i got fucking got during school i ' m going to kill myself . i am trying to get my blog back but i ' m not very hopeful about it . so i ' ll be on this blog for now ( hopefully not long because i REALLY FUCKING HOPE that they revive my blog tmr or something . )
i was @/jirailen aaaaauahfhfygsjjchdrfhfgh i lost the best user i ' ve ever had i ' m so mad
mutuals i remember .. i am so so sorry if i forgot anyone i was following 60 people so it ' s hard for me to remember everyone i was mutuals with ...
@wateraroows @infestedcarcass @dollwithabladee @cut-up-pwushie @nyancvt @rxttenheartt @puribwun @needyamechan @hatsunemikusdiary @v4l3ntin3s-d4y @jiraimitsu @angelic-dollz @jirainoutsu and mutuals i cannot tag : @/yuk1taa , @/flowerbornofdarkness @/pastries-n-poems @/melancholicmochii , @/fuyuluvx , and probably more ..
i ' m so unbelievably pissed still oh my god . i ' m a real jirai now though !!1!1! wowww my first time being got how fun . ( i ' m losing my fucking mind still . IT WAS OVER ONE GODDAMN POST I MADE I WAS SPIRALLING TUMBLR AND I HAVE MUCH WORSE POSTS YOU COULD ' VE GOT ME FOR WHY THAT ONE ?????? )
cough anyway no theme nor font currently i ' m too tired for it rn ( unfortunately i can ' t deal w a theme or font rn i ' m in such a bad mood / state over this . )
written 6 hours ago and posting just now at 22 : 37 ( 10 : 37 pm ) posting now bc um . anxiety was so incredibly bad i couldn ' t post it without thinking of dying , but i ' m less uhh fucked now so .