Saturn

Stupid average girl waiting something to live for~ Anxiety~ Depression~ BPD~ It's just me being me~ Shadowdancer~ Suicidal thoughts~ Anorexic~ Self-harm~

[ladyofsatan]

i’m full of self hatred and criticism

[tyynicbubul]

I memorize patterns in your affection so I can tell when something shifts.

[yourgirlinpieces2]

how do u ever get rid of these weird feelings in your chest

[sugaglos]

Being with me is like torture I think

[jealous-bitch]

I’m stuck in a body I don’t want with an unsound mind that won’t let me rest.

[nofuckingideawho]

being mentally ill AND self aware? zero stars, would not recommend

[kall-me-kam]

Why are emotions so physically tiring

[tyynicbubul]

I need reassurance the way other people need air and I hate myself for that.

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid

[echoesofsaturn]

"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

[vixensofdeath]

I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

[ladyofsatan]

And as a final act of love I'm going to kill myself in front of your house.

[bleulivide]

I just want to disappear.

[5555ilenthill]

[saduboiss-deactivated20260204]

my soul is too sensitive for this life.

[ladyofsatan]

It sucks because,

for a minute I was happy,

for a minute I was getting better,

for a minute I had hope.

but in a minute I lost it all again

[jadoremyla]

i need to start fasting