☆ Lapis ☆

Lapis | yumeshipper/self-shipper and an artist | 20-years old | neurodivergent azurenby, biflux, aroaceflux | Croatian 🇭🇷 | she/they | http://efka0909.carrd.co/ and https://lapislazulite.straw.page/

[lapis-lazuli404]

✰ Hello and welcome to my page!!

My name is Lapis, but you can call me Ev, Emerald, Sapphire, or Onyx

About me!!

✰ I’m an autistic 20-year-old (September 9) from Croatia who reblogs and posts some stuff, such as posting art (I use MS Paint, Firealpaca, and Ibis Paint for art) and shitposts

I speak English, Croatian (my native language) and sometimes Italian

I’m transmasc, azurenby, biflux, and aroaceflux.

Pronouns: she/they

DNI (Do Not Interact) list:

MAPs and NOMAPS

people who disrespect people's opinions or force people to change their opinions

Proshippers 🌈🍖 (shipping problematic ships; such as shipping an adult and a minor, incest, and even toxic/abusive relationships)

Comshippers🌸🌙 (ship complicated ships)

Darkshippers 🎱🎀 (it's in the problematic shipping category like proshipper and comshipper)

Radqueers🌈🍓 (identity that supports trans- label that isn't transgender)

People who hate the LGBTQ+ community

Racists

Ableists

Homophobes and Transphobes

Neopronoun haters

Misogynists and misandrists

Doubles (People who have my non-sharing F/O(s) as their F/O)

Zionists/Pro-Israel

AI/Bot accounts

TCC (True Crime Community)

Anti-yumeshippers/Anti-selfshippers (basically people who hate yumeshippers/selfshippers)

Scammers

AI fans (people who like AI-generated content)

If you yume or selfship with a problematic character (racist, s3x1st, etc.)

R.PF yumes (R.eal people fiction (people who yume with real people))

REMINDER:

This contains yumeships because I'm a yumeshipper/self-shipper; that's why some of my posts and reblogs are related to yumeships or blogs that are hashtagged with icons of my F/O(s). I sometimes use tone tags or tone indicators.

My main and romantic F/O(s) are: Mel Greenrind (🍉⚓️) (Coconut Fred’s Fruit Salad island) (hyper non-sharing/voidsharing) (since 11.6.2025. (11th of June 2025), we married in December 25th 2025) -`𖹭´- Dahlia (🧿💋☁️) (Ena’s Dream BBQ) (non-sharing) (since 6.7.2025. (6th of July 2025))

Zeebad (❄️🔩➰) (The Magic Roundabout/Doogal) (non-sharing) (since 15.8.2025. (15th of August 2025)) -`𖹭´-

Tiffany Pears (Coconut Fred’s Fruit Salad island) (🎶🍐) ((non-sharing) (since 10.9.2025. (10th of September 2025))

F.lashman (M.egaman) (sharing) (since 28th of March 2026) -`𖹭´- (Just because I'm non-sharing doesn't mean that I don't like fans of my F/O(s). People who are fans of my non-sharing F/O(s) are allowed to interact with me)

My other romantic F/O(s) (I added dots so it doesn't clog up your search)

(People who have one or a few of my romantic F/O(s) as platonic, QPR or familial F/O(s) are allowed to interact) (-`𖹭´- means I actively make posts of my F/O(s) that I talk about)

B.arry B Benson (Bee Movie) (selective-sharing)

K.ingamajig (P.antsylvania) (mirror-sharing) (since 2020) -`𖹭´-

M.arky (Oggy and the Cockroaches) (selective-sharing)

T.he B.ig C.heese (🧀 👔) (N.ormal E.levator (non-sharing)

I.nk (Bin Weevils) (non-sharing)

S.wanky (P.et Alien) (non-sharing)

C.rescent (F.unny Pets) (non-sharing) (since 2020) -`𖹭´-

Shelly (The Eggs 2004) (non-sharing) (since 2020)

C.ommander S.mollet (Bulgarian Treasure Planet) (non-sharing)

A.deline (🚫💜) (Creepypasta Mii) (non-sharing)

G.utsman (Megaman) (non-sharing)

M.organite (🩷💎) (Lars of the Stars) (non-sharing)

J.uice (🛰️💛🌌) (17776) (selective-sharing)

The S.treamer/E.wan Conan (📺🩵>:]) (Content Warning game) (non-sharing)

Y.ouri (👩🏻‍🚀🌌) (Youri the Spaceman) (non-sharing)

H.ajime (Rhythm 'N' Face) (non-sharing)

W.ilf (🙎‍♂️💫) (Postman Pat the movie) (extremely selective sharing since October 25 2025) -`𖹭´-

D.evesto (DoD (Roblox game) (selective-sharing)

S.quim (Smiling Friends) (mirror-sharing)

S.ugar (Some Like It Hot) (non-sharing)

S.tanley The Half-Man Half-Camel (🧡🐪😊) (Cartoonmania/320 F.releng Avenue) (Mirror-sharing)

Bbli$zard (My Singing Monsters) (🔥🐉) (mirror-sharing) (since December 15 2025)

R.ude#2 (Rude Awakening) (💚💢) (mirror-sharing/sharing) -`𖹭´-

N.ibbles Maplestick (Zootopia 2) (mirror-sharing)

J.esús (plumed basilisk) (Zootopia 2) (mirror-sharing)

A.scetic (Ersatz) (👤🖤🤍🥖) (mirror-sharing)

M.arcus (Route 06) (mirror-sharing)

Y.AY-OK’s dad/Doombot/NO-OK/Daddybot (Rocket Monkeys (I don’t watch the show, I just have a crush on the robot’s daddy)) (hypersharing) (since 17th of February 2026)

Z.e Pepper (SWBG) (non-sharing) (since 2nd of March 2026)

C.aptain M.cmallard (C.artoonmania) (mirrorsharing)

G.enie (Virtual assistant on old computers) (mirror-sharing) (since 13th of March 2026, although I remember his existence before 2020)

Adrian (My OC) (non-sharing)

B.uck D.ouglas (F.ireman S.am A.lien Alert) (non-sharing) (since 25th of March 2026)

S.ykes (S.hark Tale) (mirror-sharing) (since 18th of March 2026)

B.arry (S.unshine B.arry and he disco worms) (selective-sharing) (since late March) -`𖹭´-

I.nspector S.un (I.nspector S.un and curse of a black widow) (selective-sharing) (since circa 2023 and again on the 29th of March 2026)

H.umbug (T.he P.hantom T.ollbooth) (non-sharing)

C.ab (P.inocchio 3000) (non-sharing) (since 5th of May 2026) (🤖💙🩶💛) -`𖹭´-

R.odo (P.inocchio 3000) (non-sharing) (since 9th of May 2026) (❤️💚🦔 ) -`𖹭´-

(Mirror-sharing for anyone who doesn't know means I share the same sharing status as you; for example, if you're sharing with the same F/O that I have, I am sharing as well. But if you're non-sharing to the same F/O that I have, I'm non-sharing as well.) (As for selective-sharing, I'm OK with doubles, mostly my mutuals/moots and I'm okay with people who are a fan of my F/O(s) that I'm selective-sharing with them, yet I have boundaries for some)

My Platonic F/O(s):

O.obja (🔵✨☁️) (Oobja) (sharing)

C.ar (Garn47) (selective-sharing)

W.ikipe-tan (Wikipedia) (sharing)

P.ioneer Ten (17776) (sharing)

A.didos (Rhythm 'N' Face) (sharing)

N.ickNack (Nich) (selective-sharing)

D.olly D.impley (S.miling Friends) (sharing)

Y.AY-OK (.Rocket Monkeys) (sharing)

S.imon C.owbell (PPTM) (sharing)

S.pencer (P3000) (sharing)

My Queerplatonic F/O(s):

K.ara Eklund (NEET Girl Date Night) (sharing)

G.uru Ant (Parappa 2) (sharing)

D.ylan (The Magic Roundabout) (sharing)

S.tar Man (M.ega Man) (sharing)

S.hade (M.ega Man) (sharing)

Pet F/O(s) (I think plants can be seen as pets)

Wattle (Happy world with happy people (^_^) (Roblox game)

Familial F/O(s) (F/O(s) that I see as a family member:

Bingo Cherry (🍒👖) (Coconut Fred’s Fruit Salad island) (cousin) (sharing)

Bunga Berry (🍓🌴) (Coconut Fred’s Fruit Salad island) (cousin) (sharing)

Dr Bartlett (🍐🦷) Coconut Fred’s Fruit Salad island) (step-brother) (selective-sharing)

Thomas (Happy world with happy people (^_^) (Roblox game) (he's my uncle) (sharing)

J.osh (PPTM) (he’s my son, despite him being adopted by Wilf and me) (selective-sharing)

My socials: Carrd:

Emerald's site

this is my site!!

Strawpage:

lapislazulite's strawpage

☆ Hashtag keys!!:

#my art - My artworks, mostly fanarts

#yumeship - my yumeship artworks and reblogs

#oc x canon - oc x canon art and posts

#other ships - my reblogs where I appreciate other people’s yumeships or self-ships

#lapis answers - me answering questions from the inbox/askbox

#lapis rambles - me rambling

#fankid and #fanchild - my posts that are dedicated to fanchildren #fankid au - alternative universe about my yumeships or ccxcc ships having kids

#my favorite art - collections of my favorite artworks made by awesome artists

#friend’s art - art made by my friends #incorrect quotes - just posts of quotes that remind me of ships (it can be ccxcc, s/ixcc, or ocxcc, it can also be platonic or familial)

[periware]

Meme collection

[tired-fandom-ndn]

Sometimes "rarepair" means "you are literally the only person who posts about this on tumblr dot com" and you have to learn to be okay with that.

[caesarsaladinn]

So much of what is “cringe” is just… earnest.

[argumate]

what if you made an honest expression of genuine human emotion and someone saw it!

[mizuthe-cat]

they should make a my friend that doesn’t have to go through ten william horrors every single day

[clarabosswald]

doctor who confidential 1.01 - "bringing back the doctor"

[curioscurio]

[curioscurio]

The next doctor who should be a dog (golden retriever) and hold his sonic screwdriver (it looks like a bone) in his mouth and he still goes on adventures in the tardis (all the buttons look like dog toys) and he wears a dumb collar that gives him an old fashioned robot voice so he can monologue about time and space and tragedy but he is also a dog so the cybermen would throw a ball and he would go after it

[curioscurio]

this is my vision

[llilobnuy]

Someone was annoying me by constantly reposting some tadc logo generator and quirky funnies so I decided to try it did I do it right

[reindeerp1g]

Of course the MF is also a lolicon artist

[staticbluue]

“People should pass a test before being allowed to have kids.” “Isn’t it scary how white people have this inborn capacity for evil?” “I’ll never pass because males and females have different skull shapes.” “Autistic people have a stronger sense of justice than anyone else.” “I don’t want AMABs in my space because they’re dangerous.” “You shouldn’t have access to hormones if you dress like THAT.” “Anyone who does something that awful isn’t human.” “Some people really shouldn’t be allowed to vote.”

This is eugenics. This is phrenology. THIS IS NAZI SHIT, YOU ARE A LEFTIST BUYING INTO NAZI SHIT. YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE TO NAZI SHIT.

[sachibugg]

oh, boy.

all i said to you was "please no Al 🤢” on a post where you used Gemini to justify Zutara. all anyone has said to you is to please stop using AI.

first of all, you should have tagged your posts as containing Al-generated content if you didn't want anti-Al people engaging with your posts.

second, AS A ZK MYSELF, it is abhorrent to use something like Al—which consumes our precious resources and is supported by placing data centers in minority communities so those communities suffer constant noise pollution, air pollution, and water pollution instead of the rich white people—to feel validated in your ship.

third, everything you have said here and in your other post can be found and justified and validated by engaging with the real people in your community. you don't need a chatbot scraping your friends' fanfics and posts for information to tell you what your friends fanfics and posts are saying!

fourth and finally, widespread Al usage is contributing to a decline in media literacy, and by encouraging and displaying this in our fandom, you are spreading that harm.

Al is, quite literally, designed to keep you hooked to its use by telling you what it "thinks" (recognizes as a pattern of) you want to hear. if you say, "i'm having a hard day," it will refer to scraped internet forums where people respond, "i'm so sorry <3 we're here for you" and respond likewise. if you then reply, "don't comfort me, i just want to be mad," it will say, “understandable. sitting with your feelings can be a good thing too" because it scraped that out of a psychologist's published article on sitting with anger as a means of beginning to cope. if you then say, “why would you say that? comfort me!” it will say, “you’re absolutely right”—not because it understands you or believes you to be right or wants to help you, but because its programming requires it to move so as to most effectively keep you engaged with it.

you have proven this yourself by stating that everything the AI is telling you is made up of “Facts [sic] not opinions.” no matter how much i agree with certain “facts” it has presented during your discourse, they are not “facts” in the traditional sense, as they are not confirmed beyond any and all doubt. you want to believe they are facts, and the AI is an authority to you because it seems to, a) know all, and b) tell you what you want to hear. you are allowing its programming to program yourself.

AI CANNOT FEEL. AI CANNOT THINK. AI CANNOT REASON.

it is so frustrating that you do not get why this fandom is (rightfully so) anti-Al, which is evident by your response to someone criticizing your use of it by relying, essentially, “I get that it's bad, but it tells me what I want to hear, so I like it." don't you hear yourself?

how can you treat this so casually?

how can you not read back your copy-pasted chat logs and see exactly how the Al is just regurgitating your sentiments? you were not at all neutral in this or the other chats, and it can read that better than you, and it’s using that against you.

while some of its interpretations sound like what people in our fandom have been saying for years, that is precisely because it stole those insights, can read between the lines to see the validation you are seeking, and spits them up accordingly.

please understand you can get better validation for your feelings from making and talking to friends!!

also, bit of a sidebar, it is fair to feel embarrassed over receiving criticism for a mistake, but reacting in this dismissive, disrespectful manner—saying “OHH NOOO OKAY GUYS YEAH YOU ALL HATE AI I GET IT” is not a good look in the least.

you appear arrogant and ignorant, more and more, each time you tell someone to "just stop engaging" when you are contributing to a worldwide evil stripping us and our friends of their rights to their own creations and simultaneously polluting our fandom space with ill-fitted regurgitations of what we all have been talking about for years upon years anyway.

ultimately, this is just a short snippet of what i have to offer on these points, but i found your posts to be in extremely ill taste and felt compelled to clear up what you seem to be attempting to paint as an unfair attack on you without getting too into it.

i'm sorry to upset you in any manner, as i detest in-fighting in our fandom. at the same time, this is an issue on which i cannot and will not be silent. i hope you can take something away from this, as this is incredibly disappointing to see in our fandom.

[wik-ships]

fully self-indulgent post but your f/o would never be cruel to you, even if it doesn't match their character in canon.

❤︎ your f/o would never raise a hand at you and would never hurt you. they're gentle and soft for you, and if they aren't normally then they're putting in the effort to learn to be.

❤︎ your f/o knows how to apologise. they aren't too proud to sit back and admit they messed up - they know when something is their fault.

❤︎ your f/o knows how to make amends. even when it's hard, even when it's embarrassing, they do it for you. they take the initiative and try their best to make things right.

❤︎ your f/o respects you. they respect your privacy and your individuality, and they don't ever try to control you. they love you because you choose to return to them.

❤︎ your f/o loves you. they listen to you and try their best to do everything they can for you. of course you disagree sometimes, but they never escalate into being abusive. they love you too much to ever hurt you.

dividers by suupersonic and @whor3ing!!

[jack-ofaces]

”am i a gooner”? no. but they are. ohhh boooyyys *i start snapping my fingers and my goons come out of the shadows*

[unyieldingsilence]

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[jack-ofaces]

hey boys werent there more of you. what happened to one of you

[unyieldingsilence]

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[rouxlskaardfangirl]

Imagine your f/o giving you compliments at the WORST possible times. Fresh out of the shower, hair sopping wet, wearing the most ridiculous outfit known to man they still think you’re beautiful.

[lapis-lazuli404]

Today is my 4th day of using the cream my dermatologist recommended to me because the acne on my face was horrifying. Now they're slowly calming down

[outofcontexttomodachilife]

(submitted by @misceris)

[treefory]

my Among us show designs!

this took me at least 14 hours to draw BUT THEY ALL CAME OUT SO CUTE!

a surprising amount of their designs were based off cats. Red is based off a tiger, Orange is a ginger cat, Blue is a tortoiseshell cat, Black is a black panther, and Brown has clouded leopard spotting.

ngl i'll probly give them tails lol

Brown and yellow's head makings are on either side because they're each others other half (and the have friendship bracelets!)

purple specifically was meant to be based on Vincent from FNAF... until i remembered that he's one shade of purple

and yeah i gave them paw pads on their hands (even if you cant see it on most of them) its the same colors as their visors

black and cyan have pins on their bags cuz i like them

sketch and spoilers under the cut

with this design of Green, their face can split open according to their markings when they go imposter mode