#proship dni

[retroremix]

being a system is so weird like hahaha I hate you all but I also love you but I hate forgetting things but I love not being in embarrassing moments and forcing u guys to deal with allat bullshit but I also hate not knowing who I am 90% of the time

[ianemotes]

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DNI: basic DNI criteria (T.R.A.S.H.), non-traumagenic “systems”, radqueer (including “good faith” identities), “IRLs”/enabling delusions, proship/comship/darkship (“fiction doesn't affect reality”, “dead dove: don't eat”), demonizing, romanticizing, or infantilizing disorders, “physical” alterhumanity, ICE/MAGA supporters, “NSFW” age/pet regression, pro-contact harmful paraphilia, generative AI, and anyone in support of or neutral on any of these.

we do not consent to our art being fed to AI.

[sugarcoatedjinx]

btw if youve been wondering what mature content ive been posting its just an agrument against proshipping

[1-900-meow]

girlie dont look at me like that

[retroremix]

Vent. Tw for cocsa. And ptsd. And very blunt shit.

can my parents stop rubbing it into my face that I "let myself get abused" when they start losing an argument? Why would I ever willingly get sexually abused by someone who I liked romantically to the point I didn't feel human and couldn't even look at myself in the mirror for months on end? Also, yes, huge reveal but I wasn't always aromantic. I lost the ability to be attracted to anyone romantically because of him. And my parents know this. They know just how badly he fucked me up and they still use it against me. ESPECIALLY since in two days I'm going to be in the same building as him for two more years.

I hate the name Luke because of him. Anyone named Luke is someone I immediately dislike and am disgusted by, and I'm not proud of it at all. I don't want to live a life where a single name can upset me so much.

And what's worse is that I knew he liked me back too. We had liked each other for 2-3 years at that point before he abused me. And what's worse is that I wasn't the only victim, I was just the first one and I got the worse end of the stick because mine lasted for the longest. This could just be because of my risk of NPD, but the fact I wasn't the only one just bothers me even more because it means I wasn't special, that I wasn't the only life he wanted to ruin. And what's worse is that I still miss being his friend. I miss the him before he became whatever the hell he is now. He can't even look at me without running away because he thinks I'm going to do something violent to him.

I just don't want to feel like this anymore, and I know I'll never have that because PTSD can't be cured. You live with it for the rest of your life, no matter how long or short it is. I'm tired.

Fun fact but some of this shit is stuff that I never told any of my friends lmfao, online and irl.

If anyone sees this and tries to comfort me, just don't. It'll only make it worse.

[hearts4fiction]

I need to make a young minxbobby animatic with Andrew in drag. Its so them im sick

[sugarcoatedjinx]

My stance on Proship.

(I don't support it and here's why.)

Trigger Warning: mentions of sexual themes

I'm not even like antiship nor netural its like a werid mix between the two (not neutral towards necro, zoo, pdf romantized ships im very against it.)

My main thing on being against proshippers is minor safety because even though the textbook defintion is anti harassment.. There is still more to the proship label. People who use the label either don't understand what it really means or they use it to show off their pro non con type ships. That exposes minors to taboo topics in a non-age-appropriate way and can even cause normalization or even paraphilias in the long run.

I don't feel like I should explain further because obviously, romantization and glorification of pdf and zoo ships is inherently bad and unhealthy making intrustive thoughts worse. If you are still confused, it is like as if you scratch a mosquito bite, the scratching would feel good but it only makes the itch worse.