draft dump pt. 2
Not today Justin
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$LAYYYTER
wallacepolsom

祝日 / Permanent Vacation

Love Begins
we're not kids anymore.
RMH
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cherry valley forever
noise dept.
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Kiana Khansmith
Jules of Nature
todays bird
Claire Keane
Misplaced Lens Cap
occasionally subtle
Peter Solarz

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@lady-sideburns
draft dump pt. 2
Look at this puppy
(via GIPHY)
When you’re tryna ~mutiny and chill~ with your ‘business partner’ on Sunday afternoon
When you wanna stride into your gf’s office to seduce her but there’s a legit problem at work so you have to go in and have the first of many arguments with her about it instead
Collector’s Edition.
Requested by @wuschwusch
Your letters meant a lot to me. The last one you sent, you signed it Catherine. Cameron was my dad’s name. I started using it after he died and I used to write him letters in Vietnam so I must have written it by mistake.
ENDLESS LIST OF FAVORITE CHARACTERS : cameron howe (halt and catch fire).
Does it even matter what I want to do? God, this is an industry built on people ripping off each other’s boring-ass ideas. SCP rips off CP/M, Microsoft rips off SCP. Oh, IBM rips off everybody, right?
Mackenzie Davis as Cameron Howe in Halt and Catch Fire (AMC - 2014)
Yes, Cameron Howe is straight.
Original tags:
#mackenzie davis #cameron howe #halt and catch fire #I actually love that the writers decided to play against type #and expectations #but seriously #look at her #she´s not even the bisexual character on the show #wish fulfillment #bc my crack ship is Donna x Cam
Not sure if they ‘decided to play against type’ or if the showrunners are just white guys who can’t conceive of/adequately write a queer woman/have no real investment in lgbtq representation/needed her to be straight so they could tell their story about an emotionally abusive man manipulating a college student 15 years his junior to make an illegal computer for the sole purpose of pissing off his emotionally abusive father
Junk Food + Orange Soda.
“You can’t live off Dr Pepper and Cheez-Its forever. Believe me, I’ve tried.”
Ahhhh yes I have been wanting a gif set about Cameron and her aggressively ‘bad’ diet! The way she consistently eats seemingly nothing but junk food isn’t random or accidental; it’s there for a reason, and both the Dr. Pepper and Cheez-Its comment and the premise of The Space Bike Chronicles are direct references to that. (Which, yes, I’ve been bitching and moaning a lot about the writers, but I appreciate the pay off there.)
ANYWAYS. Here’s my ~personal list~ of some of the more interesting ways the show uses Cameron’s diet to develop her character, for any writing/tv/film geeks who might be out there:
Gender/expression: Cameron is not delicate or precious about food or appetite; she unself-consciously (literally) stuffs her face with junk food, fast food, and candy. She also doesn’t make self-conscious/-deprecating comments about her eating habits or body; she doesn’t meet or pretend to meet societal expectations around womens’ relationships to food. (Fun parallel from a completely different show/genre: Leslie “Ugh, I hate salad” Knope of Parks and Recreation!)
Class: I feel like the writers purposely kept Cameron’s class kind of ambiguous and that it was an unfortunate miscalculation on their part, but junk and fast food are associated with the kind of food insecurity experienced by the working class and poor, and also broke young people. Cameron is definitely a broke (former) college student, from what I read as a sort of ‘upper working’/lower middle class household.
Family/support system: this is related to class and resources – family is a kind of resource, and the care (via both food/nutrition and other means) they provide is an advantage that people with stable, functional families often don’t realize they have – Cameron doesn’t really have a home, and she apparently doesn’t have a family that worries about how she’s eating. There isn’t anybody who makes balanced meals for Cameron on the weekends or even on holidays, and she doesn’t make them for herself, she eats what’s cheap and readily available, even though it’s not good for her. (In-show contrast: we see Donna cooking for Gordon and the girls. Also, her parents are still involved in her life.)
Relationships: Years ago I read a bunch of critical essays about My So-Called Life that repeatedly brought up how much food there is in the show, and how ‘real’/non-junk food and meal times signify real love and care, and that sandwiches, takeout and leftovers are ‘get-by’ food, and that they symbolize relationships that aren’t functionally nurturing. I don’t think this is limited to MSCL, or, tl;dr, there is a reason that you never see Admiral Eyebrows cook for Cameron or even take her to get ‘real’ food. Awkwardly, weirdly dismissively thrown sandwiches are all dude really has to offer. And Cameron is always really hungry so she always accepts his junk food. (ALSO HOLY FRICK THOSE MSCL ESSAYS from 1 9 9 7 ARE STILL AVAILABLE! I LOVE THE INTERNET, TY CAMERON, DONNA AND GORDON FOR INVENTING IT!!!)
So, when Cameron tells Ryan, “You can’t live off Dr. Pepper and Cheez-Its forever – believe me, I’ve tried” she means it literally. But she’s also telling him that his life on the run, without a home or meaningful, non-garbage relationships, isn’t really sustainable. Because it isn’t, and she knows it from experience, and the viewer knows she knows it.
I always felt that Cameron´s relationship with food was such an important part of establishing her character in season 1 that I remember feeling a little disappointed when we hardly saw her eat in Season 2 (even though there are references to her unhealthy eating habits).
There is also the contrast between Joe and Tom, who we know cooks home meals often and even talked about growing up with very little money (the whole cupcake and a Kayo story). I mean, Tom probably cooked for Cam, so she doesn´t live off Dr. Pepper and Cheez-Its anymore. At least until they moved to Japan and had to work all the time.
I missed that in s2 also, but by then Cameron is also in a very different environment, that exists largely because she made it happen, and that is ostensibly much more satisfying to her than school or Cardiff was? I appreciate that they addressed her diet with her s2 candy habit, which could alternately be read as another subtle manifestation of her unnamed anxiety disorder. Also, Tom is the only one who notices it! Good job Tom, even though you grow up to be a jerk!
I suppose it’s possible that Tom has cooked for Cameron, but I imagine her becoming a ‘picky’/reluctant eater when he does. And either way, yes, Japan – that scene in 3x09 (giffed above!) when she gets the burrito, the way she inhales it and then says it’s because she’s been in Japan? I took that as an early indication that their marriage is really not okay, and that it didn’t ever quite stop being something of an emotional band-aid for her.
Cameron’s reaction to the cupcake and Kayo story was fascinating and a welcome clarification about her class background, after a lot of other hints all season about her obliviousness to Tom’s biking and supermarket job.
You anchor me.
S O U R C E
Computers could be more. They should be.
Season 3 aka the season Donna spent an inordinate amount of time lovingly staring at Cameron.
What do you mean she said no?
Season 3 BTS with director Kimberly Peirce.