𝙱𝚄𝚃𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙵𝙻𝙸𝙴𝚂͏

Professional dumbass. Amateur everything. Here we go. // Drabbles, writing, edits, and other stuff. Still working on it. || The Derp Crew

[laelvixr]

okay so. tldr; galm has been exposed as being creepy and sending weird messages to young fans, so if i do anything in the future with this account, it will not involve him anymore.

including the drama with tdc... just no more of him on this account.

to the people affected by his behavior, i sincerely apologize and hope you all are okay. sending my love. ❤️

[laelvixr]

hi y’all! it’s been a while. i hope everyone is doing okay ❤️

i’ll be back every once in a while to do edits or little prompts or whatever i feel like! thank you all for the love on my posts. it means a lot. 💗

-laelvixr

[laelvixr]

Home.

TW // suicidal/suicide

“It’s like, I don’t know... I don’t know how to propose a company escape to Alaska? Argentina? Agrabah? Oh, darn it, that’s not a place, that’s from a fucking Disney movie--”

Steven’s not entirely sure why he’s ranting about his write-up to Anthony. Most of the time he’d get more productive answers out of talking to, say, a brick wall, or pile of rocks. But Anthony is there, and listening, and existing, and he supposes that will just have to do.

So something must be in the air today, or perhaps it’s a full moon, because he answers him.

“It depends,” he starts, crossing the length of Steven’s small home office silently, “what all do they want? Mountains? Even then, there’s a difference between the ones that are so tall they turn blue and the clouds surround the peaks and the ones that have succumbed to the stones and just make you feel small. Snow is an important one. Pervasive snow is miserable to navigate but if they’ll be indoors it’s a good way to forget who you are when you look out the window. But a little snow, just the dusty kind, feels more like a fairy tale. That’s maybe not a great mood for a business retreat. The beach is nice for a taste of freedom, but then you have to choose between the cerulean seafoam against miles of white sand that will burn all your fragile skin to a crisp as opposed to the choking power of the dark waters you find up north smashing against black rocks like glass shards. I like those better. I tried jumping from the cliffs once, but all I got was wet.”

He’s smiling, vaguely, when Steven glances up at him. His eyes are burning with the desire to cry, because he truly, madly, deeply hates thinking about how much he has wanted to die and detesting how casually he can just bring it up, and with a vengeful sniffle Steven rubs at his own face and takes a steadying breath before replying to him.

“Here’s a better question,” Steven grumbled. “What’s the best place you’ve ever visited? Somewhere that didn’t make you suicidal.”

Anthony’s mouth twitches. There’s something quiet and sulky in his eyes, almost resentful as he turns away to look out the window where there is only the atrament of night.

“Here.”

[laelvixr]

tumblr what the fuck are these filters

[sovietnam]

[laelvixr]

ṕ̴̡̲̯ḽ̵̪̓̿͠Â̴͈͔̖͑͠y̶͔̤̒̈́͗Ė̸͓Ŗ̸̩̀̈2̵̟̞͛̈_̶̼̖̈́̏ṉ̷͠O̷̞͘ͅẗ̸͇́͊͗_̶̣̫͕̈́f̸͉̙͇̈́Ö̶̭̹́̇̈u̵͈͎̽Ň̷̯̂ḓ̴̩̱̀̉̒

C̷͍̈́O̴̾͜N̸̨͗T̶͉̕I̶̻͘N̴̺̆Ǔ̵̳Ẽ̴̲_̴̡̐ ̵̼̍W̶̛͙Í̶̥T̷̝̀H̸̻͋ ̷̭̉N̷̤͆E̵̹͝Ẃ̷̦ ̷̫̄P̵̬̈́L̷̹̋A̴̼̿Y̶͓͆E̵̜̐R̶͖̂_̷͇̑?̵͖̀

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TDC Game AU Inspo pt. 2

[laelvixr]

p̷̼̀̅L̴̙̂́̀a̷̟͑͠͠y̵̳͖̼͠e̷̙͚̹̕R̴̛̝̤̀͛4̷̖͎͑_̴̘̼̩͗͝D̴̪̱̃Ö̶̦̦̼́̀ę̴̡̘͝ṣ̴̐͋_̴̧̬̹͆̏n̷̯͊͘O̶̥̼͗̐͐t̶̜̒̂_̵̘̼̈͋̚ͅe̴̲͍̓͌X̷̳͊̋ͅi̵̛͇̼̓́s̵̡̥̮̕Ṱ̵̠̻̐̎͊

t̸̩͌R̶͔̔Y̵̻̚_̶̉ͅ ̸̰̽A̴̦͠G̷͙̍Ä̶̰I̴͍͌N̷̙̋_̵̬̊?̶̤͝

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TDC Game AU Inspo

[icecreamcrisis021]

random derp pics and textposts because this is all my brain could concentrate on today ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[laelvixr]

AHHH BABIES

[laelvixr]

It’s been a while since I’ve been here lol. Life and school have been kicking my ass so I apologize! I’ll try to work on some more edits soon, luvs.

The Derp Crew need more!

[hilarioushumorfromouterspace]

[howllscastle-deactivated2025011]

the moon shines for you …

[raakxhyr]

Aphex is shaped like a friend, you can't change my mind

[laelvixr]

OMG

[christrottier]

Everywhere was drenched. I can feel it everywhere.

[laelvixr]

Response

—

There’s nothing wrong with celebrating a quiet, somewhat lonesome birthday with some alcohol.

Also with your vampire roommate.

“Okayy, okay I have another quesstionnn..” Ze was slurring, sitting up and immediately hiccuped after doing so— Chilled looking at him with the slightest bit of amusement, hiding a rare small smirk.

“If your *hiccup* place was burning down, what *hiccup* valuables would you save?” Ze, clumsily pouring himself another drink, got an answer he didn’t expect to hear.

“You.”

He perked his head up to dumbfoundedly, and quite confusingly, look at the man across from him—but Chilled’s smirk was gone, and he was already disinterestedly staring at a picture hung on the wall.

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Drabble

[lightsinthedarkness]

[firyfox]

[laelvixr]

Aphex said: 😱