Y'all....
I've never felt more degraded and livid in all my time as a roleplayer.
Here's why...
Some people believed I was hogging ALL the Beckett roleplay accounts online, on all social media platforms, all to myself.
How dare I ship my Canon character, Margaret Smyth, from Pirates of the Caribbean with other Canon characters from the same film saga.
How dare I ONLY want to have my Canon character from Pirates of thr Caribbean be romantically involved ONLY with 2 Canon characters from Pirates of the Caribbean.
How dare my Canon character be tagged with other Canon character accounts from the same film franchise, Pirates of the Caribbean.
How dare I be tagged with 1 Beckett character account as well as 1 Barbossa character account on Twitter and roleplay with them on that social media platform while I had 1 Beckett character account on Instagram. But not tagged on Tumblr, LiveJournal, or anywhere else.
How dare I have my Canon character interact with other Canon characters of the same film saga.
How dare Ineven think my character, Margaret Smyth, is Canon.
How dare I have Margaret take an interest in Lord Beckett, not just Captain Barbossa.
How dare I have Margaret take an interest in Lord Beckett, not just Captain Barbossa.
How dare my Canon character account of Margaret Smyth be tagged with Lord Beckett character accounts on separate social media platforms as a romantic interest because each of those character accounts asked me to romantically ship their Canon character of Lord Beckett with my Canon character of Margaret Smyth. It wasn't me asking them, but they asked me ans I accepted. Yet I'm the vile one to hog ALL the Becketr accounts online. 2 Beckett accounts out of hundreds of Beckett character accounts on all social media platforms. Huh.
Now I'm only interacting with one Beckett character account because I was roleplaying with another Beckett on a different social media, plus someone got more than jealous.
Apparently I was in the way of other people's fantasies with Lord Beckett and they thought I don't deserve the Beckett tags let alone interaction. Even though I wanted to explore the possibilities that are possibly hinted about in Piratesbofbthe Caribbean between the Canon characters.
How dare I portray a Canon character so inaccurately according to other people's views about who Margaret Smyth is. That my portrayal is completely incorrect despite I've followed hints from the Pirates of the Caribbean films and drawn from old pirate films, nautical lore, pirate legends, and other influences to inspire my portrayal of Margaret Smyth. And who cares that I've been portraying her since 2003, long before 2017 when she was mentioned in Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales.
How dare I have Margaret love Lord Beckett as well as Captain Barbossa. Shame on me for having Canon character love Canon characters of the same film saga.
Apparently it's nasty of me to be in the way of other people's non-canon, and even unhealthy, fantasies with a Canon character. ThatbI should move aside and let everyone have the character even though they wanted to be tagged with me. What ever the hell was I thinking, hmm?
Yup, WTF was I thinking, hmm?
This is why I'm struggling with roleplay and writing because some people are overly critical of how I roleplay. Shame on me for doing my best to bring Margaret Smyth to life.










