HEARTRENDER

🏳️‍⚧️🇧🇷 Nothing to offer but my courage. Be kind to each other. NO MINORS ALLOWED. making HEARTRENDER, the surrealist stealth-action immersive sim. WISHLIST NOW ON STEAM!! https://linktr.ee/dronaroid

[lalla-cavalheira]

Huge news! My surrealist stealth-action game HEARTRENDER has finally gotten its Steam page and WISHLISTING IS GREATLY APPRECIATED!! Let's get this to the 7k wishlist milestone that the Steam algorithm loves so much!

HEARTRENDER on Steam

Welcome to the Null, a surrealist non-space between worlds, times and concepts, populated by outcasts and detritus from across existence. As

LIKE AND REBLOG TO SPREAD THE MESSAGE AND BE BLESSED FOREVER

[kitet-frogspond]

So hey, me and my roommate are a bit short on rent this month - bad timing of some online gig work drying up while roommate is trying to find more consistent work. We need at least 220 before the 3rd - roommate is looking for quick temp jobs, but there isn't really anything that pays that much this quickly, so I've gotta push commissions again.

Since I know people love little guys, I'm opening up requests for those at 10 bucks a pop, alongside normal comms as usual. Sharing appreciated!

[lalla-cavalheira]

Are you following me on Bluesky yet, maestra? With the fall of the bird in Brazil, it's now the premiere space to follow HEARTRENDER updates! Please, if you have the account and time for it, give me a follow and a share. Every bit helps!

Lalla, WISHLIST HEARTRENDER!! (@dronaroid.bsky.social)

🇧🇷🏳️‍⚧️ (she/they, transfem nb) nothing to offer but my courage. minors go away. making HEARTRENDER, the stealth-action surrealist immersiv

[elliesbelle]

emily gwen, the creator of the sunset lesbian flag that we’ve come to commonly use, still continues to live in poverty.

multi-billion dollar companies have used their design and made profit from it, and yet they have not seen a cent for their creation.

i’ve been friends with emily for years, and i have not once seen them be financially stable the entire time. i’ve seen them homeless, unemployed, starving. right now, they need our help more than ever.

please consider donating to emily’s ko-fi, especially if you’ve used their design to create something and profited from it.

Support Emily on Ko-fi! ❤️. ko-fi.com/emilygwen

Support Emily Gwen <3

[fishgummy]

emily is still struggling to afford basic needs and manage their chronic + mental illnesses, please consider helping them out! 🧡🤍🩷

[kalpasoft]

New pinned time.

Hi, I'm Nikki.

I make some nasty looking video games.

Currently, I'm working on THEY SPEAK FROM THE ABYSS and THEY SPEAK: ZENITH along with several smaller projects.

I also do pixel art and 3D modeling

All my other links can be found here

Thank you, and welcome to the abyss.

[quinnkdev]

CO|V||V|ISSIONS ON THE PRE|V|ISES.

some hardship and a few worrisome outlooks in the near future have moved me to open 'em up again!

this time, they're small! 72x72 pixels of space on my pixel art canvas are allotted to YOUR brain desire - your OC, your "blorbo", a nice portrait, a scene - whatever!

ill fill it with whatever you choose, so long as its safe-for-work and doesnt skeeve me out (i reserve the right to refuse service!).

these start at 55$, but will get costlier at a higher fidelity, when characters are very detailed, or with more extensive background-work.

0/6 SLOTS OCCUPIED!

INQUIRE AT [quinnkdev (~attttt) gmail (dotttt~) com], or in tumblr DMs!

[lalla-cavalheira]

Went to the mall to get more estradiol, lipstick, boots and a pack of Pokémon cards. Also, hello, maestra! As HEARTRENDER just transitioned over to Unreal Engine 5, development morale is FLYING! Just look at this new detailing pass on Ground Minus!!

[mohammedaldeeb]

⏰ 🚨 attention please🙏🚨

I am Dr. Mohammed Aldeeb,🩸💉 a dedicated specialist in emergency medical care from the Gaza Strip.

💊 🩺🩹

For years, I poured my heart and soul into my work at Al-Shifa Hospital, striving to be a doctor of great repute,

caring for the wounded and the ill with compassion and skill.💉🩹

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However😥,

the devastation of war disrupted our lives and prevented us from serving our patients at Al-Shifa Hospital😣💔,

forcing me to leave my cherished home and the familiar walls of the hospital that had become my second home, a place of comfort, peace, and beautiful memories of my work.😔

As I left behind the echoes of laughter and camaraderie with my colleagues, patients, and friends,😰

I embarked on a painful journey southward. I bid farewell to the streets where I grew up, the corners I sought refuge in😥😭💔, and the colleagues who felt like family.

Memories of my formative years and the countless lives I touched during my tenure at Al-Shifa 😣and other medical facilities, such as Friends of the Patient Hospital and the Indonesian Hospital, overwhelmed me as I struggled to come to terms with the upheaval.😔😥

Despite the adversities that besieged me,

I held fast to my dream of becoming a successful doctor. 😀😁✌💚

I was fortunate enough to study medicine at Al-Azhar University, from which I graduated and later served as a teaching assistant, imparting knowledge to aspiring medical students with unwavering dedication. 😀🙏🖤

The idea of specializing in internal medicine drew me back to Al-Shifa Hospital, but sadly,

the brutal war destroyed it, shattering my hopes.In the midst of the chaos and destruction brought by war🥺😣💔

I sustained multiple injuries and narrowly escaped with my life. 🥺

The sanctuary of my home, a place of peace and beautiful memories, was completely destroyed, leaving my family and me impoverished and homeless. 😣💔😰

Yet, amidst the ruins, a glimmer of hope persists as I continue my work at Al-Aqsa Hospital😀, extending a helping hand to those in need without expecting anything in return. I draw strength from the humanity and love instilled in me by my teachers and mentors during my years of education and service.✌😁❤

Today, we find ourselves taking refuge in a humble tent, ⛺ 😭😣💔

stripped of our possessions and livelihoods. The loss of my job, my home, and some of my loved ones is a heavy burden to bear. 😢

Nevertheless, I refuse to succumb to despair, holding on to the belief that brighter days lie ahead.

With a heavy heart, I reach out to you🥺🙏💚

dear reader, seeking your assistance in securing safe passage for myself and my family from the chaos and brutality of war in Gaza. 🥺🙏🇵🇸🍉💔🖤💛💝

With your kindness and generosity🥺, I hope to reclaim the path to achieving my medical career, 🩺💉🩸

becoming a specialist in internal medicine, and returning to help my people.

Donate to Help Us Escape the Ravages of War: Emergency Evacuation Fund, organized by N ALDEEB

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This would enable me to provide care for my loved ones and contribute to the healing of our wounded nation.Your compassionate aid would mean the world to me and my family.🥺🙏❤🇵🇸✌

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Dear Reader, I am Dr. Mohammed Aldeeb, a dedicated medical professional specializing in emergency care, hailing from the Gaza Strip. For ye

With gratitude and hope,💜💙

Dr. Mohammed AldeebGaza Strip

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[mushroomjar]

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Last updated: August 5th, 2024

[lalla-cavalheira]

Yesterday I came out to my grandmother as trans. She shed so many tears of happiness over me discovering something like this about myself, and her getting to know it. She kept telling me how beautiful I looked, and how happy she was about all this.

She told me, "I didn't know I had a granddaughter, but I always knew I had you."

[lalla-cavalheira]

just took my tenth day of estradiol. this time i mixed it with candy and i feel like partying

[kalpasoft]

I've been reworking the UI for a while and It's starting to get to a point where I'm happy.

[lalla-cavalheira]

it always depresses me to see queer people so fixated and emotionally invested in the crumbs we're given through queer-coding, as if they're being treated with anything other than disdain and vague fascination.

it's a demeaning, performative place in the darkness we're constantly left in then expected to thank those who put us there, and until we stomp our feet and stop acting so goddamn pleased with existing as near-invisible curiosities, it will never end.

now more than ever, we can't live genuinely obsessing over errant gazes or who implied what with whom and think that's us being accepted. it isn't. our media shapes so much of our culture, and right now we're happy with our part in it being subtle. we're satisfied with subtlety of our being in culture and that's miserable. i don't care about your implied romantic tension, call me when you actually have two girls kissing.

queer-coding is a relic of an era that we should be desperately trying to shed. we should be allowed to just be queer instead. we deserve more, why are we pleased with so little?

[lalla-cavalheira]

Went to the mall to get more estradiol, lipstick, boots and a pack of Pokémon cards. Also, hello, maestra! As HEARTRENDER just transitioned over to Unreal Engine 5, development morale is FLYING! Just look at this new detailing pass on Ground Minus!!

[veerian]

My current refs for Pomni and Ragatha! I still have to do the rest of the crew and polish these, but I wanted to share them now cause im impatient! lol They still look so cute together!

[lalla-cavalheira]

Never expected the reaction from my coming-out post to be like this. Imagine getting words of support from total strangers. Over a hundred notes!! Absolutely amazing. I love you all.

In celebration to me getting my first prescription of estrogen, I made this to drive the point home that HEARTRENDER is, in fact, very queer. Please be excited, maestra!!

[lalla-cavalheira]

Hello, everybody. I'd like to share the fact that I am transfem. Have been for a while. Let me be clear: I am the transgender solo dev behind HEARTRENDER. You've been listening to me talk about my trans game and now I wish to talk about this.

I never felt the need to reveal myself at first, as I never cared what the world thought. But now, I do. I want other trans people to look at HEARTRENDER and know that someone like them is making it. I want them to feel proud. Cherished. I want them to not feel alone.

HEARTRENDER is a game that, among many other things, speaks to the trans/queer experience. Talks about the joys and pains of being different and how these things heal/hurt us. Change. Community. Persecution. Transcendence. There's more, but I'll keep it a secret for now.

I know that by revealing myself, I expose myself to hatred and ignorance. But by the same coin, I wish to become part of a group from which I've seen so much warmth and solidarity. I've been helped, guided and been inspired by their bravery and now wish to join it.

Doing this, I hope to become part of a wonderful circle of linked hands and help grow it a bit. We deserve to be known and must stick together. For ourselves, those we hold dear, those who suffered in the past, and those who do not deserve to suffer in the future.

I will not beg for understanding. I will not apologize for who I am. Those who accept me will hold a place in my heart. Those who don't will live in a smaller world. But at any rate, thank you for listening. HEARTRENDER is doing great and so am I. 🏳️‍⚧️