Lady with Black Scarf

An usual lady, try to become a special lady. Love to talk, watch, sing but very very bad at all of it.

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Memory of my father and I

Hello, 

today 11 dec 2016 at 10.30 my father was died (58 y.o). in my home, but because i dont have any money for him to get a proper treatment at hospital, i didnt bring him. He was not a bad father nor a good father, the one who have a bad attitude is me. i always scold him even though i know he is sick, he have dementia, virus and tubercolosis. But then, i never have money to treat him well in the hospital.. becos i am a bad daughter. i never seek a forgiveness from him because i am arrogant. Allah, please let him rest in peace in his room. take my bad to erase his bad deed... aamiin. 

bandung. 11 dec 2016, 

a bad daughter. 

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SHIT

Shit shit shit shit Why people tend to judge people from a liltle frame? Please bitch, open your eyes, look more wideeeeee!!!! Okay im done.

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My emotion

Don't know whats going on but yeah, its been a hell week for me. Terlalu banyak pekerjaan tak sanggup kulakukan sendiri. Hasilnya jd anak yg super sensi terhadap org2. Please forgive me. Thats what i always says. I hope it wont come so often. Aamiin

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No no no

Yes yes yes Or No no no But Yes yes yes Crazy nite

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Hello (again)

Sigh, i forget about my resolution to write every week. Sorry. Its been a long time a go i post something here. And after i tracking back, tadaaaaa~~~ full of desperation. Okay, lets get happy and do what you love! ❤❤❤ B 💋

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Beauty has no expiration date

Come get it bae by pharrell williams

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STUPID MOM IS STUPID

Oh shit i cant even cope up with my mom's thinking. SHE IS SICK, ME IS SICK, But tadaaa she will never ever ask her sons to help her! What the hell with all of this! Is she stupid? YES SHE IS.

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Good friday 23/10/2015

Every good news always come with bad news... the good news is my team is pass the first elimination stage! We will be in next stage, hope can be a winner. Aamiin. The bad news is i still didnt get money to work... huhuhu... my debt is getting bigger and bigger. I need ALLAH. Where are u my holly GOD? Like the poetic say... every bad condition will change into the good one. Aamiin. Happy weekend guys!

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TODAY 21/10/2015

SHIT!

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Tonight 20/10/2015

IM DYING IM STRESS I WANT TO DIE WHITE FLAG GOD! need you soo much!

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Life Journal 20/10/2015

Hi! finally i’m back! yeyeye! Im devoted to write all of my actvities once a week here. (i’m trying ) hehehe.

Nowdays, beside work and went to school, i do a voluntre activities. first is jendela bandung. I like working in with children, jendela bandung have many children (around 10). but the voluntree is relatively only 2 or 3 per day. i can explore children and make my own curriculum! hahahahahah. not that i like it, but i enjoy it even though the children are noisy. last week im trying to do story telling (i never ever do it before) so i dont know if its good or not, but they like it! hahahah. see their face! next week gonna teach them how to finger knitting. hope they can follow my instruction and be more calm and focus. cos u know, child rarely focus. oh, i do all activities in jendela bandung inspired by waldorf method.

Next is kelas mentari. this organization is more old and their basic is good. they teach children to help them be better in school. in jendela, i want to add basic skill of life. in here i help them to study :) like it.

beside voluntree work, i do side job with my besties! i never know that i can have besties in master school! hahahahah. we make our own company and will launch it next month! rrrrrrr soooo nervous! we make CULINK. what is that? wait next month guys! ;p

beside CULINK, i make dr T with my friends,! we make our own mylk soya and almond then sell it regulary! like it soo much! hope it can grow up faster!

oh, now i’m searching a new job. finally mom allowed me to be employeed. i can be like this forever, i need a challenge! and i am sooo bored right now. need a fresh air far away from my mom.

the last is i have a sad news,,,, last month my friend give me an opportunity to be a management in unknown mall. our target is to make the mall famous and full of people and i already dreaming of pasif income, a big bucks in next few year. but the owner dislike our budget, its only 350 million IDR! but he fear to loose more. yeah we are not an experience people but we are professional. :( sadddddddd. but yeah, FIGHTING! life can be so low in a moment but then it can be so high, FIGHTING FIGHTING FIGHTING and keep a FAITH in ALLAH and yourself.

BE HAPPY LADIES! and SEE YOU NEXT WEEK!

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HI there!

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TODAY

OHO! I submit my resume to google today. Hope I can get a position there! aamiin

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DOOMS DAY?

For me as an entrepreneur, not getting any order nor getting any payment make me dizzy and I think it as a dooms day for me. I have a thought that maybe I need to build a various business line so, no time for no order or no payment. MONEY MONEY AND MONEY. When I can get off from that thing???

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So True! lol

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me when i exercise

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lol

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HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

Long time no see tumblr! I am stress over all of my debts. I really2 need a money to pay all. Whose people out there who can give me a money without an interest and i will pay you back in 3 years?? WHOOOOOOOO?? GOD please help me!