i am going back to california.
i am returning to san francisco, to recharge in my home, to take stock of my friendships and energy and finances.
i am trying to get to LA in february, maybe march, and fuck it all, i’ll just do some bartending work.
i am going to practice improv and take acting classes and write write write my little heart out.
i am going to COOK SO MUCH FOOD AND FEED MY FRIENDS AND MAKE COMMUNITY IN THAT WAY because community and friendship are so much more than professional networking.
i am heartbroken but also relieved to be taking a break from new york, whether i return to permanently move here or merely to visit for friends and shows and work.
2020 is gonna slap me across the face so hard. i am so curious to see what happens next
lmfao this little wish/manifestation backfired so spectacularly

















