The Last Post

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Moved!

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Last post....

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The pain

As I sit here in my living room with my mom loudly speakingon the phone, i sit just missing you. I miss u so much that it hurts that my heartaches every second of the day. I just want to cry a river and just drown myself. I can't stand this pain anymore. It just hurts and hurts so much. This world is just a wreck for me. I don't ever want to live again.

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Writing

I write cause i have no1 to confide my feelings to. I was always told to write more but i would always tell you in person. Now that i don't have you by my side at all times, obly thibg i can ever do now is tell u in words even if you choose not to read w/e im writing. I write everything and anythin i think of now so that maybe you may read it and maybe know whats on my mind. Everywhere that i can put words on, i have managed to write and type all over it. I just wish maybe you would read them rather than choosing to ignore me and maybe tlk to me? Guess i cant push it....owelll more writing i shall.

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Nom nom nom

Bite my tongue.....so yummy

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Another day....

No1 cares but I guess i gotta tale today one step at a time

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Screwed!!!!

Im always screwed for in life but today im so screwed today and at the rate everything is going....im not gonna be home til midnite....some1 please save me.....please.....

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I just bought two movies that we had watched together in the past. Both these movies i rmb being some of the first movies that we had watched together. These movies mean a lot to me and i hoped that maybe we can watch these again?

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Wondering

I wonder if you still read this? I really wonder this and i really want to know.....you kno the time you told me you really wanted to tlk to me on the phone? Would you call me bak if i said i really want to tlk you over the phone when you read this? I really hope you do but i guess i'm jut dreaming....sigh......

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Distant

Why do i feel so distant? Is it forever gonna be like this? I'm trying so hard but feels like it gets even more distant. Should I not try then??? I'm so lost and confused............

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Leaving it be

I think im gonna just let you go your own way from now on. I wont ask you weird questions and stuff no more. I'll always be waiting for a day that won't happen but I can always wish and hope that it may happen. I guess it's time to cry myself a river build a bridge and get over it as best as I can while waiting for you on the other side. Miss you and Love you forever!!

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Wishing

If only u were wendy leung and not wendy luo.....then i would never have you leave my side T_T

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Wshing and hoping

I wish that things didnt have to end up like this and i hope everything will be fine but who am i kidding.....how wonderful can ones life be if he/she has to write it down just to express themselves instead of to someone....iuno anymore.......i wait here waiting to head out but as i sit here and wait...all i can do is think and write down meaningless things....

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Complain!!

I just wish that arghhhhh.....i had someone to complain to rite now!!! Fuck me fuck me diu.....so annoyed!!!

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Not bad for first try but most likely won't try again unless I love my toilet that much....=_=

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I will always love you......

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Regret and missing you!!!