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gonna word vomit because no one is on here anymore but i need to get this out
i'm still trying to decide if i want to write a lot about this, or like... two sentences.
i'll write the few sentences now, and see if i feel like elaborating after.
my real father, who was an alcoholic up until around 20 years ago or so... has been offered a plea deal from the state that he lives in for a 40 year prison sentence for something he did (or... started doing?) 7 years after he got sober. and i think i would rather him be an alcoholic than what he ended up becoming.
...
okay, reading those sentences a few times, i'm going to elaborate a little more.
trigger warning because.. yeah. itās triggering. on a lot of levels.Ā
my little sister (teenager), in order to not be held hostage by my father's custody [because he's a selfish asshole and won't talk to her but won't give custody up so that her current step father can legally adopt her] decided to report his... lifestyle to police. his.. lifestyle has been... child pornography. of me, when i was younger. of my little sister, starting when she was around 4. and actual sexual assault of her starting at that age as well.
i don't care about me. but i will say my little sister is still a teenager, and she has had to now go into detail repeatedly to many people about what her own father did to her.. she said she had to go get.. pictures taken of the affected areas so that they could see if there was scarring... and when the police finally got to him, investigated more about what he's been doing over the years, they found enough to offer a PLEA DEAL of FORTY YEARS IN PRISON.
All because she wanted my dad to let her go. he hasnāt called her in almost 8 years, and part of his custody deal was she could move states away but she HAD to call him every holiday and his birthday, etc. he didnāt answer, and never called back. and when she asked him to give up custody, he said the only way he would is to get 100% of his child support that heās paid over the years paid back to him all in one lump sum. WHAT. A. SHITBAG.
i'm sick over the fact that i share blood with this man. i'm sick that he's done this to her, and that she's had to relive it (and will have to again because.. he TURNED DOWN THE DEAL so now we have to go to trial). i'm... weirdly sick that he doesn't even have alcohol to use as an excuse for his actions because he has been sober for so long, and had (maybe?) started doing this afterward. fuck. maybe he did it before.
anyway. i'm not around here much anymore. but i just needed to share this. i've shared with some close friends, and i feel like i scare them away with shit like this. so here, internet strangers. you get to learn about my shitbag father. my poor sister having to go to trial over this (and i guess me too, but i honestly cannot fathom being her right now).
there, i dunno. end of post.
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for the first time in god knows how long.
a picture of a kid with a tree helping squirrels was marked as sensitive content and literally one post below was porn, unmarked.Ā
OKAY tumblr.
logging back off now.
oh hey guys
this is my longest running blog of all time
and i think iām going to have to delete all of it because some fuck in my life is destroying everything.
damn.
Itās been a minute
since iāve posted something real on here.
Whelp, itās about to get real.
Tonight at 10pm my mother texted my sister and i tonight letting us know that our *brother* (OUR BROTHER) is out of prison, and is in the state, for the first time in 13 years. He has molested us both, and she knows this.
She texted us because she is about to let him stay in her house. not because she thought it was okay mind you. Because my step-father, the dude who ~*also*~ molested me as a child took pity on him and wanted a roof over his head,
I.
AM NOT.
OKAY.
WITH THIS.
I donāt know what to do here.
I am at a complete loss.
I got this news almost four hours ago and still havenāt been able to do much, and honestly, this is the first Iāve been able to write about it, because I know that no one pays attention to this anymore.
This is so fucking shitty.
Ordered a full body skeleton onesie (with a hood) for halloween so if youāre wondering what iām wearing anytime between now and new years eve, this is it.
Friends had the idea to dress up as Parks and Rec characters for Halloween.
Everyone: Ambrosia is obviously April.
How the fuck do you dress up as yourself for Halloween?
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less than a month til iām 30
and i still get people who legit donāt believe that iām 21 yet.
doinā it well.Ā
Hi! So what do you like about Horizon Zero Dawn? I've been on the fence about it this whole time, I just find it really hard to pay full price for games š
i love it. i played it for a good 90 hours or so, and had a blast. now i have a friend who is just playing it for the first time, and i keep asking him to let me come over so i can watch him play it for the first time all over again. itās a pretty fantastic game, and the controls are AMAZING. the story is also pretty great.Ā
In one month (well, July 2nd) I will be 30. I didn't think I would make it to 24 (due to lifestyle choices, early illnesses when younger, depression, etc.). 10 years ago today I was living in a 3 bedroom apartment with 11 people barely scraping by and walking three hours a day to get to and from work. 5 years ago today I was working to get my GED because I dropped out of high school and wanted to get my life back together. 2 years ago I had everything I counted on ripped out from underneath me and had to start over again, entirely. Today I'm doing very well on my own and letting people in my life on my own terms. Happy 30th, one month from now me :)
Did a hair thing. ā¤ļø
Ewok doesn't mint that I Zelda. As a matter of fact, she's pretty obsessed with it.
Another little nook I've made for myself. It's nice having space of my own. I don't want to take it for granted.
I like my kitchen. The other side near the window is being set up to hold as many plants as possible. That's a WIP.