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feeling so well i dont need venting no more anymore forever well!!!!

something

i, um, i find it cute when animals make cute faces in the wild ^^'

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i got to pick up a few birds not too long ago, er, i think that was fun ^^

its unsettling; feeling like no matter what you do, you'll never feel comfortable with yourself.

i have a friend that got used to his body and learned to properly see himself as male without fail, even without presenting "masc" in any way. sort of, um, like, the ultimate femboy, Faha XD

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i dont want to have to do that.

right??

likeee

sure, i COULD just not care about passing but all of the stuff ive always wanted to do kinda needs me to look a certain way, Faha XD

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woaw, it would be so much easier if i was just, born as the other 50% of the population, but, um, isnt that too convenient and easy to say? i feel as though i should, like, rebel in having this obstacle, right???

i just hate it, Faha X> i hate it so much

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i dont like going outside. it makes me want to not be me XD

^^'

...i, er, wasnt really planning on having this post be so long after my last one... i just, haven't been really in the mood, i guess, Faha X>

...its just that i get like this sometimes, when its late at night. i talk all dramatic and sad, its silly, isnt it, Fahaha XD

this whole situation is silly.

#:P

oh, um, here's some art i made earlier, as well ^^'

this is Daytona, an OC of mine ^^

She's studious and a rolemodel, she could never hurt a fly :P

She's sort of protected by her brother, due to her being so genrally vulnerable.

Her left ear doesnt quite lift all the way and so is half-mast most of the time.

She has a notebook where she tries to write about her life. she forgets a lot, but she's doing her best.

it might be fun, to, um, try something here.

...Fahah XD it's a bit hard to really know where to begin, but, um, i trust i may end up with something interesting if i keep writing X>

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There's sometimes that i wonder, um, if it was intentional, this... but i dont know what answer I'd like for that

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gosh, this was so much more interesting in my head. blah

id like to just say random-ish stuff and pretend i know what i mean, but i get it doesnt really, um, work like that Faha X>

(and i wonder if im making an impression :OO perhaps I'm so bad at writing that nobody will interact with this stuff, because, um, i plan on making a lot ^^'

#im #hello #im lanna #i like reindeer #do you like reindeer?#^^'

i could likely eat a human if i had to survive

new moment starting at 12

#stay tuned #event #mass tragedy

for the last few months, not knowing 100 gecs was a band, ive been saying "100 gecs" whenever i meant to say "lmao", "lol" and "lmfao" as a direct result of me misunderstanding this tweet.

my friends knew the band so they didnt have this misconception. and still they just kinda rolled with it??? like imagine something like your friend seemingly randomly saying the beatles, sometimes in all caps in the middle of their messages HELPP

i also thought the amount of "gecs" would change depending on how funny something was, so for example just sort of saying lol at the end of a message would be translated to about 20 gecs. a standard lmao would be about 60 gecs, and a proper LMFAOO was 100 gecs. i had a whole system

#HELP #bruhh #embarassing #100 gecs #lmfao #lol #lmao #rea

couple years ago i saw an image of a breaking bad iceberg and i dont remember much but i do strongly recall an entry in the bottom layer saying "walter is a werewolf" and it cracks me up every time i remember it

#breaking bad #iceberg #breaking bad iceberg #waltuh #werewolf #walter white #heisenberg #grrrr