Hii, my darling! 21, 25 and 38 for the asks game <3
hihi rae honey!! thank you as always for submitting some asks. these were some very good questions, i had fun answering them hehe
submit nosy asks here 😝🫣
21 - what i love most about myself
oh i do love this question! i think probably my ability to choose kindness. it’s so silly, but my long term motto comes from the live-action cinderella movie starring lily james, where the repeated message is “to have courage and be kind.” 😭😭 i give people grace and patience and try see the best in them whilst still being able to be firm enough with them when needs be. being kind to others, and to myself by prioritising boundaries, is one of those things that you truly don’t lose anything from!
28 - my ideal date
this definitely depends on the person i’m with and the time of year but because it’s the summer it’s probably the following. for context this would NOT be a first date, but it’s one i’ve been craving with the warmth the uk’s been having recently!
- i love a cheeky day trip to a national trust property (basically an old house or a beautiful conserved garden) and spend our time walking around somewhere really pretty. i love the idea of spending HOURS having a LONG yap around flowers and holding her hand in the sun. i’m a huge history nerd and a plant person so i physically will not shut up and i will point out how pretty every single flower is <33
- stopping by a photobooth for a picture (i am such a lover of physical media and memories- i have photobooth strips stuck on my walls in my rooms both at my family home and my uni dorm!)
- a sunset picnic! filling a picnic basket with a bunch of picky bits, watching the sunset, setting up a picnic mat somewhere with a viewpoint where we can make out oops
- ending the night with a really relaxing bath together and putting a film on until we ultimately get distracted (a girl wants what she wants xx)
38 - my childhood career choice
see, this changed a LOT when i was growing up. as a kid, the most consistent options were probably being an author or an english lit teacher! i think i’ve always been a bit ambitious and knew i’d do something good with my life- something that would ultimately help people. however, i remember dressing up as a nurse for one of my primary school’s careers days, a teacher for another- i had (and still have) very big plans for my future!
i spent most of high school wanting to be a human rights barrister (specialising in the rights of the child) and i guess that’s where my want to specialise in paediatrics comes from now! i’m still very interested in global health and the intersection between healthcare and human rights, so i’d like to think that i’m working towards multiple childhood dreams at the moment hehe
0: Height
1: Virgin?
2: Shoe size
3: Do you smoke?
4: Do you drink?
5: Do you take drugs?
6: Age you get mistaken for
7: Have tattoos?
8: Want any tattoos?
9: Got any piercings?
10: Want any piercings?
11: Best friend?
12: Relationship status
13: Biggest turn ons
14: Biggest turn offs
15: Favorite movie
16: I’ll love you if
17: Someone you miss
18: Most traumatic experience
19: A fact about your personality
20: What I hate most about myself
21: What I love most about myself
22: What I want to be when I get older
23: My relationship with my sibling(s)
24: My relationship with my parent(s)
25: My idea of a perfect date
26: My biggest pet peeves
27: A description of the girl/boy I like
28: A description of the person I dislike the most
29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend
30: What I hate the most about work/school
31: What your last text message says
32: What words upset me the most
33: What words make me feel the best about myself
34: What I find attractive in women
35: What I find attractive in men
36: Where I would like to live
37: One of my insecurities
38: My childhood career choice
39: My favorite ice cream flavor
40: Who wish I could be
41: Where I want to be right now
42: The last thing I ate
43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately
44: A random fact about anything
was told i think too highly of myself by a guy in my clin skills team today and i LAUGHED IN HIS FACE.
that would have absolutely crushed me a couple of years ago. it’s amazing what a little self confidence can do. here’s to protecting your peace, learning to decentre other people’s opinions and prioritising being kind!
butch who pushes your glasses up while you ride them.
i need to be bracing myself on their shoulders while they hold my hips, brows furrowed, and mouth frozen in a wordless gasp. the pace of their hips slamming up into mine becomes unbearable as tears slip down my reddened cheeks, face tilting downward into their shoulder while my nails dig viciously into their back.
as I dig my head in, searching for comfort, my glasses slip down the slope of my nose. every rapid thrust causes them to drop down a bit more until they are threatening to fall off into our soaked sheets.
suddenly, there's a hand gripping my chin, pulling my face up.
it's hard to focus between their pretty eyes and the sting of them hitting that special spot over and over and over again, but their voice is the only clear thing.
"there's my smart girl."
a gentle finger on the bridge of the glasses, sliding them up to their original position.
"we don't want those to fall down, now do we?"
"keep your head up and watch properly, i know you can.'