— if rescuing you is a sin, i'll gladly become a sinner.

nico // 20s // they/them

[lamentofthefallen]

💜— nico / star / ren !!

🖤— 26 yrs old

💜— they/them bi dyke

🖤— hi3 raiden mei supremacy, but i love raiden across every universe (selective sharing for all)

💜— the homura akemi & sua kinnie of all time

🖤— no interest list fuck around & find out

— (byf + boundaries under cut)

BEFORE YOU FOLLOW;;

-get away from me if you are: a bigot of any kind (lgbtphobe, rightwinger, z1onist, racist, radfem [including terfs, swerfs, tirfs/trfs etc], & such); pro/neutral-contact para; anti-kink or against dead dove fiction (including self-proclaimed dead dove enjoyers who think “kinky/romanticized/whatever-the-fuckized” depictions of transgressive themes are somehow more immoral); or a minor.

-also go away you think it’s ok to police people over their identities + mental health or accuse them of being “trenders” (e.g. anti-self dx, anti-endo, transmed, exclusionist, against “contradictory” identities) or believe some forms of bigotry is “not that serious” (& by that i mean stuff like biphobia, aphobia, butchphobia, anti-transmasculinity & so on)

-while i barely post about my yumeships on main, i don’t feel comfortable with yumes who are hyperaggressive abt nonsharing; especially if you’re the kind to start drama / vague / unfriend people over it

-i hc some of the hoyoverse girls as bi/pan, please leave if you take issue with this. i also do not see playersexual characters as canon mspec rep, period.

-if you’re an oomfie feel free to ask if you need something tagged

-please hardblock if you break mutuals on here + any of my sideblogs!

-idk what else to add. enjoy your stay & look at my wife

(updated: 28/1/2026)

[hpminecraft]

heart

thats where i want to settle down for good

[coyoteroadkill]

ive said this before but it was on my old blog so I'm saying it again

dehumanizing abusers is not effective at doing anything other than make people think they're ontologically incapable of violence

[ajunicetryagain]

it's also creating a class of people who you can abuse while telling yourself that you're Good and Moral and Not an Abuser.

[kyraneko]

if you dehumanize the caught abusers then the uncaught abusers will use their humanity as proof of innocence

if you dehumanize the hypothetical abusers you create incentives for false accusations as a means of dehumanization whenever dehumanization is desired for other reasons

[soapy4stinky]

Facade collapsing

[beardedmrbean]

[youngalientype]

[queerbuwan]

So. Fucking. Wholesome.

[mylifeinwindows]

[crepes--suzzettes]

happy pride month!

[staticstamps]

Hii!! Can I request Pops Maellard stamps? If that's OK? Thank you!!! You're stamps are awesome

Pops Maellard Stamps

ty for the compliment !! i really appreciate it ^_^

[lumiestia]

ughhh mizi the woman that you are....

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

It's always "stop harming yourself or we'll have to lock you up!!!" and never "what do you need to change to want to harm yourself less and how can we help you make some of these changes?" and that's why we're not getting anywhere

[gentlewordsdaily]

There is a very specific kind of sadness in realizing your parents loved you, and still did not always know how to meet your emotional needs.

Because it is confusing. It would almost feel easier if there was no love there at all. But sometimes there was love. In the way they tried to protect you. In the sacrifices they made. In the ways they worried about you, cared for you, wanted a good life for you.

And at the same time, there were still things missing.

Maybe comfort did not come in the way you needed it to. Maybe your feelings were not always understood, or noticed, or handled gently. Maybe you learned to keep certain parts of yourself quiet because it felt easier than trying to explain them.

That kind of hurt is difficult because it does not always come from cruelty. Sometimes it comes from people who loved you deeply, but did not know how to emotionally connect in the ways you needed. People carrying their own wounds, limitations, fears, or ways of surviving.

And you are allowed to acknowledge both truths at once.

You are allowed to recognize their love and still grieve what you needed but did not receive. Those things do not cancel each other out.

Forgiveness, for a lot of people, is not pretending nothing hurt you. It is slowly accepting that someone can love you and still fall short of understanding you completely.

That does not make your pain dramatic. It does not make them monsters either. Sometimes it just means everyone was trying with the emotional tools they had, and some of those tools were not enough.

And I think many people quietly carry guilt for still feeling hurt by parents they know tried their best. But being loved imperfectly can still leave wounds. It makes sense that it affected you.

At the same time, you do not have to stay trapped only in anger forever either. Sometimes healing looks like understanding that your parents were human before they were parents. People shaped by their own experiences, their own upbringing, their own emotional gaps.

That understanding does not erase your feelings. It just softens the sharp edges around them a little.

You deserved emotional safety. You deserved gentleness. You deserved to feel understood, comforted, and emotionally close to the people raising you.

And if they could not fully give that to you, it is okay to mourn it.

But I hope you also know this: the love you needed is still something you can experience in your life. Through other people. Through chosen family. Through the way you learn to treat yourself now.

The story does not end at what you did or did not receive growing up.

You are still allowed softness after all of it 🤍

[chaneko-p]

suaaa :DDDD

i haven't done any alien stage fanart in a while, but i'm insanely happy with how this turned out :3

ngl the colouring scared me (/pos, i was scared by how well i did :))

[torniqet]

king of synthos

[thesunxlx]

Coming out (2026)

read about this illustration shop + commission enquiries + snail mail + more

[no-orange-please]

My God, my universe

[yes-i-am-a-human-being-399]

[xestria]

totally normal rebel Till