havent written here for a very long time.. living in the capital now, three weeks in. I met J at Forbidden Fruit. We were standing outside one of the tents waiting on S to catch up when he stopped and asked M to hold his drink to ring his friend who he had lost. We ended up chatting and wandered over to the main stage together with M and S who soon wandered off too for some reason and I ended staying with him for the rest of the night. Memory is quite patchy but I remember walking along the quays chatting and thinking how thristy i was, he said it out loud and asked if i wanted to go Sin E for a drink he bough corona and i went to the bathroom we stood and listend to some music, i remember standing outside kissing, some guy telling us to move back inside with our drinks. I didnt think too much about it at the time, unlike others, just that it was very comfortable. we’ve been seeing each other since, the longest ive ever been seeing someone. one issue was nagging me, he has never asked me out but its as if we are.