intwc always , i ' m a lifestyle jirai ( obviously ) so expect a lot of freak outs && shit , i struggle with interacting with people so i may not always respond / interact , i have a very very unhealthy attachment to len he is extremely important to me and any type of hate or criticism towards him feels like a personal attack to me , please please please use tone tags if you ' re joking or rlly anything i cannot pick up tone whatsoever and will not realise you are joking and will take it seriously , i struggle with reading ( stupid illiterate fish ) , frequent severe mood swings , i lack empathy and sympathy .
tone tags are very appreciated and preferred when speaking to me , i can ' t pick up tone in text or really at all and take everything very literal and at face value . i don ' t know when people are sarcastic / joking or are serious .
i use non - human terms on myself and i prefer for people to do so as well . i am not human and feel uncomfortable ( and honestly despise ) being referred to as human .
i also use plural pronouns at times , we aren ' t plural though , at least not that we know of .. though i don ' t feel alone in my body . idk .
dni ー
doubles of myself ( unless i interact first ) , people with themes of my fictionkins especially len , other than that i don ' t have one , respect your own .
doubles dni unless i do first .,,,, i ' m very attached to my ids and genuinely believe i am them .
i am extremely attracted to freminet as a character and even more so as an irl / fictionkin . i genuinely believe i am him irl and that affects how i am and such . i see arlecchino as a father figure and i am very dependent on her . and i see lyney and lynette as my siblings .
other names i go back and forth with but feel free to call me these !
freminet , shadow milk , deceit , fount , truthless , phantom , church , illness , host , priest , synthetic , necrosis , necromancy , asylum , prince , recluse , any angel number . and other ids idc .
i have no preference except with len i prefer that over anything .
tagging system ー
あ 一 leaning closer to your pain „„ : every post i make
あ 一 one ' s who watch from the sekai „„ : asks
あ 一 r „„ : my twin , who i ' m very mildly obsessed with
woah anons ?!? ( they like never talk now kills mmyself )
あ 一 🐾 anon „„
あ 一 🦴 anon „„
あ 一 cashew anon „„
i like mafu6 len if you couldn ' t tell by my tags and url . smile .
i can ' t add another image soo go here for silentdvotion fan userbar ^_^
UR KDIDDINF I LOVE CHOCOLATE FROSTING i’m a chocolate frosting defender cuz i hate everything else chocolate how could you ,, vanilla is nasty
I ' M NOTTT I HIGHKEY HATE IT IT TASTES LIEK FUCKING GIBBERISH BRO !!!!!! i hate chocolate everything , chocolate worst flavour . truth . ( lie there ' s way worse ones . ( mint . )) WWOOAAHHHHH BUDDY !!!!!!! VANILLA IS THE BEST OK ?(!? vanilla way better than whatever the fuck is going on w thr flavour of chocolate it ' s some absolute gibberish bro I SWEARR
NO NO NOO DON ' T PUT THEM TOGETHER STOP !!! 😭😭😭 mint is evil . I AMMM !!!! 100% GIBBERISH OK BUT vanilla IS NOTTT !!!!! a nothing burger flavour it ' s dewisious ok . i think YOU ' RE the one lying here .
UR KDIDDINF I LOVE CHOCOLATE FROSTING i’m a chocolate frosting defender cuz i hate everything else chocolate how could you ,, vanilla is nasty
I ' M NOTTT I HIGHKEY HATE IT IT TASTES LIEK FUCKING GIBBERISH BRO !!!!!! i hate chocolate everything , chocolate worst flavour . truth . ( lie there ' s way worse ones . ( mint . )) WWOOAAHHHHH BUDDY !!!!!!! VANILLA IS THE BEST OK ?(!? vanilla way better than whatever the fuck is going on w thr flavour of chocolate it ' s some absolute gibberish bro I SWEARR
I smell so bad!! *doesn’t take a bath*
My teeth hurt!! *doesn’t brush them*
My hair has gotten so bad again!! *doesn’t brush it*
I’m hungry!! *doesn’t eat*
I’m not hungry!! *eats something*
My blog isn’t getting enough attention!! *doesn’t post*
My friends aren’t talking to me!! *doesn’t message first*
I’m gonna kill myself!! *still doesn’t*
I’m so tired!! *doesn’t sleep*
I don’t wanna sleep!! *sleeps anyway*
Not all my problems are my fault but most of them are..
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i wanna be a mentally ill vtuber but instead of being a grifter or a racist i just tweak the fuck out and get sent to the mental hospital every month. i also want people to buy me things including disc nitro but thats not the point
uaghjs i want people to think that im hot for being mentally ill... like i know im supposed to hate that and thats its kinda destructive to want a man that'll on enable me but i can't help ittt shjfgjah but the alternative is someone who thinks that they can fix me or save me and i don't want that. i want someone whos just chill with me crashing out on them
someone wants .. dividers .. from me ??!,!: guys i ' m scared what if they suck and they kill me I ' M GONNA FLOPP AAAAAHHHFMDMD you can do this len it ' s okay you ' ll cook NO I WON ' TTTTT I ' M GONNA DIEEE