Depressed

SW: 62kg    CW: 54,6kg      GW: 55kg     UGW: 50kg

[wildestlovers]

[skinnymilflol]

uh so were dating now lol. so now i can focus on him instead of food. gunna be “forgetting” to eat lol

[the-original-supermodels]

Amica Italia (1998) Renata Maciel dos Santos

[yasyaskovsk]

[excorpiano]

[yakhult]

by louisegrdd

[be-artistic-deactivated20230306]

[labella-instagram]

@emilyoberg

[passion]

started from the bottom and i was somehow able to get lower

[lapetitepoussin]

so split between wanting to be skinny and wanting to have an ass

[xoxoskinnysecret]

When I first accepted I had an ed I was at the grocery store. I was just minding my own business and I strolled passed the bread/pastry aisle. Before I knew it I was crying. Suddenly I was overwhelmed, anxious, angry, and sad. There I was, on aisle 8 just crying, and I couldn’t control it. What the fuck was wrong with me? Why not just buy the stupid pastries? But I couldn’t. I took a deep breath, left my cart sitting in the middle of the aisle with all of my groceries in it, and I left. And now it’s just like this. I always feel like this around food. And I can’t turn it off. Food doesn’t make me happy anymore. It just makes me upset. Even though I want it, I can’t let myself enjoy it. And all of us with this problem tell ourselves that we’re the ones in control - that turning down these foods makes us feel powerful. Sometimes it even does feel that way. But really, we’re not in control - we’re sick. And that’s how the story goes.

[road-to-80lbs-deactivated202001]

Just me? Yeah, Okay.

Does anyone else just wanna say “fuck it I’ll be fat” and let yourself binge your life away but you also want to be skinny and underweight but you also just wanna be normal but you can’t and you just wanna get out of this horrible hole but you can’t and that makes you emotional so you wanna binge but you can’t binge because you’ll get fat? No? Okay.

[lapetitepoussin]

yaaaas

just hit my gw and watch me hit my ugw

unless i’ll recover which i’m not or whatever who cares

[goingthinner]

yeet yeet I don’t deserve to eat

[failing-at-life-40kg]

I hate holidays. Everyone comments on my weight and makes me eat. I went from eating once a day to constantly eating. I am so fat and everyone just makes me eat even more.

[awkwarddandelion23]

please don’t touch me, because i’m too afraid that i’ll only disgust you. 

please don’t look at me, because this body isn’t who i am inside.

please don’t get close to me, because i don’t want you to worry about me.

[sweetbirdwonderland]

When did I stop being excited for Christmas? When did I stop eating whatever I want to, without feeling guilty? When did I stop being happy and careless? When did I stop doing sport just for the fun of it and not to lose weight? What happened?