necessity.

…out of love.

[corvusregards]

@fuckthisguy asked

💏venom for spite bc why not ! send me a 💏 and i will randomise a number in order for my muse to kiss yours… …out of love.

There is much about the human world that Spite does not fully understand. Stupid human things that make no sense to him. Like parking tickets, what does it matter where someone puts their car as long as it isn't on top of someone else? He also does not understand things made to smell like food that are not food. Like candles and soaps, which Lucanis has unfortunately woken up to the taste of in his mouth after Spite could not resist a chomp.

But he especially does not understand why humans are so foolishly stupid and utterly idiotic with their feelings. Especially good feelings, like feelings of comfort and joy at being around someone else. The way Lucanis feels about Eddie. The way Spite feels about Venom.

Venom understands him, better than anyone else he has met through his host, who isn't very many people. He knows why, but it isn't fair. And Venom understands.

So it is nice, to have someone who understands. Someone who helps when Spite is feeling frustrated at his stupid human's stupid decisions, especially with Eddie. He wants their human's to stop being stupid about each other and to start being stupid with each other.

He can't decide when it was he started loving Venom, though he knows he does. He may not have said as much, but it is true. And so, as they sit on a roof and look out over the city they all try to keep safe, Spite can't help leaning over to place a small kiss to the corner of the alien's wide and toothy grin. Kissing, he knows, is what one does when one has affection for someone else, at least according to all those books his host reads... and sometimes it is a sweet kiss, sometimes it is far more, but he doesn't know which he likes, and so he thinks a small and sweet one is a good place to start.

[fuckthisguy]

t𝘩𝗲𝙧𝗲 𝖺𝙧𝗲 t𝘩𝗂𝗇𝗴𝙨 𝗂𝗇 t𝘩𝗂𝙨 𝘸𝗼𝙧𝗹𝖽 𝘩𝗲 𝖽𝗼𝗲𝙨 𝗇𝗼t 𝗎𝗇𝖽𝗲𝙧𝙨t𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗂𝗇 t𝗎𝙧𝗇. only through eddie does he know better than he did upon his first eager steps on this earth , a host so willing to let him learn. something born out of necessity and now free to do as they please , and yet they are still together. still entwined for it is what they ... prefer. and perhaps that is the reason for the demon's restlessness. lucanis does not yet accept him for all his defects. nor his eating soap.

the night is quiet , and they watch over a regular spot. the corner store where eddie has been buying chocolate on his way home from work should a sudden craving arise , a recent attempted break - in. should the thieves come back ... venom can feed. and so he melds with the shadows , watching intently with spite at his side. best to take him and keep him out of trouble , so says eddie. and the contentment that his company brings is another matter.

but the kiss that is left against the sharp mass of teeth at the parting of his jaw , how unafraid and sweet it is , seems to send all that quiet chaos through him and eddie in mere seconds. a questioning of why , and those stark white eyes look back at spite. a rush of chemicals that surge through host body , anxiety and curiosity all wrapped up in them , yet the consciously shared thoughts between he and eddie are eerily silent for once.

Ë̶̤́D̸̰͗D̷͎͑I̶̤͒E̵̻͆?̴͈̀ ... yeah. W̸̻̉H̵̙̋À̸̬T̶̪̄ ̴̢̅ ̸ I̶̙͋S̸̔͜ ̵̄ ̶̲̀W̵̛̼R̴̄͜Ó̷̘N̷͍͗G̸̪͌?̴͇̚ nothin' ---- Y̶͇͛Ơ̵͙Ụ̶͝ ̸̓ ̵̨̄A̴̯̋R̵̃͜E̷͕̎ ̶̛̘ ̴̳̀L̸̜̔Ý̸̤I̷͉͒N̸̳̓G̴̈́ͅ.̴̫́ just shut up talkin' to me and hold his hand. he'll like that. trust me.

and so the symbiote does , so distracted by the idea , reaching out to find warmth and how his shifting , malleable grasp fits around spite's hand , lucanis' hand , whichever , whatever. a low hum of satisfaction at such affections. perhaps demons are so seeking of these things as symbiotes are. ones so shaped by their human hosts and craving the rush of chemicals that flood the brain. but this is not like anne ... for eddie seems so oddly absent. he isn't sure what to make of it. @corvusregards

[fuckthisguy]

oh btw as it's pride month it's a good time to tell you all that eddie is trans has always been trans and always will be trans ---- i just didn't feel comfortable portraying him specifically this way when writing with others until now because i was having issues with my own identity and the meat suit i live in so

[fuckthisguy]

hello it's a thursday night i think u should give them kisses honestly

[fuckthisguy]

@corvusregards asked; i haven't slept since sunday . (from lucanis)

𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤. ' luc ---- it's fuckin' wednesday , my dude ---- ' eddie can't say he hasn't been there , but this might be taking the cake a little. he can see how the exhaustion sits in him and it makes his own tired eyes almost sting in sympathy. a sigh.

' how 'bout you get some sleep at my place? and if anythin' happens , vee'll take care of it. '

[fuckthisguy]

hello it's a thursday night i think u should give them kisses honestly

[dandillions]

i have at this point decided i don't want to interact or follow those who write hp/jkr content at all following some further thought on this. even if you can separate the work from the author , i and millions of other trans people she is currently intent on erasing from society cannot.

her bigotry is so heavily baked into her works and always has been , and i do not want to have to walk on eggshells around people who may just one day turn around and give financial support to her fund for eradicating trans rights because of a new show or game or fucking lego set that is deemed more important than my right to live. i don't have the energy for it.

if you're someone who writes harry potter characters or verses then this is the point where we are going to part ways , even if we were writing something. please hard block me if this applies to you. for everyone about to bow out i respectfully hope that you continue to have a good time on tumblr and with your future writing. for anyone that feels hard done by or has their feelings hurt by this post , i suggest that if harry potter is so precious to you you don't like people calling out the author for her efforts in trying to eradicate their rights , maybe grow the fuck up. respectfully.

[multusmusae]

𝐒𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐒𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐈𝐒𝐍'𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐘 𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄. ind loki of marvel's thor. highly selective. penned by julian.

[crownmemes]

Assorted Media Sentences, Vol. 9

(Sentences from various pieces of media. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"You're not the only one who has lost everything to vampires!"

"Everybody wants to be a spy until they realise the cost."

"You're asking me to trust you? After you lied to me for all these years?"

"Don't wander far; we're not staying long."

"No offence, I just don't think it's a great idea you going on a solo mission to save the world."

"What are you doing in my bed?"

"I love you, I really do. It's just, somehow, it's hard for me to show that when you're here."

"Don't worry, it'll only hurt for a second or two."

"Is that what I'll become? Just an animal who can't resist?"

"Power - real power - comes not from hate, but from truth."

"Everything you've ever done, you've only ever done for yourself."

"I'm not as strong as you. I never was."

"Does it ever get any different for people like us?"

"Teach me to fight as you do! I promise I'll do anything you say!"

"History remembers the battle and forgets the blood."

"So you have no expectation that any relationship you enter into will last?"

"It feels wrong, doesn't it? To interrogate a miracle?"

"We are in a situation that is beyond morality."

"Why should I help you? What have the likes of you ever done to help the likes me?"

"I suppose virtue isn't a virtue if it doesn't cost you anything."

"Human? You don't deserve to be human."

"I like working with you. There's something about being around someone who won't compromise on doing well."

"You want them to believe that you're a god? You and I both know that you're not."

"You are the worst spy ever!"

"When I was a kid, I could see things. Things humans aren't supposed to see."

"Sometimes things go wrong, no matter what we promise. There are things in this world that we can't control, but we do our best, hm?"

"We make rather a good team, you and I."

"Is your conscience heavy? Do you have guilt in your heart for doing what you had to?"

"I'm starving. I don't remember ever being this hungry before."

"Whatever history remembers of me, if it remembers anything at all, it shall only be a fraction of the truth."

"We can call it lust or love, but it's always just need."

"Every place I was before where I am now, well, they were just leading me here, even if I didn't know it at the time."

[fuckthisguy]

plotting call !    like this and i’ll drop you a dm / discord message.

[ohisms]

↪ 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑺𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑬 𝑨𝑻 𝑴𝑬 . ( a collection of lyric starters from an assortment of billie eilish songs . adjust phrasing as necessary . )

you scared me to death .

there's nothing left to save now .

i don't think i caught your name .

i like it when you take control .

you're sacred and they're starved .

how dare you ? and how could you ?

one of us is gonna lose .

i don't even really know how it happened .

i'm out of sympathy for you .

just let me hold you .

don't talk about me like you might know how i feel .

try not to abuse your power .

i wish someone had told me i'd be doing this by myself .

it's not like me to be so mean .

you just want what you can't have .

would you like me to be quiet ?

i haven't slept since sunday .

i don't want to want you .

it hurts , but i know how to hide it .

i'm the only one who does it how you like .

you better keep your head down .

a lot can change in twenty seconds .

why aren't you scared of me ?

i thought that i was special .

you're looking at me like i'm see-through .

you were a hero , you played the part .

i never really know how to please you .

see what you wanna see .

gold's fake , and real love hurts .

no way , i'll call the cops .

maybe you should leave before i get too mean .

i just wanted to protect you .

you only listen to your fuckin' friends .

they're never gonna give you love like ours .

all you wanna do is kiss me .

don't you know too much already ?

it's weird that we care so much until we don't .

i didn't change my number , i changed who i reply to .

i don't know what feels true .

did you really think this is the right thing to do ?

i would hate to see you go .

i'd never treat me this shitty .

i'll only hurt you if you let me .

you made me feel like it was my fault .

now i know what you are .

i feel more and more like i was made for you .

you wanna kill me ? you wanna hurt me ?

don't try to make me feel bad .

wait , you know what ? maybe just forget it .

was i made from a broken mold ?

you want me to be yours , then you've gotta be mine .

tell me "nothing lasts" , like i don't know .

wait a minute , let me finish .

you know i'm not your friend without some greenery .

my demands aren't high to make .

stop , what the hell are you talking about ?

we both know i'm worth waiting for .

you ruined everything good .

you really know how to make me cry .

your love feels so fake .

i wanna be alone . alone with you , does that make sense ?

spit it out , what is it exactly ?

i'll never let you go .

if we were meant to be , we would've been by now .

you can pretend that you don't miss me .

just fucking leave me alone .

don't say i didn't warn you .

it's pretty cool , right ?

i think i might have fallen in love .

i tried not to upset you .

do you even feel anything ?

don't ask questions , you don't wanna know .

i've been walking through a world gone blind .

i just wanna make you feel okay .

i know you don't care , but can you listen ?

don't you know i'm no good for you ?