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Sunny sits up to take the bottle with a small smile of silent thanks, placing the pill in her mouth as she unscrews the cap and promptly swallows the sedative. She takes another small sip of water, not wanting to leave Lamisi without, and places it on the nightstand before returning the back of her head to the duvet. “Half an hour,” she murmurs to herself, glancing at her watch before letting her arm flop down at her side. A yawn follows, tired regardless of the chemical aid. The mattress shifts slightly under her friend’s weight as she’s joined atop the bed. She has to lift her chin to look at Lamisi when her tone changes, the mention of Ibrahim having had an unexpected result. She doesn’t question it aloud, instead allowing the weight of her gaze to swim with pressing curiosity that she likely wouldn’t drop.
Current concerns provide a brief distraction, however. “Would that be a bad thing?” she asks, genuine in her questioning. “I–” she cuts herself off with a small laugh before admitting, “I’ve spent so much of my life working towards time travel with one very specific goal and… now that it’s looking increasingly impossible to achieve it, I feel sort of free.” That is what makes her feel guilty. Not the thought of having trapped the entire team here but the fact that the idea of saving her sister was slipping through her fingers more readily than she’d anticipated. Her gaze fixes on the ceiling as she considers the additional source of Lamisi’s very-specifically-boy troubles. “You kissed him because you wanted the creep to piss off– or you kissed him because it was a good opportunity to do it after wanting to for ages?” Sunny’s fingertip traces a mindless pattern over the covers as she speaks, still studying the cracks in the paint above their heads. “Did he kiss you back?”
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A resounding yes is what Lamisi wants to respond with. Of course, being stranded in an abandoned 1980s London for the rest of their lives would be a bad thing. Being pulled sporadically into other dimensions or timeframes would be just as bad; she couldn’t imagine finally getting her footing in whatever reality they’d been dropped into, only to be plucked away just as quickly. But she senses Sunny is confiding in her, and so she lets Sunny muse aloud uninterrupted. Free. Lamisi thinks again to the last conversation they’d had together in the Savoy lobby, Sunny with dilated pupils and smelling faintly of battery acid, very seriously hinting at the very goal she mentions now. “Interesting. I would think it would be...upsetting more than freeing, not being able to accomplish something.” She looks over at Sunny. “But I could understand it, even if I can’t relate. People like us - we ruminate over our goals. Think them to death, imagine the variables it takes to make it all happen for us the way we want to. Then something like this happens, and it makes the entire set null regardless of the variables.” A groan leaves her lips. “I’ve been listening to coding talk for too long.”
Sunny’s next questions threaten to trigger a tension headache. She’s played over the moment in her mind dozens of times since like a wordless feature film; it’s easy to recall that Ibrahim had been more stunned than anything else. “Both,” she admits with a sigh. There’s no use in lying to Sunny, even if Lamisi wanted to. “If I were to guess, both. It wasn’t exactly a conscious decision. I wouldn’t say he kissed me back, exactly, but he didn’t not kiss me back either. He was...surprised, I think. Which was a bit of the goal at the time, because...well, you’ve seen Ibrahim angry. We weren’t meant to be making a scene, and I knew it would de-escalate things quickly, so...” she trails off, and she isn’t sure why, but the lump in her throat suddenly makes an appearance.









