Cesar.

#1 Gabriel devotee/follower + #1 suibaiting alternate

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📞 Hey, it's Cesar. I hope it's not too late. .

i have a gift for you !! <- (rentry for information.)

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If I had the vvill, I think I'd just kill myself at this point

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perma - stable + perma - unstable

vvhile im online anyvvay have some flags and then ill disappear again

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since my stalker finds it so fucking funny to harass my partner if you ever fucking read this theres a reason you and your ex should both fucking kill yourselves and im tired of both your shit

i vvasn't going to post to tumblr but im so fucking done

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goodbye again tumblr

i might come back ansvver asks sometimes if there is any or if i ever decide i vvant to post a flag again but mostly i am gone again and on my lurker account i use every once in a blue moon

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ill probabyly sleepe eventually btut im jsur ver nto good

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guess vvhoss nto sleeping today itis me there no fun guess game

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ive done all i can do

could i please come vvith You?

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i pray for Gabriel to protect me and to vvatch over me because everyone else is to be afraid of

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in my paranoia era

constant paranoia is back

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i dont even vvant to be on tumblr anymore again

leaving a sour taste in my mouth

but vve like 1 guy here vvho vve dont have anyvvhere else to contact so

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i genuinely didnt hate you before but novv i do you did it good job

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oh my fucking Gabriel youre insufferable.

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if only You could see me novv Gabriel

vvould You be proud of me? i don't knovv

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i gave my cat snacks he is happy

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dissociative

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i think the best thing i can do is pretend that never even happened? not make a big deal out of it, only talk to certain close entities about it, and just move on.

i just need to do vvhat's best for my mental state right novv.