* Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā Ā IT WASNāT A PHASE, MOM ! Ā ( PART TWO. )
a collection of lyrics taken from my mostly myspace era nostalgia playlist. this one goes out to all the former emo kids. Ā some triggering content may appear. Ā as always, feel free to change and adjust anything as needed.
ā things happen but we donāt really know why.Ā ā
ā all these things i hate revolve around me.Ā ā
ā why canāt you just be straight up with honesty?Ā ā
ā iām coming home. iāve been gone for far too long.Ā ā
ā have i fucked things up again?Ā ā
ā my bedās so cold and lonely.Ā ā
ā youāve got me shaking from the way youāre talking.Ā ā
ā if i had common sense, iād cut myself or curl up and die.Ā ā
ā if this is love, i donāt wanna be loved.Ā ā
ā if i could be the devil, you can be the sinner.Ā ā
ā you could be the drugs and i could be the dealer.Ā ā
ā everything you say is like music to my ears.Ā ā
ā iāve got you under a spell and i donāt think iāll be letting you out.Ā ā
ā if this is heaven, then baby i donāt wanna know hell.Ā ā
ā i couldāa went to college like rich kids do.Ā ā
ā in rock nā roll, i got a phd.Ā ā
ā we got all that we need, packed it up in the van.Ā ā
ā i aināt got shit, but i got this far.Ā ā
ā itās probably better weāre not together.Ā ā
ā we were so young and invincible.Ā ā
ā young love was such dumb love.Ā ā
ā our first kiss stole the breath from my lips, why did the last one tear us apart?Ā ā
ā we were just kids in love.Ā ā
ā you wonāt try to save me. you just want to hurt me and leave me desperate.Ā ā
ā you taught my heart a sense i never knew i had.Ā ā
ā i bet you believe that iām better off with you than someone else.Ā ā
ā iām not your boyfriend, baby.Ā ā
ā iām not your knight in shining armor.Ā ā
ā l-o-v-eās just another word i never learned to pronounce.Ā ā
ā how do i say iām sorry?Ā ācause the word is never gonna come out.Ā ā
ā iām so bored, your words arenāt making sense.Ā ā
ā one more drink and iām convinced.Ā ā
ā itās been hell not having you here.Ā ā
ā iāve been missing you so bad and you donāt seem to care.Ā ā
ā i bet youāve never had a friday night like this.Ā ā
ā i donāt want this anymore. the thought of you is no fucking fun.Ā ā
ā iām tired of begging for the things that i want.Ā ā
ā if i leave, iām alone. but whatās the difference when you beg for love?Ā ā
ā we fell in love and now weāre both alone.Ā ā
ā i know itās hard, but who are you to fall apart on me?Ā ā
ā i still think youāre beautiful.Ā ā
ā i donāt ever wanna lose my best friend.Ā ā
ā i really hope you enjoy the show.Ā ā
ā hotels are cheap and thereās one down the street.Ā ā
ā iām sorry, i canāt see that you truly love me.Ā ā
ā i donāt care if youāre sick, i donāt care if youāre contagious. i would kiss you even if you were dead.Ā ā
ā did you call me last night just ācause you couldnāt get laid?Ā ā
ā youāve got me right where you want me.Ā ā
ā i know iām a bastard, but iām not a coward.Ā ā
ā why canāt you see what youāre doing to me?Ā ā
ā donāt worry, iāve let you go long before you left me.Ā ā
ā nothing compares to a quiet evening alone.Ā ā
ā letās be more than this.Ā ā
ā you wear your heart on your sleeve, i threw mine to the sky.Ā ā
ā when you use your lips, they better be on me.Ā ā
ā liars turn me on.Ā ā
ā itās only a crime if i get caught.Ā ā
ā i canāt keep sleeping in your bed if you keep messing with my head.Ā ā
ā i canāt keep touching you like this if itās just temporary bliss.Ā ā
ā donāt even talk about the consequences, ācause right now youāre the only thing thatās making any sense to me.Ā ā
ā i donāt give a damn what they say or what they think,Ā ācause youāre the only one whoās on my mind.Ā ā
ā will you be mine tonight?Ā ā
ā i thought you knew that i was crazy.Ā ā
ā who the fuck do you think you are?Ā ā
ā i can never be a perfect fucking image of what you want.Ā ā
ā weāre dancing with the devil. heāll drink you under the table.Ā ā
ā do you still want me?Ā ā
ā i wonāt be angry if you have to leave. but i wonāt be waiting.Ā ā
ā donāt say youāre sorry because i wonāt believe you.Ā ā
ā iāve tried so hard to be what you needed.Ā ā
ā iāve tried for so long to make you believe that iām not the enemy.Ā ā
ā i never wanted a partner and i never loved you.Ā ā
ā i never wanted a partner and i never loved you, so now youāre free to leave.Ā ā
ā i swear to you now, i wonāt call.Ā ā
ā congratulations. go home now.Ā ā
ā stop talking to me. i havenāt been listening.Ā ā
ā music is dead thanks to you cunts.Ā ā
ā my only home is the bottom of a bottle and a rolled up bill.Ā ā
ā i am rock and roll at itās fucking finest.Ā ā
ā self destruction is such a pretty little thing.Ā ā
ā donāt bother sleeping without one eye open wide.Ā ā