Okay I'm going to answer this just because I don't want what I said to be misinterpreted. No, I wasn't mad at anybody in particular when I tweeted my most recent tweets. I tweeted all those things because I hit my breaking point. I'm just sick of hearing people tell me where Carl's been or who they saw him with or what they saw, and THEN ask me how I'm holding up. Or the people who randomly send me photos of him out at some club and ask "hey this is your boyfriend right?" but most of all I'm so sick of the fake concern and the barely masked pity some people have been giving me. So no. I do not want to hear where he's been or who he's been with or what they were doing. If you really wanna know how I'm doing, you can just ask. I don't need you to give me an update on his life. I'm trying my best to heal and hearing stupid shit like that isn't going to help me, so no thanks. And again, this isn't for my friends. When I say friends, I mean the people who know the story from start to finish and have literally seen me lose it and ugly cry like I've never ugly cried in my entire life.