Nothing tastes the same anymore.
Not the chocolate I once loved, not the Coke Zero I sipped without thinking,
not even the steaks we used to share.
I still keep a piece in the fridge, as if you might wander in at any moment.
Nothing, truly nothing, tastes the same anymore.
I can’t smell the air the way I used to.
It sits heavy in my lungs; breathing feels less like living and more like reaching for something I can’t grasp.
My senses are dimmed, like someone turned the world down. Something in me left with you that day.
I still smile. I still listen. I try to speak with the passion I once had, but the truth is, I don’t want to speak at all.
Every word feels sharp, as if it cuts on its way out.
I try to hold on to the colors I used to see,
but grief arrived like an unwanted winter,
and now everything feels cold and muted.
The only warmth left is the trail of tears that find my cheeks.
And I know that some numbness will remain with me, a quiet shadow that never fully fades.
But I will live as long as I am given,
so I can tell the world about you -
the one who arrived like an unexpected guest
and left by carrying a piece of my soul with him.
I loved you for all of your life.
And I will miss you for all of mine.
MYVIBESONLY - すべての明日で、あなたが恋しい。