if he were a mere mentor this year, and clara just another name in a long list of tributes from four, perhaps then finnick could find pride in this display of deadly accuracy, of lethal talent. then he could, in a passing thought, hope she had a fighting chance against others instead of detaching himself right away. clara’s skill, however, brought him no joy. it, in fact, pained the victor to see her like this, acting very much like the career from four should. she shouldn’t have to be here. it wasn’t fair — but then again, he should know better than hope that the odds would, for once, be in his favour.
“i have a meeting in a little while, so, unfortunately, i don’t have time.” finnick responded, tone apologetic. his eyes lingered on the blade a moment longer before he lifted his gaze up to meet that of clara’s. “you’re getting better with that.” he nodded toward blade, forcing the corner of his lips to curve upward into a ghost of a smile. if only she didn’t have to learn to wield the blade in this manner. “why don’t you take a break? you deserve it.”
in all honesty, in a few years, clara would have jumped at the opportunity to volunteer. it may have been something that her & her parents eventually fought over. with clara insisting their protectiveness was holding her back from something of a legacy birthright. but she wasn’t ready for this, not in the slightest bit. on the train ride over, she had found herself vowing that she would put her all into it. spending every second she could practicing; feeling satisfied with her performance never being enough.
a quick flash of disappointment at her father’s words spread across her features, brows pulling together & lips pulling down in the slightest of perks. but as soon as it had come, it was gone. she twisted the blade around in her hand. “ yeah ? ” a small smile formed on her lips now. “ i think i’m liking this better than the other weapons. ” for a moment she considered her father’s words. taking a break would be nice. she had scarfed down breakfast this morning before making a beeline for the training room. but there was a nagging feeling in the back, pushing her to practice more & more, until it was perfect. “ i can’t. i already feel like i’m years behind, even with training since a young age, priming me for this exact situation. ”