Needless to say my family has gotten worse since the election.
I have a large extended family, theyโre all withing a few miles of me, and theyโre all white supremacists. One is a full-blown Nazi. Needless to say that, and my whole wanting to convert to Judaism thing, kinda creates some tension.
Itโs like the walls are closing in. I have no money, no support, and no way out. Iโm dreading a second lock down.
This is going to end with me either killing myself or becoming homeless.
Iโm waiting to hear back from Social Security, but thatโs probably not going to lead to anything. My parents will take half of any money I get, anyway, just like they were doing when I was still working.
But, hey, Iโll probably be dead from covid soon because my family are deniers.
Thatโs something to look forward to, I guess.














