Hold on strong or you fade out fast

Over involved Auntie who actually met James Taylor 😭

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Lil L being Lil L

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I could blame this bad week on my period, the heat, and that one coworker who quit 90 minutes before their shift that caused me to have to go into work early when I originally planned on walking. But it just wasn't my week and that's ok. Next week may be better or not but I did my 4

Weekly annoying accountability post

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The world cup games in Foxboro are starting this month. My work is one town over and the mall is telling us game days will be dead. If you've ever been near Gillette stadium during any event you know the insanity traffic is. I'm very curious where customers will be visiting us from. I need to look into a translation app for my phone. It's going to be hopefully busy and probably going to be hard to sign people up for rewards that are visiting for the game so we'll probably get in trouble for that but I'm excited! I'm not sure how many people are going to buy underwear on vacation but one never knows.

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I got my prescription today and there was only a month's worth and no refills so I wrote out this big portal message and then I get a message saying my doctor is out of the office for the week and call to make an appointment about changing sleeping medications.

So now I'm just wondering if they only did one month and no refills because she wasn't there and they could only do the month or whatever 🙃.

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Update to the update

My doctor was not in and hasn't been in since last week so the doctor that was filling in for her filled the prescription. So I potentially made this whole big thing about nothing and they told me to just call in 2 weeks when my next refill is ready and see if doctor will fill it for me.

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I got my prescription today and there was only a month's worth and no refills so I wrote out this big portal message and then I get a message saying my doctor is out of the office for the week and call to make an appointment about changing sleeping medications.

So now I'm just wondering if they only did one month and no refills because she wasn't there and they could only do the month or whatever 🙃.

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This isn't the correct way to deal with my stress but I got a ten piece nug from McDonald's and it came with two sauces and I got 2 sweet n sour but paid for an extra sauce(honey mustard) I opened the bag 3 sweet n sour and 3 honey mustard so like maybe life's not awful.

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It looks like my primary at least filled the Seroquel for one month? I got a notification from CVS they were working on it but it was showing $3.08 and it's usually $9 and change and a 3 month supply. I'm so stressed idk what to do. At this point if she says I have to get a psychiatrist idk how or when I will be able to afford it. I doubt they will let me add it to my payment plan I have going already. Also have no clue how long it takes to get in with one or even where to start. This sucks I'm praying I go tomorrow to pick it up and it's got 3 refills or something I can maybe take half a pill and stretch it but I will straight up have a mental breakdown if I have to just stop taking it with no backup plan.

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My primary denied my Seroquel refill and she's been filing it for 6 years and I straight up don't know what I am going to do if she doesn't refill it.

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Was planning on a 5 this week but I'm happy with only one of these days being a 15.

Annoying accountability post

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My day was turned upside down when the closer called out so my opening shift has turned into a closing shift and I'm bummed because I didn't get to walk but it's fine it's all fine.

And here's a picture of Lil L in a T-shirt.

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Sorry for the annoying amount of posts but it's a good day to be an aunt even if it's not blood related

Sophia's best friend who I treat like she's my own niece graduated and while I was watching it on YouTube saw she was announced outstanding vocational student in her shop!!!!

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I got some pre-pre prom pics before Sophia got picked up and I have to share this one of her and Patrick because he is the second most awkward person

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I told myself I'd be in the pictures with all of Sophia's senior year stuff and I haven't. I still have graduation and recital. Same thing with Patrick's confirmation...I did take a little selfie with him but I didn't post it. I wonder if they'll ever care later in life if they have pictures with me in them anyway.

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Like 10ish years ago my dad participated in an All of Us research program. A few years ago he got a letter in the mail he could check into his profile and find out what they found but he had no interest. This was kind of in the start of me finally getting a rheumatologist and starting to figure out my shit. He gave me the information if I wanted to log in. I could be completely wrong but from what I saw they took blood a few times and then students took the blood and used it for research purposes. The results had a breakdown of things like the probability of cilantro tasting like soap or not, your likelihood of getting cancer, and a few other things. I'm sure it was very basic stuff that they reported back but I also wonder if there were other things they did with the blood that weren't reported. Anyways I forgot I had at some point logged into his Gmail I used to get the results and they randomly emailed and it popped up on my phone. I went on the site and I think I'm going to try and do it also. There did look like there was a chat feature so I'm going to see if they would even take a relative of someone who's already done it or how it works but it might be something cool to 7 years from now randomly get results.

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I'm on the treadmill and my ring goes off that the local ice cream truck that never comes down our street is on the street. I think that's a sign I didn't need cotton candy ice cream from the local legend Bob

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One of the dance moms made a video of the graduating girls with their first dance costume and their last. My sister has always donated Sophia's old costumes to a program the dance studio works with but one of the girls who's not graduating until next year still had her costume from a dance her and Sophia danced with their first year. Anywho long story long here's a crappy screenshot of Sophia from the video

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Me trying to fold a fitted sheet