Unbetitelt

[laila-303]

𝓗𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝓶𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓭, 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓭, 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭 '𝓒𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝔀𝓪𝓻𝓶𝓽𝓱 𝓘 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓮𝓽 𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝓲𝓽 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓫𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓲𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓽 𝓘 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝓲𝓽 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓰𝓮𝓽

𝓗𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝓶𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓭, 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓭, 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭 '𝓒𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝔀𝓪𝓻𝓶𝓽𝓱 𝓘 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓮𝓽 𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝓲𝓽 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓫𝓮 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓲𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓽 𝓘 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝓲𝓽 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓰𝓮𝓽 𝓢𝓸 𝓭𝓻𝓪𝔀 𝓶𝓮 𝓬𝓵𝓸𝓼𝓮

𝓓𝓻𝓪𝔀 𝓶𝓮 𝓬𝓵𝓸𝓼𝓮

[laila-303]

You said you cared And you missed me, too And I'm well aware I write too many songs about you

And the coffee's out At the Beachwood Café And it kills me 'cause I know we've run out of things we can say

What am I now? What am I now? What if I'm someone I don't want around? I'm fallin' again I'm fallin' again I'm fallin'

What if I'm down? What if I'm out? What if I'm someone you won't talk about? I'm fallin' again I'm fallin' again I'm fallin'

And I get the feelin' that you'll never need me again

[laila-303]

Talk Let's have conversations in the dark World is sleeping, I'm awake with you With you Watch Movies that we've both already seen I ain't even looking at the screen, it's true I got my eyes on you

And you say that you're not worth it You get hung up on your flaws Well, in my eyes you are perfect As you are

I will never try to change you, change you I will always want the same you, same you Swear on everything I pray to That I won't break your heart I'll be there when you get lonely, lonely Keep the secrets that you told me, told me And your love is all you owe me And I won't break your heart

[laila-303]

I can't stοp myself from living in the past When yοu were sοmeοne forever

Ι never thought it would end like this, nο Ι never thought it'd be where οur stοry goes Ι never thought it would end like this

Βut yοu turned the pages, and nοw we're just strangers

[laila-303]

𝒮𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓀𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒻𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒹𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃

'𝒞𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒸𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒲𝑒'𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 𝐻𝑜𝓅𝒾𝓃' 𝓉𝑜𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓇𝑜𝓌, 𝓉𝑜𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓇𝑜𝓌 𝐼𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜𝒹𝒶𝓎

𝒮𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉'𝓈 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓈𝑒𝒶𝓇𝒸𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒲𝑒'𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓃𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒯𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓇𝑜𝓌, 𝓉𝑜𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓇𝑜𝓌 𝐵𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜𝒹𝒶𝓎

[laila-303]

I can't carry this anymore Heavy from the hurt inside my veins I can't carry this anymore Wonder what it's like to be okay Would you like me if I drank that If you wanted I could take that I'll do anything for love I don't feel like I'm enough

I can’t carry this anymore, Anson Seabra

[laila-303]

Nothing ever seems to be easy All I do is stand in the rain I don't really know how to get there Just tell me 'bout the rules of the game Everybody says that I'm dreaming But I'm just tryna cope with the pain I don't really care for the rumors Just tell me 'bout the rules of the game

The Game, Milky Chance

When nobody understands how much you can hurt...

[laila-303]

You were the better part Of every bit of beating heart that I had Whatever I had I finally sat alone Pitch black flesh and bone Couldn't believe that you were gone Well you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface Well you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous

You’re Somebody Else, Flora Cash

Can we go back to who we were before?

[laila-303]

So they tranquilized me, analyzed me, threw me back in my cage Then they tied me to an IV, told me I was insane I'm a prisoner, a visitor inside of my brain And no matter what I do, they try to keep me in chains

Mind Is a Prison, Alec Benjamin

And they put me back in my cell, all by myself Alone with my thoughts again Guess my mind is a prison and I'm never gonna get out

[laila-303]

'Cause I don't really like myself without you Every song I sing is still about you Save me from myself the way you used to ’Cause I don’t really like myself without you I really wish I hated you right now

blink-182

Why do I still love you after all this time?

When you told me that you aren’t sure about feeling the same for me anymore and I was pulling you into my arms to comfort you instead of screaming at you, you asked me with tears in your eyes why I coulnd’t just hate you... I answered with a broken voice that hating you would be too easy, but I only now understand what it really means to struggle for months every single day

[laila-303]

Well it fucked me up when I fell for you I shouldn't have let me fall for you The world is ending on the news But here in my head I’m drunk on you My love, my love, unrequited My love, my love, undecided When I watch the world burn All I think about is you

[laila-303]

The weaker you made me, the stronger I felt The higher you built me, the further I fell

Good Lesson, Bastille

[laila-303]

𝐿𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒

𝑊𝑒'𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑛 𝑝𝑖𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑦

𝐿𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑔, 𝑤𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝑟𝑦

𝑇𝑜 𝑓𝑖𝑥 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑛 𝑝𝑖𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑎𝑡 𝑎 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒

𝐼 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑛

𝐵𝑟𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑛 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑒

𝑀𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑎 𝑓𝑜𝑜𝑙

𝐼 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑦

𝐿𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑒

𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢

[laila-303]

And it kills me to know that you’ve found

somebody to love, somebody to love

tell me how can I go on without

somebody to love, somebody to love?

[laila-303]

It’s like screaming, but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you.

[laila-303]

𝙸𝚗𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎, 𝚒𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑

'𝙲𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎'𝚜 𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚌𝚛𝚢

𝚂𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚔 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘

𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍

𝙸𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝙼𝚛. 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎

𝙸𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎?

𝚁𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎

𝙾𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚐𝚞𝚒𝚜𝚎

𝚆𝚑𝚘 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍

𝚆𝚑𝚘 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍

𝚂𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝙸'𝚖 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚠𝚗

𝙸𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎'𝚜 𝚊 𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚎

Thought I’d found mine. Thought we were meant to be. Turns out it hurts more to lose someone you truly love, so better be careful what you wish for.

[laila-303]

𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡

𝑁𝑜𝑤, 𝐼'𝑚 𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑏𝑒ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑑

𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠

𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑒

𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑚 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑙,

𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙

𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒'𝑠 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑠𝑒

You told me I would get better. You promised. It’s been more than a month now that nothing changed. I’m still crying every day because you left me alone in this mess you made and you don’t seem like wanting to come back to fix it.