Smile in four acts. For the time you say 'good bye' to me, I'll be a different person from the one that you said 'hello', at the beginning of the world. There are never good byes tho, only "hello, stranger, nice to meet you [again.]" I change, especially if you didn't expect it, especially if you doubt it. Change is the only one thing that could be called an essence of the universe, and I'm a mere creature of it. You can't expect from an admirer of Heraclitus (my userhandler is literally a reference/quote to/from him), someone that was born with 5 as path of life and Eris on her solar sign--a trans woman transitioning--to do otherwise.
I have changed a lot since I made the first post here, since I met my first ex here (hi, Saskia). I’ve moved from what made this--a virtual space--my home. Now the real is my home and this is just a tiny hole between anyone that I met here and my life now. Now I know that I suffer from BPD, now I’m more anarchic than anarchist, now I have suffered the deepest of pains, I have became a philosopher, a lover, an artist, a witch, I have become a multiplicity an ever becoming.
This lightning storm, this tidal wave This avalanche, I'm not afraid Come on, come on No one can see me cry
