Dear my 2010 self,
I know you probably just discovering one direction. You’re happy, you’re really happy. You finally found a solace. You’re making good friends, good community, you’re finally finding your place. you’re spending your sleepless nights watching their videos, you’re laughing and life isn’t that bad. You’re finding again a reason to stay. You’re looking at the boys, and can’t help thinking how big they are. It feels infinite, it feels forever.
But it isn’t. Today we’re grieving. We’re mourning that happiness. We’re mourning what was once our everything, our reason for happiness.









