Striped Sweater

Cold hands, cold soul, cold life.

[laenriel]

Yes, the danger must be growing

For the rowers keep on rowing

And they're certainly not showing

Any signs that they are slowing

numb.

[laenriel]

think of what you'll miss out on.

secret lair sets. new chapters to the story. the sequel to a game.

whatever it is that keeps you going.

follow it.

[8-bitfiction]

[laenriel]

I'm so hungry.

I wish we had real food

[laenriel]

I'm truly struggling in my life. I don't know what I'm really doing with my time. I don't know much about anything.

I just know that people younger than me keep following me, and saying I'm "inspiring."

It tears me apart. It makes me sick. I don't understand why they'd think that. I'm entirely dry drowning. The only difference now is, I'm doing it openly.

Being silly isn't nice. It comes with such sadness, and the desperate want to provide just *one* moment, where everyone can equally enjoy our shared existence in time.

I don't find myself to be funny.

I hate me.

I don't know what any of them "see".

when I look in the mirror, I just see.. me.

[laenriel]

I just wanna see the ocean by myself, man.

just once. without having to worry about anyone else. nobody to pick up after. nobody to listen to.

I just wanna go.

[laenriel]

I'm wasted.

Thinking of the forest.

you

[laenriel]

Y'all don't get me? That's alright. You ain't know balance, like me.

Libra aint about judgement

This one's about being a gentleman. I talk foul online.

In real life?

Ladies do love me.

I ain't settled for anyone.

I tell em they're perfect, even if they're imperfect.

We could just be friends.

But I'm really gay.

Being a bisexual Libra, ain't easy.

Everyone's hot, and smart brains.

It's wild.

[laenriel]

matt rife makes me so fuckin angry

[laenriel]

the party showed up. I sleepy now haha. lots of fun. I'm genuinely pooped

[laenriel]

life's like.. water

[laenriel]

I genuinely spend most of my time alone. it's painful.

but I'm learning to pretend.

[laenriel]

I still think about you.

[laenriel]

https://youtu.be/Adgx9wt63NY?is=0vISDT7sI8xfXX8p

↑ me w the people on LinkedIn

[laenriel]

minty kisses

[laenriel]

0_0

HAHA! I JUST REALIZED HOW MUCH HOMEBREW WE HAD ON MY WII.

I THOUGHT IT WAS AN OFFICIAL CHANNEL. I'm genuinely cackling so hard

[laenriel]

I'm sad.

I want to make a difference for people.

I just don't know how.

I want to do good for the world.

I don't know where to start.