Lamentas Mian Koro

So my heart laments

[lamentasmiankoro]

Teases her. When she does something silly, he’ll tease her right back. Because it’s kind of cute when she gets worked up over minor stuff.

[lamentasmiankoro]

Hugs her. You’re watching a movie and you want to get comfortable. So you’ll stretch out your legs (on a foot rest), inch closer, and wrap your arms around her. She’ll then shuffle in your arms and rest her head on your shoulder.

[lamentasmiankoro]

Cuddles her. At 5:00 am, when you’re half asleep, you’ll roll over to her side of the bed, put your arms around her and pull her close. And for her, that’s the best feeling ever. Every girl will agree.

[lamentasmiankoro]

Texts “I miss you.” And wait for her to respond, “I miss you too.”

[lamentasmiankoro]

Plays around. You’re going on the road to grab some dinner, and you ask “Babes, would you like anything?” and she responds “No, I just had something to eat.” But when you get back home, and begin to devour your meal she uninvitingly takes a bite. And, then, she looks at you with that sheepish smirk on her face. So, you pretend to be pissed.

[lamentasmiankoro]

Texts her throughout the day. You just met your boo and you have a good feeling, like, a really good feeling. You can’t stop thinking about her. You’ll text her while you’re in class, you’ll text her while you’re in a meeting, you’ll text her while you’re crossing the road. BEEP BEEP!

[lamentasmiankoro]

God will surprise you. In the moments you cry to Him, praying that He’ll rescue you from your hardships, He’ll work quietly, changing the tides in ways unseen. He’ll help you in ways you may not fully understand until you’re healed, guiding you in a direction that will eventually improve your life. And one day, you’ll see your life tangibly change, realizing that every tear, heartbreak, and prayer led up to this moment with God’s divine timing. You may not see His work, but when you discover it, you’ll feel purely, giddily happy—a moment you’ll cherish forever.

[lamentasmiankoro]

God will wait for you to heal. He sees your deep pain, the scars you bear and the wounds you bind. He sees the heartache, the trauma, the despair that you can never seem to leave behind. But He also sees you moving forward, letting go of the ones who mistreated you, taming your anxieties, becoming more resilient day by day. And one day, when your mind is clearer and your heart is open, He’ll place undeniable opportunity and lasting love in your path because He knows you’ve taken the journey to healing.

[lamentasmiankoro]

You wonder when life will look up for you, when you’ll step into the light and begin achieving your dreams. You wish you didn’t feel like you were falling so far behind in life and love, laboring away at an unfulfilling job, waiting for someone special to sweep you off your feet. But as you pray for new beginnings, remember that God has perfect timing.

[lamentasmiankoro]

if you are in love with someone who cannot love you back at the moment, please understand that this is not a reflection of your goodness, this is not a reflection of your worth.

[lamentasmiankoro]

If you’re lucky enough to find one never let her go, because once she begins walking away, you’ve lost her forever. The moment she has stopped trying is when you know you’ve lost her.

[lamentasmiankoro]

And she’s convinced herself your love is worth this madness, your love is worth this chaos. But with each day that passes, she’s starting to doubt if it truly is.

[lamentasmiankoro]

She wants more. She needs more. She’s undeservingly being dragged along, while trying to find anything worth holding on to. She’s trying not to lose herself while still holding on to you.

[lamentasmiankoro]

She cannot understand why she hasn’t received the love she wholeheartedly deserves.

[lamentasmiankoro]

She tells you by the way she keeps you at a distance, never letting you get too close, only loving you from afar. She hides behind a smile, holding back the waterfalls that have accumulated behind the creases of her eyelids.

[lamentasmiankoro]

She’s exhausted; tired of trying with people who don’t care. Tired of constantly being turned down and disappointed. Tired of putting her heart in the wrong, undeserving hands.

[lamentasmiankoro]

I should start to not choose you.