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my fault

your loss

mad at myself for so fucking much. just want to stew and burn or whatever.

#i am the worst fucking friend in the world #i will never talk to you. im a fucking ghost if youre lucky #and the worst part is i dont even have an excuse. im just shit #fuck man #all my problems are fake everything is just some kind of joke going on with ny brain im pretty sure #so just hate me please!! hate me hate me hate me

ughh.

#maybe too high to be around family rn but here we are #(got too excited abt genotype)#the teach is so important to him #he makes me mad sometimes just when im around him #ughh

everythinf i donjust hurts everyone else

rlly think i just deserve to die

#im failing everyone

hate myself but maybe i hate you more. maybe me wanting to kill myself is simply the need to destroy your creation

#huh

literally woke up to ruin my morning

#fuck this guy

cant fucking STAND to have me talk, yeah? you always fucking cut me off when im trying to just explain myself. you dismiss me and its really fucking upsetting and it makes me not want to talk to you

#i need to get out of this fucking house

i feel like such shit rn

#everything i do is wrong

i fucking hate myself

you dont matter. nobody wants the food you make. nobody wants to see you if they can help it. nobody wants to listen

#let me fucking CHOKE already

i deserve to die

if he mentiones us making sound im just gonna fully slam my head into a wall until he stops

#im so fucking paranoid about everything #tge sounds i make the food i eat #i want to die #pleasee

hhh

#i hope i can get sn soon #then itll fucking be it #its my way out

im fake fake fake fake

#im lying to everyone #whats the fucking truth anymore #god #please just fucking kill me #let me end my life

i just hate being seen and noticed and talked about and thought about. i want go stop existing. please please please please

#just fucking let mw die #I'm ready

i need to fucking kill myself

#a Need

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