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〝 a crimson cherry on top... yes, perfect! 〞 landmine/vent blog, please don't report. content warnings for sh/suicidal ideation

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᪗꒰ྀི 𓏼ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ꒱ྀི◞ amourine (or cherise), hy/hymn + it/its. ext

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nvm adrenaline rush 🤑 20 cvts

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im losing my edge. all i can do is cat scratches and two mini styros because of pain

[dollyseal]

the intense desire to be sexualized in order to feel secure in a relationship vs lashing out because I feel like I’m only wanted for my body

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wtf did they get ranya again @slitstay

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ok i know i post "i'm gonna kill myself" every day but i think about it like 300 times daily so really it could be worse

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redownloading crk to see my wife #mywife

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i should kill myself now

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i dont know. theres no real, concrete part of me

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how it feels looking for a new layout but not being a hoyoverse fan

[pompommii]

if i dont recover from this im a loser, if i do recover then im also a loser because then i was actually just an attention seeker and i was actually just making it all up and i was never doing bad, just lying to everyone

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what's a bit of temporary pain if it makes me pretty?

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[misses one dose] I need to kill myself now

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relapsed 😃

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[misses one dose] I need to kill myself now

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did my moot get termed again :( @slitpost

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i have no opinions. im nothing

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waughh i wanna retheme... but at least i found nail glue at marshall's today so i put half of my new press-ons on! when i finish the other half tmrw i'll post pics

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wtf 2 of my nails already came off fml