Shattered Sun

@landongreyson

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megaloxrobin:

For the past month, I’ve been looking for a new job. Maybe something that actually deals with passions I have.

What are you passionate about?

kiran-dhawan:

Depends on whether or not I’m holding a cup of tea at the time.

Ah… yeah, handsome. Do they think you stole some model’s Instagram photos? Perhaps those people should try their luck, see what happens. Most of the bots I see are women.

That’s intense and I should add proper type of rage. Does it go down at tea time?

That’s it. They think I must be some basement dweller who tries to trick them into a date by pretending to be,well, me.

Lulu -> Landon

Lulu: He's a cheap date... No need for more than one twenty. Just flash a little cleavage and you're in.

Lulu: Now... we'll see, I guess. Nathan and I have always lived a bit like a couple without actually being one. I think... I don't know. We're probably going to be fumbling our way through this a bit. Just while we figure out what we're doing with each other.

Lulu: I was sure that door was closed with him. I really was, but I think this is the right choice right now.

Landon: He and I are one in the same. Don't need much to keep me happy on a date.

Landon: Sounds to me there's no rush to figure things out and to just go about how things are except you know there's shared feelings and there isn't someone else in the picture. Right? I think I followed what you shared.

Private || SLandon

sarahangela:

Where?

In my jeep by your mailbox on the road.

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sarahangela:

You don’t have to do that, Landon. But you’re kind to want to do it.

I don’t but I’m here. I’ll leave it up to you if you want to meet me or not. I’ll head out after fifteen minutes if I don’t see you.

Private || SLandon

sarahangela:

He knows I’m in this trying to give it a shot for Grace’s sake and that i do care about him. He doesn’t know that I still have feelings for you. He’s … he’s jealous of you. Which I tell him upsets me because I’m with him. But maybe it just upsets me because he has a right to be jealous and suspicious of me.

I’m so sorry. I’m so awful. I love my Grace and care so much about you, but it would probably be better if I never came to Havenoaks. It really would have.

There are moments which come up in life where it’s easier to think of the alternatives and how things could have played out for the better but look at Grace and how beautiful she is. You have a perfect little girl who you may not have had if you didn’t come to this town.

Are you able to step away for ten minutes? I want to see you. Not for long. Only long enough to hold you and reassure you you’re not awful.

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sarahangela:

It’s too early to tell something like that. Grace came at a time in my life where my heart was confused, where I cared about you both very much. But now because Grace’s father is Elijah, I need to see if my feelings will develop into something more. If they don’t, no I wouldn’t marry him. That wouldn’t be fair to him or me or even Grace.

I shouldn’t be telling you all of this. It’s selfish and I’m sorry.

I can’t say what you should or shouldn’t tell me but I won’t stop you or think any different about your thoughts. I will encourage for you to not feel selfish about your feelings. They are your own and they are genuine. It isn’t as if you set out to say or do anything to hurt people.

Are you up front with Eli about how you feel?

Private || SLandon

sarahangela:

It’s … it’s important for Grace. I care about Elijah deeply and I’ll always be connected to him now. If there’s a chance it can work with us and I can give her a happy home that has both her mom and dad in it, then I need to do that, no matter if … if my heart is slightly leaning towards another way.

Grace is very fortunate to have a mother who will set aside what her heart wants to guarantee a good upbringing. Do you feel this is something you can do for the long run? Meaning if Eli brings up marriage or even proposes is that a step you’ll take?

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sarahangela:

I like you in my hair. If there’s ever a time I need it to just be the three of us, I don’t have a problem telling you that because I know you’ll understand.

Always. I never been one for third wheeling though I guess that’s what we had going on for so long it feels close to second nature. The only reason I catch myself now is because I know you and Eli are trying to make it work and...that’s important for the both of you.

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sarahangela:

Landon, just because I care about my daughter and her father doesn’t mean I care about you less suddenly. You’re family to me. I want to be there for you the way you’ve always been there for me.

I know you don’t care less, Sarah. I didn’t intend for what I said to come across as that. It’s nice to know you see me as family because you’re mine, too. Just don’t want to be that guy you can’t get out of your hair because he won’t stop drinking milk from the carton or interrupting yours and Eli’s privacy. I know he isn’t a fan of mine so that’s another reason I give space.

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sarahangela:

That broke my heart, that you don’t feel like you have someone that can do for your what you do for so many others.

The person I turned to doesn’t have the energy and you’ve got Eli and Grace. I don’t want to take too much time away from them.

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collinhgreyson:

Eh, we’ll see.

Dude, how old was she? It’s the sex - it has to be. Nothing else makes sense.

21! I thought she must’ve been at least 25. When I asked if she wanted a glass of wine she went on about how her 21st birthday was last month. I nearly backed up against the wall and hoped I blended in with the wall so she wouldn’t notice me anymore.

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sarahangela:

Well that is all due to your hard work and the way you draw people in with your warmth and light :)

It’s a good thing people have me around during these winter months because it’s damn bleak without that warmth. Too bad I can’t turn it onto myself. People see you talk to yourself in the mirror and they’ll think you’ve got some issues.

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collinhgreyson:

Which is sad, honestly. I’d try it, but I think I’d just fail and fall flat on my face. Especially if heels were involved.

Uh…. A little, but I mean I don’t see anything wrong with it so long as she’s not super creepy on the date. When’s this thing happening?

You think that but watch you be a natural.

It happened on Tuesday. She wasn’t creepy. Young however, yes. Very young. I felt such an old man next to her. I don’t know how these wealthy men marry women who are years AND years younger than them.

[PM from the better looking Greyson] I'm throwing a dinner at my place tomorrow with some friends. Will love to have you there if you're free.

PM: I’ll be there. Need me to bring anything?

PM: That beer you like. I can’t remember the name or how the bottles look like. It was good. If you want to bring a date you can.

Private || SLandon

sarahangela:

We are, and bringing our appetites!

Good thing because I plan to cook enough to feed a small army!

The softball shirts are officially ordered and my staff couldn’t be happier. If I’d known this was what they wanted I would have put a team together long before.

Huh. Got to thinking just now about that. Close to 2 years ago was when I contemplated selling this place and now we’re in a spot I didn’t anticipate. Life’s funny like that.

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sarahangela:

I wish sometimes that

Well, you know you’re always welcome at my home.

You’re home is practically my third one. Got mine, the dealership and yours. But don’t worry about me, beautiful. It was a low night but I’m back to my usual self now.

Are the three of you coming over tomorrow?

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