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this wonโt be much a surprise if youโve seen my posts lately and the fact iโm being less and less active, but iโve decided it was time for me to stop running fandoms blogs/making gifs. in december, itโll be 3 years non stop that iโve start being into kpop, and iโm very grateful for everything it brought me. iโve grown a lot, made two amazing friends (mwah...if you read this..luv you....youโre in this friendship shit for life now too bad uh ๐ฅบ๐), met wonderful people who iโm gonna miss - even tho i barely talked to them for the most part (so, my mutuals, iโm not gonna tag anyone bc i donโt wanna forget someone skhfsf ๐ + a thought for those who left tumblr already ๐ญ), found my brightest light and inspiration, my star, mr lee know minho and yes iโm striking this bc iโm embarrassing but i had to mention him........ making gifs, being in fandoms, etc, was a great distraction and haven for me at a time where i really needed it most, especially the skz fandom, i might say at time i hate it fjhsf (donโt we all do) but on tumblr itโs the only fandom iโve felt i Really was involved in and made me feel appreciated and like i had a place and everything... thanks for every person who has ever been nice to me even if it was โjustโ by writing tags under my content, sending a cute ask, whatever else... to those who have been here since a veeery long time through all my blogs remaking sjhfsf ๐ญ over the years iโve felt like i needed a little break from time to time, but lately... itโs been more than that, i really do not feel like being here or making content anymore, itโs not necessarily negative even though iโm not feeling my best these days (seasonal depression when you already have chronic depression is...a bish ://), itโs just that iโve โgrown outโ of it i guess. of course iโll still actively follow my favorite artists, but running a blog like this takes a lot of time and energy and i think itโs time i do new things in my life, if i can :โ) at least i wanna try.
well i guess thatโs it, iโm never too good at these things but i felt i had to write smth before leaving... just, i love you guys and i wish you the best, take good care of yourself ๐๐๐๐โจ๐ธ if anyone wants to keep in touch iโll be over at a new blog @rose-blue (mostly aes and stuff like that BUT i might rb some fandoms things from time to time) or my twitter @/etoileminho.
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